Everest Survivor S1 | Twin Peaks · 2,879 messages archived





, first of all, I felt like I had a pretty good relationship with Star on our first swap tribe. And then I just got like no reciprocation based on, you know, anything at the weird double tribal thing, merge, whatever. And then Star had the parchment that was like, why are people the weirdest ever or whatever, which is like, fine, it's annoying and catty, but I can get over it. And so I, like, the day before yesterday, yeah, Saturday, I was like, hey, like, is there anything I can do? Like, and as a joke, I was kind of like, oh, unless you don't want to talk to the weirdest ever. And, like, I really had no issue with it, but I just thought it would be funny to bring it up. And then Star was like, oh, actually, I had that on my original parchment for Theo, and then I just changed the name to you. And I was like that the stupidest lie I ever heard Like I insulted that you think I believe that but whatever I gave him benefit of the doubt and then 30 minutes before tribal star has not messaged me back at all it's like hey I have an idol and a steal a vote let's do something I was like okay just so you know like I'm gonna give you this opportunity if this is fake I'm never voting for you on the jury like okay what's the plan and then they were like well yeah and then i just i like went the fuck off on them and i was like you just mistake you're mean and you think you're being funny and you um are just kicking me while i'm down and i feel like everybody has just kind of made me this pariah and you're just being an asshole um and then i got nothing so i i would have appreciated a little bit more candor and I think a little bit more I don't know, just acting like a normal person would rather than just continually being on stan account mode at all times.






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I wish I’d kept you in the game, I did worry Jack/Fuggles were a duo tho so I worried if you stayed that y’all would be a trio












but i kinda didnt buy it cause she was in the four person alliance w me and ricci and marissa





BETHANY

, yeah, that was stupid, right? Like, are... Are Bree, Dio, and Sol ever going to turn on each other?






