#soul-star-updates

, it was so fucking dark. Okay, what I tell you here is the real and truthful events of what happened. I'm giving everyone else a slightly altered version of the story where part of it isn't in it because I don't need that information getting out. So basically, Omar was the vote, but as you know, Omar is her sister, and even though I was willing to cut her, I was like, no. Because Jack and I were really terrified that if we cut Omar, we'd be on the bottom, and I was like, wait why am I just gonna cut someone who's a guaranteed vote to vote whichever I want so it was originally gonna be three on Omar and then us three voting void and because Arleim mentioned to Omar that Arleim just wanted to be in the majority we were like okay he'll flip on a revote but then Arleim told Jack he went to Jack and he was like oh you're fine if I use your name as the decoy which like to us was like yeah that proves we're on the bottom and Jack's gonna be next to go because that's what they did to Omar. But then Omar comes to me and he's like, yeah, Arleim was pushing me off of voting void. So I'm like, Omar, did you try to bring up void to Arleim Like did you almost blow up her plan That doesn matter He tried pushing him off of void and onto Corny And then Jack came to me and was like yeah apparently Arleim and Corny kind of have some beef because Corny voted him out And Corny was also being inactive. So basically we pretended to go along with Arleim and we were like, yeah, Arleim, we'll vote off Corny with you. But we weren't. But from Arleim's perspective, we were. It was going to be three on Void. Me, Jack, Omar voting Void. Arleim and Void voting Corny. Corny voting Omar. Void goes home. Um, and Arleim had a half-idol, so, like, nothing could leak, otherwise Arleim could fuck shit up with the half-idol. And I didn't know this, but Jack knew this, and I think he told me, and I just forgot about it. Void had an idol, but he has to pre-play it by round. Um, so, everyone was 

 with this, you know? I was like, perfect, 3, 2, 1, let's go, bitch. Then, Arleim went back to voting Omar, and it was purely because Corny finally got in line and had a single conversation. And I was like, Arleim, you cannot be getting flipped by anyone you have the last conversation to. And he was, like, losing his mind. And Jack and I were like, what the fuck is happening? And Arleim kept going, like, no matter who I vote, someone's going to get hurt. And it was just like, bitch. Okay, wait. This is going to get too long. The bot doesn't like it when I send these too long, so I'm going to send another one. BRB.

, so part two. So Arlem tried flipping everyone back from voting Corny to voting Omar again, and I'm like, I'm not doing that because I put so much work to save Omar right now. And also, if I do that, at this point I kind of realized I wasn't going to be on the bottom and it was just me and Jack being paranoid. I was like, no. I put in the work to save Omar. We're saving Omar. so we were just really going to go back to being a 3-3 plan but then corny brought up to jack that apparently our line told corny that star was the one hunting you i was like bitch what the fuck because it was funny in my mind because like i was literally never voting corny even if i was telling our line i was voting corny never gonna happen second of all you are like you were the one who said it you were the one who said his name it was literally nobody else but you so what the fuck are you doing and basically we were like wait it doesn't have to be three three anymore we can flip corny instead of flipping our line like our original plan which is so funny because it's like our line how you fuck that note up like it was originally going to be you in the four and then it became you're the one getting voted out and we decided to vote out our line instead of Void, because Void's idol means he has to pre-play a buy-around, but Arleim can, like, use his advantage, whatever. And then I learned, Fuggles gave Arleim a half-idol as a joke, but Fuggles already had an half-idol, so Fuggles just accidentally gave Arleim a full-idol. So we blindsided Arleim 4-2, and it was really nasty, and Arleim's final words were like, this is what I get for being a nice person. It just feels empty. I really trusted you all. And I was like, bitch, you played the vote people out game, and you were, like, struggling to vote people out. Like, this was always going to happen. It really was.

, but like for future reference, if you are ever retelling the story, the real train of events is just pretend the Void vote-out stuff never happened, and that it was just us flipping from Omar to Courtney, then back to Omar again. Because no one knows that Void was like in a lot of danger. And Void was actually like, oh, was it ever mean? I was like, no, like, we only excluded you from the vote because we couldn't have you telling Arlen and him playing with Zion. And it's like, bitch, Void, you really should be fucking lucky right now. Because you were the vote. And R-Lime completely eradicating his own game is the only reason you survived this tribal council.

 by the way, mind you, we, like, this didn't even happen because we were literally originally floating to our line. I was like, you know, I'm just not really sure if voting Omar's the right move. Like, I don't know if we should be voting someone else. And he was, like, so gung-ho when voting Omar out. And so me and Jock were like, ugh, like, I guess we just have to force a 3-3 and hope he flips on a re-vote. Like, our line, you could have been here, but you fucked every note up.

