Let's do this, i see the vc has ended
I made some banners beforehand, so no time to waste
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I make all of my banners 🩷
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Been abt 2️⃣ years since my season of Fiovivor aired, a time i feel like atleast half of you weren't present for 😵💫 🪦 😮💨
So to give a "teensy" lil recap: fio recruits me out of the blue, impeccable timing tbh cuz i had quit a diff place to focus on a trip to my siblings, & pekka would start after i get back home. Hindsight (aka kongvivor barrel blast) taught me i dEFO coulda played an org at a diff place from home, so Fio got rlly lucky there
I was crushing it socially, part of the majority alliance, but AJ pulled the "ghosts for a day then tries to talk game" strat, it rlly pissed me, hey everyone lets vote off aj!
Except, Sadie was all "no, we HAVE to vote off FortniteFred2005" & she proceeded to go. Made a parchment for the occasion actually
but idt it saw light of day cuz that tribal pissed me off so bad, & i thought emp was a likeable enough lad, i said fuck it & mutinied spur of the moment
Nearly went out pre-merge, it took a hasty lie abt kenny targeting lindsey, lindsey prob not believing me but not giving a fuck, & lindsey wanting to make a #BigMove to survive THAT ONE 💀
i remember Srag hating on all of me/marissa/lukas for conduct after that vote, even if i think most of the criticism was on Lukas
Anyways guess who got blindsided & was thrusted into minority ?!?!?!?!?!?! With my obvious ass quartet who formed from blindsiding Kenny & all, had to quickly pivot & show off adaptability. Went to Emp/Georgia briefly, before ditching THEM to commit to xsoul/sasha
Pissed off jurors along the way with my gameplay, ppl either thought i did jackshit or outright hated the snakery at display (hence why im a villain & on the villains tribe)
reallllll funny of the hosts to put Marionette on the same tribe as me, the ONLY OTHER SZN REP I GOT, when she was one of my most vocal haters
I remember Fio saying Pekka alumni are an elusive bunch, but only 2️⃣ of us? Virgo already call my szn "the flop one" bc of shallow rep, but we were SOLId, we were GOOd
Saw dallas ask who we were surprised didnt make the cut, tbh my answer would be xSoul or Sasha (tho i'd only guess sasha bc of their in-server activity. before i joined this server i thought "no fucking way"). Or Emp, i miss him
marionette atleast seemed chill with me in marooning chat, tho i remember having a lot of frustrations with her. This was how she interacted with me during the F12-F9 part of the game:
- Talk abt how we're gonna lock in & work together
- She ghosts me for a good amount of time
- Animal Crossing chit-chat cuz it was the only thing I knew she liked that i could reasonably talk abt
rinse & repeat until she felt like blindsiding Sadie
but even after THAT i never considered her an ally, the bridge was too far burned at that point. Emp/Georgia/xSoul/Sasha all put their money in their mouths, marionette didnt. So im coming in here with a negative bias against her
I've met other ppl thru other means however, may we not forget Brent's whole ass introduction WAS FOCUSEd ON CEPHALORG ☠️
fucker hasn't payed for a therapist btw, i still need that from him
but being on the same tribe as him again, ik he's gonna attempt a power play. kinda fear it'll be me? Our relationship's kinda rocky, I don't have much faith in working with him
tho atp, ive only made like, 2️⃣ allies kfhgksfhgsk neptune & virgo
virgo ill shove in here but he seems pretty nice! Not sure if he sucks on text yet but I'll find out soon, liked him on voice. He called us Final 2️⃣, & ykw sure, fuck yeah we are 😎
the other person was Neptune, who's actually another person I played with before, which might be the most random pairing of ppl who've played together. On a HvV type season no less
We ate shit & got pre-merge, but right before he left to eat a crawfish dinner, I popped the question & he said yes!
This sounds like marriage
virgo joined right as we were talking abt our good pairing, sweated a whole bullet from that
for other people, drew is one of the rare ppl i talk with outside of orgs. we just send shitposts to each other, like friends do!
So yah i wanna see if we can work together PROPERLY, i turned on him farrrrr too soon on ColORG, back when that place existed (the place Fio lists as my community KSFGKSFHGSKFH)
dallas i played the sonic visuorg mini with. We targeted each other, i did not survive that 😞. I forget if he's on my tribe or not, but I hope he's on the heroes honestly
dont wanna deal with him right away, give it some time
There's a whole string of ppl ive seen but never rlly interacted with, let alone played with. Cristen, Kyle, Evie (speccing xym rn!), Kebab, Stephen, to name most of them
I'll see how I feel talking with them all sooner or later, but I lowkey wanna get cristen/griffin the fuckkkkkk out
always expect the partners to work together. I'll bite tongue if needed, but if the opportunity exists, im GOING for it
we got what, $200 on the line? However much is in the pot, I could buy me a nice shiny viakana buff 🥴 or furry art!
oh yeah im a furry if i dont make blatantly obvious
So those are the people CURRENTLY, where the fuck is sparklebunny honestly, I'm gonna be a bit studious on who talks to who in vc, & others will do the same with me
So exiting Night 1️⃣ i feel like a massive target's on my back, way to go ME for the overplay 🗣️ 📣🔥
Prob gonna dial it back a lil tomorrow & day after, the day we get actual 1on1s is gonna be sweat city & i have to mentally prep myself for that
I'm riding off the excitement of playing again, im feeling regained adrenaline, but it's gonna get swapped out for dread soon. Socializing has kinda... drained me
I may not have won Social Butterfly my season, but when given the opportunity to speak i could hold my ground.
I'm at the point where im gonna STRUGGLE to catch up. Maybe it's burnout, or introversion, or "fuck you let me be isolate" but dAMNIT something abt me is hindering my chance of being a social goddess
I'm gonna have to super rely on my strategic game to get thru this, esp when my physical game has never been good, & putting me next to comp beasts only exacerbate the issue
"well arent you lil miss strategic mastermind" YES, BUT, again, i mutinied from my tribe out of spite, im not always pure gamebot
Kinda gotta be perfect. Atleast enough until I make it past Top 20
ive never gotten a placement below 20th, i dont want this to break the trend
Lastly, i saw a Ryan question abt potential twists to expect 👀, i feel like redemption island is in play
esp with the whole undead theming, shit's gonna happen there. Matter of fact, i think each season will have a past twist come back in some form. For Pekka, it's probably the Mutiny Rafts? not feeling confident on the Hog Mountain return
+ hosts would want drama, which a mutiny brings!
I hope we get to name our own tribe at some point, i got away with my starting tribe being called "red ed d", one of the tribe names was "oops hey guys", it was completely unserious
& i think unserious fits the fiovivor vibe! Are any of us serious ppl? Are we really?
But that's gonna be largely it for me i think tonight. There's a trust ranking banner, but im only posting that when im on tribes
that was like 39 minutes, not bad honestly
"Tell each staff member how much you love them" well alright then. On a scale of 0-100%:
Fio: I like you abt 85%. I fear being on ur bad side but otherwise cool
Fishpog: About 30%. We just met
Kenny: Maybe 80%. We can definitely chat it up, we know how to talk, but less reply pings would be cool 👍
FortniteFred2005: 60%. Was dry talking with, but i ALSO mutinied bc she didnt stay, so fuck it you get cool points
Syn: 31%. Just met, but you seem cheerful. You welcomed me
Sin: 30%. Why is there another person with an almost identical name. You get an almost identical score
Lezaria: 20%. Not seen you around
Mike: 35%. Another just met, but I can tell ur passionate abt things. I like passion
Layton: 35%. TECHNICALLY we've interacted before, but we've never rlly sat down to have a talk idt, hard to give you much more beyond the "hey you hosted me before!"