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right. I'll just, ah, shit. That's a customer. Well, I'll keep talking. No, that's a customer. Never mind. But remind me to do this., pretty much as soon as the F-16 Tribal ended, I knew that. I already knew that I was going to be omnipresent because of my advantage, but I knew that I was definitely not really in a good position at all. So what I did really was, I didn't really aim to be in control, but rather I wanted to give my agency to people. Yeah, pretty much. I wanted to give my agency to people. So it sort of started with the F-14 round, your round where I just like, where rather than like actually pushing names deliberately, I was just constantly running the information cycle and talking to people. and I mean of course the problem is I well I found out right um yeah pretty much right after your tribal I I realized that even though if I'm running around if I don't keep a tight lid on plans I will get people killed because I knew that people will not use my mistakes as a reason to vote me they'll use it as a reason to vote other people I mean that's what happened with Jack because I thought Jack was genuinely going to go for like Theo because I knew if he went for you he was probably going to get voted out and then that happened and yeah almost instantly i went to theo sorry not theo not theo i went to void and i told void that i did it that i leaked the plan and he gave me a lot of shit for it and i felt so bad that i like i even told void i was like void i'm telling you i am so close to quitting the game because I feel so bad about this. And then I told Mike I was going to quit the game, and Mike called me, and Mike was like, it doesn't matter if it's a good player or a bad player or not. All that matters is that it was just a game decision. I'm not going to comment on that, but, like, it's not. It's just a game decision. So then when Mike called me, this all happened when I was at work, by the way. Like, I was just, like, close to breaking down at work because I felt so bad. So then I went to, later that night, I went to Bethany, and then Bethany said that she felt really bad, but she knew she was going to cut you off eventually. She just wished it didn't happen, that you didn't die at the F-14. So what I pretty much aimed for was, that's a part of why I voted out Jack too. because at the F-14, what I was trying to do was, well, actually, I'll say this about myself, basically. I mean, you could probably tell just because of how I was using my, like, one world advantage, but I was pretty much just not really aiming strategically, but I just wanted excuses to... Well, I didn't really look at the game from a strategical standpoint. I don't really look for opportunities to win. I just looked for people that I like to talk to and I try to keep them together So a part of my win condition is just that the people that i like are true are not trying to vote each other off which is what i was doing at the f basically because i really liked you but i also really liked jack so i was doing that and then the f-14 that was a wake-up call so then I realized that there are people that I like and if I don't keep a tight lid and if I try to make people work together I'm just gonna if I don't keep a tight lid I'm just going to get people killed so that's what happened at the F-13 I just told Jack Jack I'm not going to do anything about this that's what happened so then Bethany messaged me halfway through that saying like hey so Gem left me this voice message basically saying she was on like five different sides at Ricky's tribal and I'm still mad at you for telling Jack but you came up to me almost instantly afterwards and said and showed a lot of remorse while Gem to me has been taking all these sides and has no qualms about it whatsoever so I say to her well she says to me actually she says let's do the Jack this round but I would like to do Gem afterwards so I'm like yeah that sounds good and I want to and I want to put my foot down for the people that I like. So then F12 comes around and then Clint comes to me and is like, hey, Marissa and Jem ar trying to vote you off. So I'm like, well, in other words, this guy is blue. So then I, let me see. I also had an alliance, a pretty early alliance with Bethany and Sam. So that was kind of around we started using it more again. And because it was a bit awkward, just because Bethany was your side, and Sam's was more so Jack. But um, yeah, so we hear about that, then I get an alliance going of me, Clint, me, Clint, and me, Clint, Sam, and I think one, oh, Boyd, yeah. I made that format. And well, actually, that'll be another common thing. I almost always included Boyd and Bethany in my plans after you and Jack left because at that point those were the only two people that I really really wanted to go as far as I could with same with Sam's but to a bit of a lesser degree so that was that was more so what it was about because I I pretty much yeah I stopped really trying work the votes trying to force votes but i basically became i basically talked it over with bethany and boyd almost always first to make sure they were good with it because i didn't want them to get killed and then the yeah so then me and bethany are like okay we can kill a gem then but then Clint is like hey we should kill Marissa which I wasn complaining about because well I also did like Clint a lot And I still wanted to go far with him too but I was also a bit more wary of him because well, he was with Jack, right? And then I kind of saw, figured it was fine to do Marissa, I guess. So I talked to Bethany and Void about this. well Void was fine with everything but mostly I talked to Bethany and I said like I mean I just want to be able to make up but I get and I wish that we could have gotten Gem off this round but I guarantee we will vote Gem off next round so Bethany is like okay so that's what happens and And then we get, let me see, who's the other poster? Well, it's those sides as well as Bethany and Boyd and Bree and Star, right? Then the F11 comes around and pretty much what I said to , like I was doing jam because of Bethany, but Clint almost got off too because Clint had messaged saying he wanted Star out and that got at the Star, probably through, I would assume, Voight, just because, unless Clint mentioned it to a few people. Yeah, so then, I mean, after Marissa's tribal, Jem got pretty mad at me. And I will say that, what's the word I'm looking for? Well, I don't remember. I don't remember the words I'm looking for. So then at the next tribal, it almost does go to Clint. And I'm just talking with Boyd about this because Boyd really wanted to do Clint. But I'm like, well, I think we should talk to Bethany. And I know Bethany still really wants Jim. So then I worked with Sam and Clint and Bethany. Then, right, stars still stayed at Clint. And something else. There was something else that happened at the F11 that made me a bit wary of Star. I think it was at... What exactly is it? I was thinking... No, it was Void. Void mentioned something about Star that made me wary of her. And Bree. So then at the F11, I kept that in mind. And because of that, I figured I'm just going to keep... pushing Gemma. Then at the F10, I actually almost went Star because it kind of shifted, like Star called Klintovich and then I was like, well that's a bit too far I feel like. So then, I mean maybe it would have been different and maybe Star could have gone out there, but I was trying to talk it out to get Star out with Void, but then I just like, well, it just ran out of power on my phone. Cause I was at a wedding for the entirety of the Gem, Clint and Star boats But yeah the F9 boat is the same where I just talk with people to find find like the way forward i guess so i just talked to sam and i rekindled with them well i pretty much i was pretty i didn't really rekindle with sam's i was i was just like besides the the other thing i was saying which is that i just started keeping a tight lid on plans but I was just very, very forgiving, I suppose the wo is, with people who voted me, with the exception of Jem, because, well, I was looking to vote out Jem, so I was just fine with it. But yeah, that's pretty much what happened. I talked to Sam's again, that's me, Sam's, that's me, Ryan. I was talking to Ryan again too because I wasn't really thinking about the win, but I was looking at the possibility of me, Boyd, Sam, and Bethany working together and a part of Ryan too. I wanted to work a lot with Ryan. can add. I knew, yeah, I pretty much just wanted to work with those four because, I mean, I've been with them all game and I didn't really wanna, want to betray them. At the F9, I also told Bethany I wanted to go to FTC with her. But yeah, I mean, I just figured that if I want to keep staying around and talk, then my best bet is just going with people who are also big threats. Because I figured, well, I figured a few things. I figured if Bethany votes me off, she would die. I figured if, yeah, I mean, she, she did that, but I pretty much just figured that. I don't really know what I'm saying anymore, because my thoughts are kind of, maybe I should have just typed it out, but Yeah, I mean, pretty straightforward. My plan all season long was just kinda fuck it, we ball. And I wanted to kinda just chill and have fun. Until I accidentally got you killed. Because to tell you the truth, I would've let you vote me off so you could have a chance at winning like i would have done and i so at that point i realized i couldn't be up to monkey business so i just like stopped trying to exchange which is also why i stopped i didn't message jam about about why I was throwing your name or why or why I didn't tell people that I found the idol of boy besides breathe because I still trust and breathe at that point then what I'm sorry trying say yeah I was pretty much just like doing kind of a pocket we've all social game with while trying to make it yeah I just I just yeah yeah I've run out of things to say I mean it's probably yeah TLDR is that for like a couple of years of playing Orcs, my playstyle has just been like, not really playing strategically, but just really socially playing with people I like. So then I try to keep people who might not be allies or want each other out both happy and together, like you and Jack. And then as soon as you go, I realize I can't do that shit. And I just stop giving away information for free as much as I can and fully committed to Bethany and Boyd for the next couple of rounds.
























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