, so the Lodge, from what I've heard, all the advantages from a Lodge are fucking crazy. Because Arlem got, like, a half-idol, and I was wondering if he had another idol, like, something else too, but whatever. And because Fuggles also had a half-idol, theirs were together. Void, his advantage is that he has an idol, but he also played, like, the previous rounds, like, Final 19. He plays it then for the Final 18. and thank god we swapped because Void was on the bottom he knew he was on the bottom so he would have pre-played his idol um

've been having the most boring-est time. I haven't lost immunity since Coco went home, and that was the second round. I've done nothing. I've gotten close to Fuggles, and he's nice, and AK is nice too. It's just a whole bunch of small talk over small talk over small talk over small talk. I actually like just pretend like I was busy most of the time because I just didn't want to small talk with people because we just wanted immunity and then we just went offline and small talked it was horrible

 want to go to Tribal just to like get my strategy muscle working because I've been doing nothing. I feel kind of insecure because I don't know what's happening in the game at all. And Merge is coming soon.

, do not say that, because I fucking said it, and then I was literally trapped in fucking hell. You don't want to activate the strategy. The second you activate the strategy muscle, you're going to be trapped in just... It was so bad. It was so dark. You have to realize what I was going through was over the span of, like, eight hours of constant flipping. And R-Lime and everyone just pissing me off, because everyone would refuse to flip. And I was losing my mind, because at the same time I was trying to do the idle hunt, and I was also, like, paranoid and spiraling in myself of, like, I'm on the bottom. What happens if I do this? I have to go to rocks. And I was genuinely going to rocks. Like, I was prepared. I was willing. I started accepting my fate, and I was like, I'm getting rocked out of this game at final 20, and I'm at peace with it, and I'm a large player, and I'm going to make a big move. And it was just so dark. Okay.

, I just wanna say it finally pronounced our Limeagate right correctly. It keeps like spelling it wrong and I'm really proud it finally got it right. Yay.

, it proceeded to just completely fuck up spelling R-Lime after that, so... You tank, Devorah's tub boy.

, I'm definitely not pro-Omar in the long term, because I know for a fact that the second it's Omar, me, you, and Bree, even at Merge, they're going to betray us. We have to be at peace with that fact. But, because I didn't... Okay, I low-key started guessing there was going to be a swap soon, but if there wasn't a swap soon, I was like, our tribe's going back to tribal council. and why would I sacrifice someone on my tribe who, when Omar's without Brie, Omar will do what you say 100%. And I was like, I'm not sacrificing that. I want him on my tribe because then I have Omar and then I have Jack and we're good. Also, for Merge, I really like Jack. I really like AK and I really like Fuggles. And I feel like we should be like a quartet. That's for people. What's a five-person quartet? Sick tent. Amen.

, I really like Jack too when he was on my tribe. I liked him I liked When it's okay like he's endearing like he was nice to me Everybody all them were nice to me. Andrew was nice to me. I really like Sam's too My tribe was full of really good people. I really liked them a lot But um, yeah, that'd be good. Definitely because I'm getting worried for merge keys

, I'm gonna have to like look through my history because it's somewhere in my history I was using it last night. I got a black tea game

 am your little butterfly, green, black, and blue, making colors in the sky. I am your little butterfly, making colors in the sky.

 you can go.

'm so bored, I like it.

, that's so...

, I'm glad you're not mad, but like, I'm sorry. I just hate Fogles so much. Like, I hate how he talks to me, and I just hate how he talks to me.

's so he doesn't know he's so condescending. He doesn't and then he just because the ego is so inflated. I don't know how to explain it, but I just I've never met someone like that before or it gets so strange.

 now we're doing my fucking one-on-one sending a bunch of gifts like oh my god get away from me

 don't know if it's very reliable because it's from Clint, but I remember Clint telling me that he was having like, just like Bethany, like he wasn't completely against the idea of voting you. But again, he was talking to Clint, so maybe he was just joking. I don't know.

 don't know how nervous me and Theo were because we were gonna vote Fuggles, right? And we're hoping it was gonna be like five to five But we were so scared that like Clint was making us destroy our votes so that he could vote you out We were so terrified like I swear to god if we were like telling each other like I closed the app I told Theo like if you went home because we were stupid and we put some votes on Fuggles when they voted you I would I would actually like be so distraught because I would hate to like end your game like that

's why I voted like 20 minutes before the deadline. Like, I was so scared.

, me and Fatima reconciled. We're just taking a break.

 was actually thinking this. I was like, what if I got two of them? I mean one day

's true, but You really gotta find a time, you know, sorry There's gotta be a time you gotta choose fuggles or me like it's it might be getting to that point

 the fuck he had that he has a half I don't know bro I haven't told anyone about it yet. But like Bro, could you imagine a tie and we could have got him out right there and he has a fucking half idol in the final No