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If i like someone 100%, im either dating them, or going thru the honeymoon process
the key to getting likeable points is to play with me, secret technique!
Syn is definitely noting this
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hope you enjoy the 1% uptick over Fishpog
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sleep schedule so cooked i might sleep in an hour, idk
not before squirdle & pokedoku tho, i WILL light fire on that
probably not do the screenshots this time? & instead utilizing this thing called the "clipboard", which sounds oh so mystical & scary
got this Shiny Glaceon from the March 6️⃣ run, as a flex
Shiny Glaceon IS better looking than regular Glaceon 🙂↕️ 😌 yes yes
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straight ASSCHEEKS on the pokedoku, only the finest of performances 😤
"who would do a confessional at 4️⃣am?
OH BOY, 4AM
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guess who JUST woke up fun fact, real #cute of me. Marooning starts an hour earlier than expected, but im blaming that on daylight savings. Is this a sign of future deadlines to come? Probably!
Gotta make sure my sleep schedule focuses around that specific deadline so that i dont miss any 11th hour bullshit going on. Im currently feeling ok? But im kinda waiting for the moment the dms flood in & become verryyyyy overwhelming
I hope we dont get an extra day off just to talk tho, I'd rather immediately get our challenge, esp if a double tribal's gonna occur
I get a really big feeling a double WILL happen this round, it's what i see from redemption-based twists most often, & helps kick the game into high gear right away
this second question is chuckling me a lil given the events of today FKGSKFGHSKFHGSK
Got to choose which set we start off with! Ended up being Garden/Undead, cuz i'd rather have my 2️⃣ confirmed allies with me right away so that there's no chance I lose them. I'm still with them both all the way currently, but i have to make sure it's mutual
which old/new school split could fuck up on Neptune's end. I think I'll always be fine with Virgo
I had noticed Virgo talking a good bit with Woofley Night 1️⃣, so I feel like I gotta watch out for that connection. Woofley in general seems like a massive social threat, very vocal presence
When the !firstone command was found, despite the fact Brent was the one presenting the information, SHE was the one who wanted to play a detective role, while Brent sat back
So i gotta watch out for her. I think I can connect well with her, as long as I crank up my feral energy, but it's not without a raised eyebrow. Also saw her in vc with Riley, & they'll be on the same tribe together, ABSOLUTELY gonna be besties
They were in there for 35 minutes according to #vc-logs, that's enough to lock something in
only vc of the day, another observation ive had was the downturn of activity in #the-marooning ig. Ppl were definitely busy with lives, whether it be stomach bugs, camping, touching grass (EWWWWWW 😱), drew's gonna drive tomorrow for a few hours, good on him!
but i currently dont have a life, so I instead sit here & watch the decrease happening
I wouldnt be able to handle the strong presence of Night One if it occurred every day, matter of fact i hope u have a fucking life to make MY LIFE easier 😤 do me a solid wont ya
in terms of tribe splits, it looks i wont be with dallas/cristin/penelope/drew/sylvia/vini until a potential swap. dallas has been pretty vocal in the chat, he gives off this school principal vibe.
"Gooooood morning everyone, hopefully you're all having a great day, & remember: Go Pirates!"
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he talks like he's doing a morning announcement you play before homeroom REALLY starts, i think the years of being an SSS exec is doing this to him
as for the others, Cristin is very musicpilled, idk how long she's been using spotify, but i can guarantee it's like half her fucking life 💀
meanwhile my wrapped numbers look like this, i just... well i use youtube half the time, but ALSO im not spending every waking second listening to something
I got "Silence" playing right now, by NO ONE. All i need, helps me focus
sylvia/vini ive not got much of a strong impression on, but ik Vini's been here & there. Saw him chatting with Enya/Kyle, they could be a core
but i get to be with enya/kyle myself sooooo, I'll get to analyze that MYSELF soon enough 😼
was in a vc with them last night, Enya in particular seemed sociable. I'm interested in meeting them, hoping we could work together, & that more specifically, they arent BRITTLE texters
there's a chance half the cast are the worst texters ever & rely on vc to be good socially, & idk how much of that i can handle >~<
im better at handling vc's, but not by THAT MUCH 💀 😮💨
No new impressions on my Undead/New split, they've been really silent today. Kebab actually SPOKE apparently on Internation Woman's day, didnt catch that at all imma be real
dont think i actually said 3️⃣ nice things abt women yesterday, so i think im legally dead
oh well!
Any other twists?
I reember seeing on the Victory Road voting chart something abt pokemon abilities? Stance Change, Weak Armor, Sturdy, Torrent, given distortion world is competing with a bunch of other comeback mechanics to be THE comeback mechanic of the season, these abilities seem likely to be the twist that comes back
S5 had an advantage menu too you can buy, that'll probbbb be the mechanic used from that season. "Hey, here's an advantage menu you can buy from, with currency!" but idk if currency was used before
redemption mechanic is either distortion world (that way, EVERYONE can stay in the game just a lil bit longer like WAW) or in S3 (which ive not looked into). Either way idt i benefit the most from it, im not a good phyical player :(
& some of these people ARE that. If anything, I expect to be bottom half in comps most of the time, which is why I was treating my Legacy find as a win 💀
you take the wins you get because you never know when the next win will occur
for me, it's gonna be on a different szn. Last time i won an immunity was actually pretty legit, I beat someone using ChatGPT on Wiki Race: Bulbapedia Edition, but these ppl will be fast enough to not NEEd ai to try & win a challenge
good!
resorting to ai to win a challenge is pathetic ass behavior, & i cant stand it
Lastly, why the specs should draft ME, cuz im assuming draft is partway thru, ends after first challenge results. Uhhhhh
What if i told you i got no faith in myself to properly win 😵💫
Like, i get these THOUGHTS in my head abt winning & all this girlboss shit, stunt stunt stuntin esp tied around to the legacy advantage, but usually when I think abt a potential scenario, it just... doesnt happen
however, i still want to answer the question, so im booting up Pixlr rn to give everyone a lil "why you would wanna draft me, god forbid you do it" post
this covers everything. if it doesnt, we'll find new reasons to draft me as i play!
not the first time ive made something like this, altho it's definitely a step down from:
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(my ass was NOT girlpower that szn, i targeted every single woman 💀 all 4️⃣ of us!)
