#alcoholics-combine

, the same thing was happening on Undead, where we were like, guys, we need to be six-strong, old school, and then nobody could agree on literally everything. It's because everybody has little connections. And I would not be shocked if Talos wants to keep Saturn around because he knows that he's on the bottom of the totem pole, and if Saturn goes, it could be him, you know? And I'm not surprised that Neptune wants Saturn out because Saturn's going to keep potentially targeting Neptune. So good luck trying to keep that group together. It is so impossible. That's why I like two or three people alliances instead of these massive ones.

, as somebody who has seven sisters and one non-binary sibling, I really don't, like, stand for shit like that. Like, I don't want to, like, be super serious and make this all personal, but, like, for me, I can't play the game with somebody who's going to be like that. I don't want somebody like that here, because this is supposed to be something that's fun for all of us. and making drama for the game can be fun but when it draw like crosses that line becoming personal uh i don't i don't fuck with that i don't fuck with that at all call me woke all you want to but like that shit is not okay it's 2020 fucking six dude that's just not okay like jiv i'm at least willing to give some leeway to because i think that he just really made an ignorant joke not realizing how offensive he was being. I think Jiv is just stupid versus Brent. It really was a direct personal attack. And I'm not okay with either of those, either of those. They're both fucking ignorant as hell. So I'm really sorry that you were on the blunt end of that. That's not cool. And I don't even know how I should approach talking to him about it. But like, I'm not willing to talk game with him at all right now. I'm not even really willing to talk to him in any way right now. Cause that's fucked up, dude. It's just fucked up.

'm also just tired because in real life stuff and I'm like still completely committed to the game Don't get me wrong but like between being in a show and working and having a girlfriend and friends I'm trying to see all the time like I've gone from being the like not to get like weirdly sappy or anything But I've gone from being the guy who is a loser and online all the time and didn't do anything else But be on his computer. It's a you know, I live a really active life now and so So trying to balance everything is really difficult. And then coming back to the game and there's always drama and there's always people throwing the names out and stuff. And it's just like, oh, I can't keep track of anything when there's so many people, you know. But I'm getting into a rhythm for it. So it's going to be okay.