ninjabun2 Naw fr like Fio told me about the season and my first thought was that ik I’m no...
that’s actually perfect
coming incand not knowing anyone
i feel like i know too many people
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and then ofc fio cast my boyfriend too
i was not open ablit my ocd for a long time
bc i thought it was a misdiagnosis or thag i was faking it
but my intrusive thoughts r real
so i started being more open
and now feel like i can rekate to others
bc intrusive thoughts are more common than i thought
yeah i’ve honestly realized that things are a lot more common than i thought
by just opening up about them
i don’t have mych of those support systems irl
bc i can not go to my family for shit 😭
but i definutely do online
capyidentity wait what are you studying
I’m a philosophy major with minors in math and science, but truthfully I’m mostly in my college’s program for the language program
Learning to translate Ancient Greek and learning French
I’m already fluent in asl and need to refresh myself on my Spanish and I’d love to learn Portuguese someday to connect more with my heritage
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But I love different languages
I wouldn’t consider myself one yet, I’m only actually fluent in ASL
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I gotta refresh myself on my Spanish and my Ancient Greek could be better
Someday I wanna be fluent in Portuguese as well
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And I’m learning French
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So in a few years I could consider myself a polyglot
capyidentity i can go 20 hours and like i will feel hungry physically but not mentally? do u...
Nah I get that it happens to me sometimes
Forget to eat for a few days
And only realize it when my stomach yells at me
2pm redbull or any source of caffeine really
4pm i’ll have my health kick so i’ll be liek my body is a temple
and then get like a kale salad or bell peppers and hummus have been my go to recently
but my fatass will eat a whole package and tub in one sitting
and then at like 7pm i crave soda
and then around 10pm i’ll eat some fast food
and then i’ll chase it with liquor
sometimes a bag of spicy chips
capyidentity the way i should know this because i host the damn org but i just don’t know the...
Naw cuz like 30 minutes of my time was spent just trying to navigate what the spreadsheet was
10 minutes of it was trying to figure out which seasons were blood vs water
Before realizing that it said it on the season descriptions in itty bitty text
capyidentity i think it’s more important for us to have ppl on our side in the swap
Yeahh like as much as I wanna put all my faith in just us women to overcome everything I also think we need to be adaptive for the twist, I’ve personally never seen something where we’re gonna be swapping back and forth so often
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Just a little consistency seems like it could be really nice for the two of us
yeah we kind of need to get our way that tribe scares me 😭
i hesrd something on vc last night
i forgot who mentioned it
but someone said in safari the channel doesnt clear
and that dallas and bazz talked about working together there?
and we will be on that tribe so BBAHSSHS
about to leave for work but i thought i’d check in because it’s been like
to my knowledge i think all of the heroes plus saturn/brent know the vote for bazz
but i don’t know how to approach like jiv sylvia griffin
and i guess i would think bazz would throw a name by now
capyidentity has saturn made any pitches to you
Yeah he made a plead that he “has never directly lied to or wronged me”
Has he made any pitches to you?
He did bring up potentially going for jiv which like I’m not changing my vote off of Saturn unless something really huge happens but I mean better than Neptune ig
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capyidentity penelope i stan you
https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/1475323303500583063/1477474212280139776/twelveout.gif
Nah but like did Saturn throw any names your way
I do feel a lot better about him going for jiv over Neptune but ofc how can I trust him LOL
ninjabun2 https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/1475323303500583063/1477474212280139776/t...
LAMAOSODOD
ninjabun2 Nah but like did Saturn throw any names your way
like just about every name like “who would u vote if not me would u vote any heroes”
he brought up everyone ngl
ninjabun2 I do feel a lot better about him going for jiv over Neptune but ofc how can I tr...
same
i think if we can get the split the right way yes
Saturn: Bazz, Neptune, Sylvia, Vini, Jiv
Jiv: Penelope, Dallas, Cristen
Neptune: Brent, Saturn
It just doesn’t add up to me like
Jiv insists even after tribal that someone else from our garden group leaked the split
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Even after I said that Brent confessed to talking about it
He still insisted it was someone else
And we know it wasn’t Neptune or vini
Dallas came into the chat before I even said anything and he said “might kill y'all to keep something in this chat only” (and some extending off of that you can look up the message if u wanna read it)
So he was talking to jiv too
Which means that Jiv either mentioned what I said to Dallas (which would be weird cuz why would jiv and Dallas be spreading info to one another) or jiv made it up and just happened to know everything from a lucky guess
Unless ofc Dallas and jiv were spreading info to one another which led to jiv messaging the two of us
Which would mean I’m being totally scapegoated
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Which would align with what jiv said to me cuz when he first came at me all I said was “am I being scapegoated” and all jiv said in response was “not by Saturn”
Dallas was very persistent on wanting to vote jiv
that’s either a lie or something accidentally happened
idk i feel like me and you play sort of similarly
so it may have been a total misunderstanding
i guess i was just confused by how it all played out
that was the conclusion i came to but
ninjabun2 There’s part of me that’s paranoid about how quiet it is until I remember “oh wa...
yeah i’m just trying to talk game with people after my nap 😭
we also just have old school trauma so
i think it’s just this tribe probably
i have a feeling they’d want to target one of old school just bc i mean it makes sense on paper
capyidentity yeah i’m just trying to talk game with people after my nap 😭
Yeah nah not one person has actually talked game with me at all LOL
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We are on a tribe of 9… and we have 5 in the feminism alliance
Could be a good guarantee to get us to merge on this end of the tribe
Then again I do like everyone on this tribe
Except maybe Dallas he backpedaled hard when that blindside failed it felt kind of disingenuous
But that’s not target worthy I don’t think
Plus voting out an old school feels like really bad for both of us 😭
If one of us four goes I don’t think we’ll stand any chance even if Saturn tries to do something
ninjabun2 Except maybe Dallas he backpedaled hard when that blindside failed it felt kind ...
okay yeah i get that
ninjabun2 Plus voting out an old school feels like really bad for both of us 😭
particularly if we go back to old school
like just straight up relying on him
and then probably saturn too actually lol
ninjabun2 Yeah nah we need all four of us alive
it would probably be wise considering yea we’d just be relying on bazz and saturn i think without a swap
half of this tribe is offline lol
ninjabun2 I’m not upset about the blindside attempt btw I don’t want that vibe to be put o...
yeaaa ur right
ninjabun2 Only person who talked to me was Kyle who like tried to work with me to wiggle i...
what is the point of doing that tbh
even if the old schoolers tried to vote togeyher it would be 6-4 it’s just an awkward position we came back to
but i did not suggest this ftr