AM I if charles barkley got into the art of playing orgs? i'll like Ryan "Skinny Ryan" Shoulder be the arbiter of that
but im gonna post squirdle/pokedku then call it for confing
5️⃣ whole ppl are online, there's not much that could go on. Prob gonna be up for a few more hours tho, realistically speaking
idk how ppl get up for an hour then go right back to bed, u might be monsterish 🥴 😨
ight, here comes the confessional
just woke up LMAO gonna conf to pass time until i make movement
currently im on the undead tribe, abt 12 hours into talking with... most ppl. I finally got a text (a ping, actually) from Evie, but im responding to that later
i dont want anyone fr thinking im up at this time. Until i make my safari movement atleast 😮💨
speaking of which, i like that its a grid, less so it's interactive with a whole bunch of ppl in it! Shit's going to get MESSYYYY if u find an advantage, esp rn
with all of us basically being bunched together
the ppl "online" rn are Katie/Griffin. The latter's had basically my entire night to send me something, over 12 hours actually, & yet nothing
so im unamused with Griffin, & am not interested in working with him
Gonna have to see how Evie/Kebab/Virgo/Sylvia chats go, since they were defo the least active yesterday, but if they're all good, then im targeting griffin
Not expecting everyone to be good active wise, so they'll get a pass i think
Who's inactive today will REALLY determine the boot here, i think we're an activity-based elim. Speaking of which, activity? It's been more quiet than you'd think
Makes my life easier, cuz a good chunk of ppl got lives, & idt its me being inactive. I've actually felt like a social sweat
Bazz hates sweats, so im waiting for the mask unveiling & he starts hating my guts
Rn we're chillin tho, potentially even allies. & im in need of allies, cuz my most concrete ppl are:
- on BOTH opposite tribe sets (Neptune)
- not rlly here (Virgo)
So my taste is immaculate
Obvi i need more, esp if i wanna survive longterm. I have Saturn/Brent/Bazz in mind, with potentially stuff for Marionette too, Stephen/Jiv is where it starts getting murky
Jiv LOVES 7 Years by Lukas Graham, so i barely trust his taste in music
he's been better at convos than initially thought, so i'll consider working with him if necessary. Same with Stephen, tho there I think we just communicate differently
My last message to him was abt Fio calling him out in #twist-info, & that's been the most game i think ive rlly spoken. Gotta fix that!
& it'd HAVE to be with the safari, this is how bonds are locked in. Gonna feel pressured into making some kind of map, but im feeling kinda leechyyyyyy 🥴 kfghskfjghskf
biggest, cheerful eyes ever, "Hey can we use the same map?" cuz im NOT making my own
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im trying to downplay any potential sweat allegations, & making a map's sweat behavior!
Getting the legacy as a whole isnt helping my case, but first idk how many ppl are honing in on me finding the stuff first, & second no one's actually brought it up once we got to our tribes
despite it being THE talking point of the past 2️⃣ days
& that's despite being on a tribe with 2️⃣ detectives who're ironically the ppl i wanna work with most. There's sleeping with the enemy, & then there's whatever the hell im doing 🪦
Might work out, we'll see. hoping it does when my ass is NOT winning immunity
Final time is 19:31, which is better than i was making it out to be lowkey, but raw time it's defo beatable, thinking i'll place middle of the pack within my tribe, at BEST 4th place
double immunity double tribal could make my life pain, but im not throwing any names out until i have to
do wanna get feelers on what kind of vote to expect tho, in the event we're going for a big move/power play frame 1️⃣
The difference between a power play & a big move is how much it benefits YOU 🫵 specifically, meaning the terms will shift based on each perspective.
- did ur game benefit from it? Congratulations, you made a power play!
- did it backfire? was ur main intention to get a resume-making move? Yeah, no, big move
i plan on making power plays ONLY, so if shaking up the game doesnt benefit me, then why shake it up ❓
could i be in a spot where i need a power play? Certainly, last time i played i genuinely thought i was COOKING my pre-swap tribe, only to never be an edgic contender ever for that phase, so ive gained the ability to be #delusional
& tomorrow could seriously expose my social fallings if ppl step up more. Tribal in general makes ppl step up
everything's rocky & unsolid, & i can only speak in "i think's" & "maybe's", which is rlly annoying, but this is what happens when u arent making immediate allies with someone
So overall i think id rate my game a 6/10 rn. Got a decent start, with enough legroom to get a good spot on this tribe, but im basically a box of potential that i cant let go waste. Legacy will also haunt me, but for the time being idt it'll be much an issue
unless brent/saturn rlly crank up the sherlock shit at tribal
Kinda skeptical on doing a trust ranking for the time being I think that's something i do tomorrow
Yeahhhh i think that's the plan, making sure i get the kebab/evie/virgo/sylvia talks in
so im actually instead ending the conf, but come back to me in a day for that to change
in terms of who to text when i get up, think I'll prioritize Bazz/Marionette since they were dEFO the oldest bunch, they were the only ppl talking to me before i got off, & then the pings in Evie/Jiv, Kebab goes last
or i go evie first since its most likely just gonna be a hey hru, that's simple enough to answer
but im gonna do squirdle/pokedoku now
tails got TROLLEd on the squirdle (despite the still-good outcome). Pokedoku tho, OOOOOOOH pokedoku, that shit was ELITE
get a load of this beauty, im in love 😻
i feel specifically proud of getting Pikachu on a category that wouldnt make it a popular pick, cuz that's rlly tough given it's popularity/mascot-status
i care more abt getting the pokedex captures, cuz once u catch every pokemon & its form, your shiny odds increase a decent amount
my shiny rate is currently 1.5%, but the next "prestige" makes that a flat 2%
im rlly just passing time until my next safari movement, i got 5️⃣ more minutes
I went to B4️⃣, which took me to a whole new region 💀 so much for stealth...
but since im the first, you can have the flavor text
gonna fuck off now. TRYING to sleep, but i might be up for another hour 😷
nothing was actually found, no bullshit task that im lowkey dreading. esp cuz ik it's gonna be some public shit like "have a crashout in tribe chat"
& idk how much fakeness i got in me to stage an entire crashout, that shit has to be LEGIT on my end
it also requires me to actually use the tribe chat for once, & that's even more terrifying 😨 👻
I'll take anything I get honestly, so sure, let's be buds with an Evie i didnt hear shit from all of yesterday
(fae rlly did step up faer game today tho)
Lying to them abt "ur the first person to tell me outright to work together" but like, they'd only be the 3rd?
Virgo for sure, & i think Marionette is serious abt S4 being a thing (which, tbf, im serious myself abt its legitness). Saturn said to talk strat tomorrow, but that's not an indication of us being allies
the whole "im not voting u out diva 🙈" is more indicative of that, buttttt give me something more permanent
youll work with me for now, but what abt in the future? We're prob gonna be back in this tribe set, will u have my back by then?
maybe this is a bad idea to conf now, but fuck it
definitely glad to be guaranteed safe this tribal, cuz going into this tribal I was worried abt my standing on this tribe
& i think its a sentiment shared by many here, stephen has felt like he's lagging, Evie jumped out of nowhere to work with me, Marionette's hoping she's active enough, it's a mess of things
& considering i didnt rlly hear from ppl after results besides "congrats on immunity!", half the tribe either fucked off or went to bed, my nerves would be thru the damn roof
I do think internally im locking in on a Sylvia vote? But i shouldn't allow myself to be so rigid
Highkey playing with fire in Marionette's dms cuz i just told her "these heroes are ACTIVE, is voting off a new school player gonna cook us alive next set?" cuz its basically saying to target an old schooler
What does she do with this information, will i have to play damage control? Am i gonna be the one massively pushing this?
if she pulls some fucky shit then i can just vote her out again, but id rather she NOT do that
brent/saturn are 2️⃣ of my closer pals (tho saturn waned today with lesser activity), pissing them off specifically is something i wanna avoid. And there's a chance Jiv/Bazz works with me? Not guaranteed
im rlly saying fuck old school when i should be more specific than that, is evie new school?
ok thank fuck he is, dont gotta worry bout SHIT there
am i looking too hard into this "heroes are super active & stressing over tribal cuz there's no easy boot" thing? I said earlier Penelope is prob their boot, I think im gonna stick to that
dallas also wasnt in the vc, but ik he's got side deals going on already, his ass got caught making one with bazz 🪦 FSKHGKFHGSKF
NEPTUNE'S MESSY ASS TELLING EVERYONE IN VC, keep it up! 👍
btw that vc was basically half the heroes & me/virgo as the token villains, it was interesting to see
of course i used that to lock the hell IN with virgo, as if we already weren't, but i made a pinky promise to not vote him out here!
