#24th-molly

 my premades were put on at least a tribe with one of their friends and I got stuck all by myself and now I'm just feeling really scared because like what if people don't like me you know what I mean like what if people are just like oh this bitch is so annoying you know what I mean and so like I I'm kind of scared like I don't need roommates to play a game but like I feel like I would feel safer especially since I don't know any of these people literally anyone I don't think I've played a single org ever without knowing literally anybody like I've always known at least one person which is crazy because most of the time I do end up voting them out because like I don't like cremating but I like knowing that like if I'm dying I can at least like trust that person because they don't expect me to flip on them but I guess I just have to make new friends and that's really hard for me because I don't want to make new friends I don't want to talk to them because what if they're weird what if they're weird people and they're like losers and I'm just scared

's like, it's like, how do I put this? How do I put this? Like, I feel like when you know people, you don't have to do small talk to get to know them, because you already know them, you know what I mean? So that's kind of what I'm saying, like, not that I, it's just like, it's gonna be a lot of socializing, and like, I feel like there's gonna be a lot of small talk, and I'm not a girl who is down for small talk, like, some, I just don't want to talk to people, like, sometimes I just want to get down to business and get down to the game, but here if they are asking me how I am and all that. And I'm just like, I'm good, I'm doing school. Like I'm a nursing student. But what else do you want me to say?

, I'm like really glad we have this bot because I like talking about my game. I hate typing. And some people can't listen to voice memos like most of the time or not most of the time, like sometimes. So, I'm very glad because now people can basically read what I'm saying as if I typed it, but I didn't type it. I said it. Or people can listen to my beautiful, feminine voice. Because I know a lot of people want to do that. Yep, totally. That's okay. Anyways, I guess I should go talk to people. I guess I'll go do that.