I'm sticking to that, & ill TELL PEOPLE i pinky swore to virgo, it'll give me "Loyalty Points"
(only in the situation virgo's actually near/outright going) ppl will say "Tiff rides for her ppl, getting in good with her is pretty crucial". if virgo's safer than i think he is, no need to pull that card
but being in touch with my new school ppl kinda feels beneficial to me, cuz im ultimately with them for this entire stretch of game, & id rather not have to burn my set down just bc i ruffled too many feathers
so marionette/virgo/stephen/kebab/evie imma try & protect u all, fuck it. Except Kebab if she's the name then i wont exactly protest it like that
But these hero connections are going to be CRUCIAL, being on their good side would kinda help. defo think i can get along with them just on a personal level, but if i can make it work strategically? even better
marionette has given me a ping reply, im tempted to open it
Ok she thinks im cooking with the new school strong idea, but she also said she doesnt think anyone is inactive, so this could be a hairy situation
of the prior times ive won immunity, NONE OF THEM have went my way, so there's a chance im 4/4 in that
might be 5/5 actually, yeah. cuz:
- blindsided 5-3
- Lost internet & voted wrong 4-2
- tribal got cancelled but one of my closest allies was apparently gonna get blindsided
- my ride or die got taken out when I took greed (forget the vote count)
hopefully its not the case here, & that my nice enough beginning doesnt go to shit. if it does im flipping to the heroes & basically scorching everything to the ground, & no one can stop me
prob exaggeration but i would put a lot more investment into the heroes than the villains
Brent's gonna pull some dumb shit, im not excited for what he's gonna do. He doesnt sit on his hands & lets something he doesnt like happen, he WILL make a push for shit. On who specifically, unsure.
this feels like a nice summary of my current plan
cuz by the time i get on tomorrow, a name WILL be out there
lemme get to evie before trust rankings
this time its going to be a PROPER trust ranking, no vibe shit
1️⃣ Virgo
2️⃣ Marionette
3️⃣ Evie
4️⃣ Saturn
5️⃣ Stephen
6️⃣ Brent
7️⃣ Jiv
8️⃣ Bazz
9️⃣ Kebab
🔟 Sylvia
11: Griffin
1-4 are ppl i feel good with, can safely call allies
5-7 are ppl i think i can work with, but nothing official, so there's some things holding them back
8-9 are more neutral figures currently, we'll see how the wind blows
10-11 are ideal targets
its only been new school texting me so far
so let me actually sit down & do this
gonna take a brief break for my safari movement, that shit goes in like 18 minutes. Me/Griffin exist in the same area rn, but imma be heading right
Safari was also what had me up so damn late last night, & honestly i dont rlly wanna keep doing that? So I'm thinking of only doing 2️⃣ movements today. Maybe i can stay in A6 a lil longer
griffin's trying to act cordial in public, which fair enough, idk what else he can do
But i think ppl allready see him as the leaker of the evie vote due to evie's final words, they "woke up" in some way. but imnot sure how
Yet, Griffin was going to BAT defending this old-school alliance to kebab, when she wasn't rlly accusing of such a thing occurring ⁉️ Basically outing the old school alliance
So very cool, very nice to be explicitly put on the bottom, of a tribe ill HAVE to return to
& if what ore told Marionette is accurate, Old School Strong exists on the Garden too
these geezers are traumabonding over 2020 discord orgs bc it apparently hardened their soul or whatever, & the worst part is its BRINGING SUCCESS
all the damn jokes abt doxing & death threats over eliminations, slurs, it's what ppl like Cristen would talk abt in vc. Cristen actually does seem like a figurehead of the Garden Uncs if vc meta is rampent there as well
cuz u can always rely on an Alive Player VC having Cristen in it. It's killing kyle's soul
the vc'ing, he definitely prefers texting, & i do too honestly (as much as he shunned me in the LAST vc to play slay the spire). I enjoy talking to him, defo my fav hero of this bunch
tiffpermanent its only been new school texting me so far
but I think im getting along decently with all of them. As shown here they got the activity that makes me sweat a lot of bullets, but idt the villain nephs are present at this time
I remember yesterday, only marionette was here until noon. its gonna be the same
HOLY SHIT ITS FRIdAY THE 13TH
the point im trying to make is these heroes are insanely active (so the point of them not having an inac is prolly true), & i gotta keep up with them
Numbers may be 5-5, but i wanna take a whack at stephen here. We, the Villains, are the tribe with the big ass fissure, why NOT exploit that fact to your advantage? In the situation that we lose, it'll be hard to get any momentum going against a Hero
Going for any other new school villain increases the odds im next boot on villains, & i feel like that's actually more likely if kebab goes?
That depends on if Bazz was actually serious abt voting Kebab out next tribal. Given he outwardly lied abt "locking in" a stephen vote, trusting him so easily might as well be asking to get kicked in the nuts
Marionette/Virgo means im losing an ally, but given Virgo was acting a lil weird last vote, pushing stephen? I'd prefer him going over Marionette
either way im giving my Legacy to a new school player in the event i go, id rather NOT give uncs that power
But for now, when dealing with the old school villains, I'm gonna have to act like we're a mendable relationship, that they can patch things up with me; It's how i got past the Marissa tribal with no votes to my name, even tho i was a target
But that had the context of it both being at the MERGE, & marissa/lukas being active sinking ships, this comparison isnt 1/1
Esp when i dont rlly want to turn on marionette/virgo, & it'll likely show itself in my dms with the old schoolers
last round went sooooo disastrously
I should apparently never win immunity cuz when i do, something goes WRONG 😮💨
best way to have faith in myself, but my track record isnt lying to me, it's like an actual curse I can't beat
so im partially hoping i never win individual immunity for the rest of the szn, cuz even at Final 4️⃣, watch me get played in a 2-1-1, i WILL get bopped
helps with a potential challenge beast tag as well, gotta brush it off before it becomes a large-scale issue
if old school goes to tribal, i get a feeling they're voting Griffin here. For the leak + being camping, they'd be a little helpless to it
When Griffin was the only one to actually tell me BEFORE THE VOTES that evie was going. Jiv tried to damage control, Sylvia... did something!
Whatever she did wasnt good, I thought she was at her best when she hit me with the "who are you voting for :)" savannah louie ass playstyle in the middle of vote reading
But acting like she didnt hear stephen is SUCH an L, an actively terrible lie bc who's falling for this? Bad move
so ig rn in terms of villains i wanna be with, its:
- Griffin (still very much old-school strong)
- Jiv (for actually damage controlling in general)
- Saturn (more of a ?, but im stung still)
- Brent (I feel like he sold out my Evie connection & lowkey wanted xym out, he's also GOING to keep throwing his vote if the vote count allows it, so he'll never actually vote alongside me)
bazz/sylvia can fuck off
He's entering the NPC Hall of Fame with those "congrats on surviving the first vote everyone! Good luck on the swap" like BRO
YOU ACTIVELY CAUSEd THIS VOTE TO HAPPEN, & UR ACTING LIKE NOTHING WENT dOWN?!?!?!?!!
HE'S THE FUCKING PERPETRATOR TO ALL OF THIS, IK IT'S HIM
kissing his ass will be the hardest bc im gonna be vomiting more frequently but, WHATEVERRRR!!!! FINEEEEEE!!!!
He doesnt even text me after the vote but has the time to be in tribe chat, also the "im gonna be gone until AFTER tribal" the LIES, THE LIES ARE ENdLESS
so i wanna see him fail the most, so naturally he's gonna succeed & im the failure longterm
who's ready for him to make mid-merge again while i go prejury
I need an entire tribe set swap to get better footing cuz this is just
Not
IT, currently
Kyle thinks a swap isnt happening at all, & that another double tribal will transpire, but i feel like this would be the round to run another double. The fact that we arent makes me think we're getting a shakeup
I could be completely delusional, but its giving me strength rn
20 or 18 is the swap, 20 would be ideal. Old School can't keep this shit going, if they actually find advantages (which is likely), atp ur just kicking ppl while ur down
I dont have faith I'll find something in the safari, I only have a legacy i cant even USE, it sits in the fridge until its time to eat
couldnt use it last tribal if i wanted cuz new school would STILL BE dOWN, thank u evie for targeting stephen 😒
We're doomed as a tribe set, I'm not seeing the light currently as it stands. This... might be the worst hand of the sets cuz we're getting eaten alive by BOTH other sets we're with (again, idt new school heroes are turning on each other if they also think old school runs their shit)
Becoming an endangered species will be quick, & im gonna have to play this delicately to survive it, esp if swap isnt for a while/never occurring
ill do a trust ranking later tonight, when ive figured out my new school thoughts. I'll end it here instead
i have to do la times crossword before talking to ppl, but ore/kyle will be the first ppl i get thru
Marionette's here now btw, so I'll prob get to her last
I think this swap is going pretty ok for me rn! I got a few allies from both heroes/villains, i think we got an easy boot in stephen (but i HAVE been blindsided before so maybe not 😬), but idt i'd be an immediate target myself?
Last part is wishful thinking, but my activity's been solid, again with the allies, it'd take an idol for me to go. I think if we're going off activity however, kebab/virgo could be other ppl with name thrown out
Would a hero get heat? Uhhhhh idts ☠️ not right away atleast
I made this basically Heroes Trust Ranking at some point yesterday, but to go back on it, the Ore position makes a lot more sense now
we were GLAZING each other, i asked him to work with me, & while i dont have texts from him yet, he's obvi gonna say yes
So ik he's got my back, in terms of working with me. Katie told me who'd go if we leave, that's still huge for me, but am i in her gameplan longterm? That's what im curious abt with her
I think we gel pretty nicely, but i think i made the game talk weird soooo im self-conscious!
The gap between her & riley/woofley is p huge tho. Idt those 2️⃣ would target me per se? But they value me the least of the heroes, if that makes sense
The list had woofley over riley, but ive found it easier to open up gamewise with riley, as much as its "i dont wanna lose my tribe's fucked with me before". Haven't said this to woofley yet
she's got a pretty engaging personality, im not struggling to talk game with her bc she's dry, I think its moreso "when the hell do i do this?"
The when has always given me issues, if we dont get something going today idt i can ever call her an ally
which is a big issue considering i KNOW kyle rlly loves woofley, he props her up a lot in tribe chat
her social game is fucking good, so its not like she's GOING anywhere, esp when the villains have made ourselves easy targets
i have to get shit going i think, to make my life here easier
But no matter what this tribe set is SO MUCH EASIER than the Villains, who I'll be forced back with later today
yk, the Villain tribe set that i actively chose to be first? Causing the evie blindside basically? So that's fun, nifty, dandy
Griffin could leave, Brent could leave, maybe a Hero goes? Them losing was my best case scenario since stephen leaving here doesnt shake up the status quo for VILLAINS. Maybe nothing would actually shake up the status of Villains lowkey, the hierarchy wont break immediately
So getting rid of a Hero over there would mean one less person i'd have to make a connection with, who probably wouldnt work with me? There rlly has to be a swap for me to see a viable future with old school heroes, & given cristen is apparently running shit over there...
It's gonna get downplayed to hell & back, but i believe Enya's final words, that cristen IS running things on Heroes. You can have a dictatorship in episode 1️⃣, it's not impossible
Maintaining it will be the hard part, cuz everyone's seeing u as a threat now
to go back to the villains, I had a chat with Bazz yesterday during the challenge, & i went from wanting him out second-most to thinking "he's still sus but workable"
His alibi is just REALLY GOOd, but it doesnt ensure he'll work with me. Having that talk helps, but he's been very "go with majority", if i ever end up majority, idt he's saving me!
& he'll lie to my face abt it too
Best way to show he's actually ok with me is if Kebab goes at our next Villains tribal, he mentioned abt revisiting that idea next time, so alright then, lets revisit!
random idea: did griffin think the vote was 6-5-1 cuz he thought bazz wouldnt switch his vote in time?
that might actually be the answer LMAO, cuz 7-4-1 is a lil weird after thinking it'd be RAZOR THIN margins
the fact griffin knew beforehand brent was tossing the vote, ig he kept that story up, but im over brent
for what feels like the millionth time given our lore but wtv new experience
cant wait to waddle back up to him like nothing happened
& he'll act all sad that evie went, like sylvia, even tho he FUCKING WANTEd THIS
I STILL BELIEVE HE'S THE KEY TO ALL OF THIS
but whatever man, hopefully S4/Virgo survives villains for the time being, see if ppl will put their money where their mouth is on a kebab vote, & do trust rankings!
Ore has started texting me now
1️⃣ Marionette
2️⃣ Kyle
3️⃣ Ore
4️⃣ Virgo
5️⃣ Katie
6️⃣ Riley
7️⃣ Woofley
8️⃣ Stephen
9️⃣ Kebab
1-5 are allies
6-7 are ppl im unsure abt, but in a neutral way
8-9 are ppl im concerned abt, in a negative way
I had a terrible fuckin sleep
constantly turning around, ended up getting 6️⃣ hours at best, but realistically its under that
tiffpermanent sylvia online but not texting me, im so her next target
But to start the conf, what if i just... targeted sylvia in return?
Saturn, atp, is a shield. Idt a durable shield, but short-term can help out
But i want to weaken him, cuz he's got WAYYYYY too much power with not only his own half-idol, but also Sylvia's. And sylvia is clearly not working with me, she was the only person who didnt try to text me all of yesterday; why should she stay?
What benefit do i gain from that? But more importantly: How do i make this all happen?
Half-idols negate 3️⃣ votes on their own, & eradicates ALL OF THEM when both are on the same person. There's also 2️⃣ other sets in the wild for some reason, this is going to be a pain in the ass to play around
Cuz on this tribe, lets say everyone splits votes between saturn/sylvia, but those 2️⃣ vote someone else out. The numbers would be 4-4-2, so if they both play their idols, the situation instead becomes `2-*1-*1`
& they get free pick on who to go, which will likely be me
tiffpermanent Cuz on this tribe, lets say everyone splits votes between saturn/sylvia, but tho...
This situation's gonna be basically impossible however, cuz griffin's not splitting the fucking vote, he's gonna want saturn/sylvia BOTH IN
potentially as allies, definitely as shields, & somewhat to keep their half-idols from going back into circulation
given the sheer... quantity of half-idols at play
-# god damn fio why so many
Gonna take a crack & say shit's not getting rehidden after use. I think a regular idol would be rehidden, but this isnt a regular idol, not the one hidden from the start of the season
so griffin will push back against voting saturn, do they try & vote off virgo? I'm honestly not sure what the agenda will look like for them. They're going back up on ally stocks, but I should proceed with cuation, cuz im definitely a sidepiece to them rn
On this tribe? Their #5 on trust rankings, ceiling of #4
Griffin wasnt the only one who didnt want the evie vote to be a blindside (that whole thing being a huge part in why i trust griffin so much), Jiv has expressed that too, & I'm feeling better abt him as a result
tiffpermanent jiv/griffin didnt want it to be a blindside, that checks out
I asked Jiv who else said they thought the blindside was dumb, & griffin was the response. They're working together, bonding over their stupid crazy tribals, but I'll play along & gas them up to the other :3c
Hopefully Jiv wants to actually work with me going forward? But there's less concrete evidence of that compared to griffin, who's given me a lot of information
ive still not told ppl griffin leaked the plan to me, & i plan on keeping it that way out of respect
I dont want to lose their trust rn, its probably more important than any other villain rn actually
Cuz ok, #deleted-channel is real, it's a thing, got made yesterday, but:
- i KNOW they're not gonna turn on me
- They're in a similar spot as i am
they're oomfs, & having them certainly helps, but if i want information on the game, im gonna need to forge cross-side alliances & whatnot, & have them tell me info. Griffin has done that
& i mention side cuz ik Brent basically wants to form a side of his own, that's him/stephen/bazz joining up with #deleted-channel. He's gonna FORCE IT into being a thing, but why should i trust bazz?
He's lied on 2️⃣ different occasions now on his Evie vote involvement, yet you want me to turn around & work with him?
We're meant to have a talk today ig abt the state of the game, but i wonder how deep can the convo go? Obvi its gonna be Fuck Saturn Hours in those chats, but everyone sans griffin/sylvia will say that, I want something more
How many lies will he tell in the convo? & How many of them will i believe 😵💫 😮💨 😷
Stephen/I are going nowhere highkirkenuinely, i think its bc in my mind, if New School goes to tribal, it SHOULd be on him
I've been blindsided before, & tribal always brings the rumble, but that was the vibe going into it, esp with Stephen having among the worst activity of New School
The New School Heroes in general, i spoke abt it with Jiv, i think theyre in the best spot rn, they're so dangeroussssssssss (bites lip)
They get to exploit 2️⃣ schisms (falloff from evie/drew votes), & just be social without division
& given ore was telling RILEY abt what he encountered in the safari (saturn saying he's going), & never told me until it became public, yet has the gall to call me his #1?
Suspicious
This is a shady shady man. Keep an eye out for him
Told Riley abt it, idk where itll go between her/ore (im assuming still well), but im HOPING, this is the turning point i need to get a good connection going with riley. I felt like ive been slacking, nothing unique i coulda given her, until that whole Saturn thing
So now it's on, we got fine material to work with
& being on nephhero good sides basically means having survival. We're still at their mercy on New School, so i gotta kiss enough ass & form enough bridges to get past that section. You can only take them out when they're separated, given the split nature of the game so far
Like on Heroes, there was this HUGEEEE thing between dallas/vini vs cristen, & the former 2️⃣ jumped penelope at one point? NEPTUNE might be in danger? Cuz drew was girlbossing too hard & became a huge threat for villains to take out
Well ok some of the villains, bazz/brent voted neptune, whole thing. I guess to bring it back around to Saturn to close things off, I dont think he fucks with me that hard!
he was being hypersocial with EVERYONE, which makes his reason for shutting down Sylvia moot, just say ur buds with her, but i feel like when he said in dms he was gonna go on a gambling trip, he used that as free reason to ghost me & text his ACTUAL allies
saturn vs everyone basically is this pic
If i keep him around, maybe he woos me over if/when we talk today, but it's still primarily gonna be for shield-related reasons. He's torched EVERYTHING to the ground, maybe he'll start considering me as a side option. Obviously im never gonna be amongst his main allies, not with Sylvia/Griffin here (Jiv might be part of this)
if the convo with Saturn goes like, abysmally wrong however, i think i say fuck it & try to get him out? he'd be no shield, just a nuisance with a big target
So ill report on how it goes today. And also on marionette convos, & bazz convos, & even Kebab convos if they happen, this is the point where i SERIOUSLY have to get something going with her, cuz i think she's in it for the long haul
I already broke the ice i think, now its seeing if she responds & getting to it
for the trust rankings, this might be a lil weird
1️⃣ Marionette
2️⃣ Virgo
3️⃣ Griffin
4️⃣ Brent
5️⃣ Jiv
6️⃣ Kebab
7️⃣ Stephen
8️⃣ Saturn
9️⃣ Bazz
🔟 Sylvia
it's a very binary split this time. 1-5 are allies, 7-10 i dont trust, & i didnt feel like giving kebab her own tier
she's like, vaguely an ally, its all written in potential
WHY?
~ Virgo making/wanting #deleted-channel is huge, but i do think im his #2 to Marionette. If Marionette's the same thing, then fuck ME, im not gonna be anyone's #1. These are the most likely ppl to trust me fully
~ Griffin tells me a lottttt which is massive for trust. I can tell they actually trust me cuz our convos arent roundabout bushbeatings, there's substance to it! Eyes out on their saturn connect, that's an issue
~ Brent is gung-ho abt Saturn going, but he wants to rope in 2️⃣ ppl i dont feel good abt, so im concerned specifically abt longterm with him. He's fine NOW, but what happens a vote or two later?
~ Jiv has been all talk abt his blindside disdain, & we're keeping the door open for each other, but he's not proved much to me. the others have proved in SOME FASHION by giving me info. If iv does that, he's higher than Brent
~ Kebab lowkey probbb doesnt trust me, but i can see she's being tossed around with no regard. A free agent, which she might be aware of. definitely risk to say she's an ally, but I have to try with her, or else she's a guaranteed enemy
~ Stephen's my vote if New School has tribal, so its hard for me to get rapport going with him. Apparently he's fine with me? But that's without proof
~ Saturn blindsided the shit out of me, clearly i wasnt an ally of his... but he's not got much to him. Idt he targets me right away, he's got a LOTTTTTTT more enemies to kill first, so that might make me more of a neutral figure, contextually speaking?
~ Bazz can't be trusted with telling the truth, only escaping near-death situations. He's not targeting me right NOW, but what's his goal after Saturn goes? Am i the next victim? He makes me uneasy
~ Sylvia will probably be dead last for every villain ranking, there's a lot of reasons i want her out the most
after a certain point i'll prob not include sylvia in the whole "why" segment if she stays in last, cuz we all know why she's last ☠️ & i rlly just wanna highlight the changes
each round swapping to a diff set already gives me a lot to talk abt 😮💨 changes aplenty
but anyways rahhhh brains eaten, who the fuck do i text first
this is what im working with (virgo didnt text), so options aplenty
& also second, & third, & fourth, again there's a lot of ppl. I'm settling on doing griffin first, to bring up jiv in a positive light
wanted to do that last night but forgot before i went off
I gotta read up on the cristen/brent safari convo too atp
this is how it starts. Cristen prolly showed it to yall already but idc SFGHSKFGHSKFGHSK
the 🔥 & 😭 reacts are from fio, the ❓ is cristen, BUT BRUH WHAT THE FUCK KFGHSKFHGSKF
and bazz apparently had a 3 vote negator
SO HE'S GOT A HALF-IdOL HIMSELF
THIS IS FROM CRISTEN, THAT'S FUCKING MASSIVE
Cristen also thinks Saturn is being scapegoated a LOT, which from my villainous pov, having been around this tribe, i can see it
the picture's being painted as Saturn being the sole arbiter of chaos & stress & how he should die die die
Penelope/Cristen are also close asf lets never forget
imma talk to marionette next & have it be abt the half-idol
crazy fucking theory: what if dallas has a half-idol
cuz him/bazz teamed up in safari, right? Enemies to Lovers pipeline, so them searching together would make sense
Neptune was the one to report it via vc, so he's also likely of owning a half-idol himself
- Saturn
- Sylvia
- Bazz
- dallas(?)
- Neptune(?)
if im right abt dallas/neptune, that's only one half-idol left to discover. to make sure potential misinformation doesnt fuck me over tho, ill keep the dallas/neptune parts contained
but i know half the puzzle >w<
I lowkey dont think i wanna move from Big Wave Beach, it's a nice comfortable home with a distortion world in it...
I'll be in E6 to say hahaha to myself, the furry, but im just gonna head back to e7 when i can
I shuld probably lock in & focus on tribal, but im nottttt
ive been here for like a bit now, bad attention day! Good thing i was saying to ppl "i'll just show up in the last 3-4 hours of the vote cuz CLEARLY nothing is going on" which
I was there last night, nothing was going on. But that's changing
Everyone but Griffin/Stephen have given me texts, & i reckon ive been double texted a few times
syncerelyy ‼️ | CONF QUESTIONS [Ep. 3]
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1.) | *So now that ...
But to take it from here, I'll actually start off with the second question: which tribe set do i prefer?
Interesting question for me, cuz while i (might) be fine on villains this tribal, idt i will be once i choose a side, cuz i'll HAVE TO
it's either that or lose Marionette/Virgo. if kebab went that's lowkey fine with me, i dont have huge connections to her, that's all marionette
but marionette's not gonna fucking do that, esp with Stephen still on this tribe, & I don't exactly want her scorn!
there's a chance the vote's on ME & the silent yesterday is a sign, it'd explain why Marionette/Bazz/Virgo kinda just, ghosted me..
the former 2️⃣ are egregious cuz we were meant to TALK GAME THEN 😭 but ig now we're gonna cram it into the next 4️⃣ hours? Is that the kind of shit we're on?
But the more wonky scenario is New School, the heroes dont exactly have a contention point? Kyle/Neptune wanted Penelope/Woofley out, but from the way it was worded, it sounded Kyle wanted PENELOPE, & neptune wanted woofley
i could be proven wrong, but Kyle's not given me a direct statement on his thoughts towards woofley
now, on school, i worry the second tribal more than the first, the "what happens next" scenario if Heroes are that strong
the new school villains (sans stephen) have only just got a semblence of unity, but im not sticking my neck out to save stephen
i remember a talk with katie where (same one she said stephen's the boot) she mentioned a possible reason stephen was saved is to keep the person from the bottom around as a loyal ally, an extra vote in ur corner
Paranoia time: Are the heroes looking to flip Stephen, knowing he's clearly on the outs of New School? & then they take out a member of #deleted-channel or Kebab, the first vote would be the shitfest to worry abt then
or, another hairball paranoia moment: what if marionette/virgo/kebab want us to stick together for the first vote, while me/stephen are trying to get a villain out, there's so many worlds where my allies are in immense danger at New School, that might be more fine at Villains
To give an answer to the question, i think Villains has turned out to be the better tribe set, despite them being the ones to blindside me ☠️
they just rlly suck at this whole unity thing, & it's causing me to feast a lil
this isnt how i imagined the game was gonna go for me so far, but fuck it, it's not that bad!
For being blindsided first vote, I made a solid recovery, i've had to make it swift. Now watch it all come crumbling down again
so votewise i want Bazz out the most, cuz as much as i dont trust stephen, on the offchance he's the actual first boot on new school, i need that buffer to lock innnnn with the hero's, get sturdier structure. Sylvia wouldnt be bad either, we're doing the opposite of talking game, no love lost there
I'd like to get a half-idol out, but im not quite sure how yet, while maintaining a balancing act with griffin
Griffin trusts me a fuckton bunch apparently, thinks I got them first overall on trust rankings, which is INSANE when i feel like S4 is an obvious connection?
for being the only s4 rep? & also being blindsided together? There's a chance Marionette doesnt have ME most trusted, but she still trusts me a lot
but alright, fuck it, let's roll with that punch, means griffin's not targeting me anytime soon, so long as i keep an act of honesty up
Lying to them breaks the illusion right away, so i might be honest abt our agendas not lining up this vote 💀
& maybe in the process an idol half gets used, delusional girlboss thoughts
figuring out the order of ppl to talk to in my head, it's gonna be #deleted-channel &then marionette/virgo individually, things get hard after that point
I'll have to see who marionette/virgo are mentioning to make the judgment call. but if i got nothing, ufck man brent? probably brent
brent's gonna ping me the moment i show my ass as online, wish me luck 🫡
but i cant spend much more time talking here, esp when im running out o things to say!
It's a rainy/windy day here in north carolina, sets a really nice atmosphere outside, & an intense atmosphere in the game
mother nature knows the perfect kind of weather to utilize 💅
invis time, let's conf it out
Today went horribly; REALLY horribly, in fact
I definitely feel I made a bad move not keeping griffin, or atleast telling them their name is out 😭
sylvia flipped her vote onto griffin (was the pink one), saturn apparently knew griffin was getting votes, but didnt idol?
im not sure what's up with that, but it makes my delusional ass think "There's no way i could have saved Griffin, leaking just destroys my relationships with everyone!"
& rn i rlly need #deleted-channel Kebab/Brent! Kebab/Brent were understanding of me voting griffin, virgo seemed rock solid in our 3️⃣ being a thing, even though his connections keep questioning me
like how the fuck was he the one who told bazz to vote griffin, where did that even come from 🤨
He's got bonds i don't know abt, but he's relatively fine
marionette, as she gives me 2️⃣ pings...
She texts like a drunk when shes tired, but it felt like we hadnt spoke abt getting past our differences of last round, i feel uneasy abt her
she's not gonna vote me out right away, but i get the fear that her trust in me has gone down, more than any other ally
So that's rlly bad, her stock is plummeting for me! She instantly wanted griffin out & was AdAMANT abt it happening
it has me looking elsewhere for allies, & ive got some options with the heroes i think
Most definite is Kyle, who hates his own tribe, REALLY hates what's going on at Villains, & i keep it upfront with him, i come off as honest
so fuck it, let's ride the sunset together, be besties!
Ore... is still sus, but idt he'd want me out for a good while. Maybe it changes after he hears the explanation of the vote, but is anyone else giving him the details?
probably
katie is also here, i think i can fall back on her if needed, but that's not priority ally material. interested to see what she does if push comes to shove, but im hoping she'd side with me
Riley's activity makes me more concerned than i probably should, but from her pov, i just said she was super reliable & cool for telling me abt ore's shit. idt she even knew ore wasnt telling everyone abt his saturn encounter
I think he was more open abt his enya encounter, if so many heroes know abt it
Woofley might know abt it herself, & it's tough to call Woofley an ally. She's definitely getting info from other ppl before me, that's on me
I have to find a way to get to the game talks quicker with her, struggle less with that
chitchat goes crazy, but that won't carry you. so im glad she asked if im ok cuz tribal was a lot, she's the one initiating!
i initiated before but it kinda went nowhere, so im hoping it's not the same this time around. i need MEAT on the bone
Katie coming in with the 4️⃣ pings, so im gonna talk to her after marionette cuz im not going to bed with 6️⃣ pings, fuck that?
Kebab & i are probably good? A goal of mine was to get a better relationship with her last round, & I do think I succeeded in that a bit
not by groundbreaking measures, but enough to where she's fine with me
confiding in MY dms during the vote is a pretty good sign, all things considered
to wrap it back to the villains, Bazz is a clear enemy of mine, we are NOT working together, & because he's a fucking meat shield, NO ONE WANTS HIM OUT
shit, they'll prolly use MY BEEF with him as another excuse to keep him around, cuz ppl kept using my name to FUCK WITH ME this vote
first bazz calling me the spreader of a saturn vote when I had genuinely not spread shit to ANYONE, & then Jiv tells me right before tribal he thought i was voting Bazz in case of an idol play?!?!???!
where the fuck did THAT come from, seriously...
lets get this straight: i voted bazz cuz i wanted him GONE
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not for whatever bullshit idol safety play, he double-crossed me one too many times, im not letting that slide
speaking of shields, the other one is saturn. He lives for the chaos, & the chaos keeps him living, people wanna keep him around despite the pandemonium he causes
basically all the shit of the drew tribal went to him/bazz/griffin, so the heroes are prob really happy that the latter 2️⃣ were the targets this vote!
they might not be so fond of brent for causing a power flip however 🪦
Brent, i think is cool with me? I genuinely dont know what our relationship is, but he told me p early on abt his griffin vote, potentially before anyone else
so im thinking he trusts me a lot
hopefully its not a griffin case where im like "i should keep him around!" & then passively watch him leave
this vote has taught me that im not that important to the game dynamics, they're fine to move on its own & leave me in the dust
keeping myself grounded with "well ur reason for bazz going was selfish asf & u openly said such", but i remember when brent was saying "ur holving ppl up from voting griffin" when i first mentioned wanting bazz out to him
clearly, a fucking lie. I feel powerless on villains, but bc everyone knows why i wanted Bazz out, im still seen as a number to work with
voting wrong is just me lowering my threat level, trust 🔥 im doing the brent strat but better
brent voted sylvia, & she tried to offer an olive branch post-vote, & I'll say yes bc im only burning one bridge at a time, but I dont have faith in us sticking out whatsoever
like, she likes me, i like her, but ally compatibility is SHOT when the villains "tribe meeting vc" took up a bunch of my attention & sylvia ends up triple texting me
it's just rlly weird with her, i wanna be on a tribe with her but actually win immunity, that would be really cool imo
Lastly, bc im not texting ANY of these old school heroes, they can kiss my ass, i wanna talk Stephen
ive been spaghetti'ing pretty hard with him! He might be the only one blindsided by Griffin going, so if any New Schooler takes greed, i think its him
Magic Fan, do we want Stephen to take greed?
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What the fuck happens at that tribal, what is the GOAL
I'd actually feel stuck on what to do, ig try & get like, woofley out? If u thought i was playing passive with the griffin vote, wait until u see a tribal where stephen is immune ☠️ 😵💫 😷 😮💨
Now, it's greed, & Old School is a tribe, so it's farrrr more likely old school goes to tribal, stephen potentially might not even go for it! But he's the only one I'm concerned would go for it
so would going for greed myself even be worth it? Last immunity went pretty horribly for me, & taking greed here would piss off a good bunch of new schoolers, that's a bad impression
esp when they're sick of the villains' shit
End Result: I'm not taking greed. I won't be using any of the One World twists (bc i dont wanna)
& then watch Old School take greed, & i get an extra day to focus on socializing. i feel like it's gonna be a chitchat round for me, esp after the challenge (if we "win")
which rlly sucks when i should be locking in, but one must be realistic with xymself
but now, the trust ranking
this will be new school ONLY ive decided
1️⃣ Kyle
2️⃣ Virgo
3️⃣ Marionette
4️⃣ Katie
5️⃣ Kebab
6️⃣ Riley
7️⃣ Ore
8️⃣ Woofley
9️⃣ Stephen
1-2 are basically ride or dies, 3-6 are solid allies, 7-9 have some SERIOUS issues
WHY?
~ Kyle/I are in love with each other as allies, we wanna go super super far together, he's just so upfront & real.
~ Virgo rlly made me feel secure in #deleted-channel still being strong, so ik for him it's his squad, that's bestie behavior
~ Marionette im worried of our distance cuz of the vote, the reassurances haven't hit as hard with her when it felt like it wasn't acknowledged for a good while tonight. But i think she still wants to work with me for a while, so it's complicated :(
~ Katie > Kebab was a last minute change, but im feeling better abt my bond here. I think not targeting Katie first round gives her the edge, but she also feels less connected in a way, esp with drew gone (she LOVEd drew)
~ Kebab < Katie is close enough for a switch, they're interchangeable, but our slow start might hinder us, esp when ik she's closer to Marionette & potentially Brent. Solid improvement, but can it get better?
~ Riley's activity makes me antsy of her, but she shouldnt have a reason to vote me out. I think the ppl above have better reasons, more concrete reason to keep me, but she's still an ally
~ Ore on paper should be an ally, but I see how he moves, & it gives me pause. He wants to be the nucleus of everything, he feels prominently connected, him/riley for sure close. Can't shake the feeling off that he's not actually that close with me, like im around middle of the pack for him, maybe a lil lower even
~ Woofley is great vibes, bad strategizing. It's barely there, we gotta pick it UP 😭
~ Stephen is the one I'm worried about, my clearest distrust. Hurts him when he tells others griffin leaked the evie vote to me, that can make things p awful for me
this will technically end the conf, but i wanna end it proper with a thingy on ore
with how he's been moving so far in the season, namely: the way he tries to insert himself into conflicts that he's not actually involved in
I feel like in his mind he has something to prove as THE alternate this szn, wants to show ppl why he was considered in the first place, so when he hears/sees of all the conflict going around, he wants to chime in & get a few words out
cuz then he can say he was "part of the conflict" despite not rlly
He wants screentime basically, he wants the cameras on him. Could this result in him wanting to make a #BIGMOVE? 🤔
This is a bad response from Marionette, given I had given her my reasons in #deleted-channel 😭
which she just dismissed, said ppl were lying to me
Bazz will lie to me a bunch, but even he had to admit that he was throwing me utb for the saturn shit
that part WASNT him lying. so i feel vindicated voting for him
but to me this feels like she got rlly offput by me voting bazz & sees me in a worse light & definitely not a close ally anymore
like sorry u were so headstrong abt voting griffin u ignored to even hear my reasons...
you didnt even have to vote bazz, just be like kebab & go "yeah i get why ur doing that" like COME 👏 ON 👏
or like virgo & say "yeah no worries, im still good with you!" AGAIN, THE ANSWERS WERE OBVIOUS
marionette isnt an ally anymore idt...
fuck it, new trust ranking
1️⃣ Kyle
2️⃣ Virgo
3️⃣ Katie
4️⃣ Kebab
5️⃣ Riley
6️⃣ Ore
7️⃣ Woofley
8️⃣ Marionette
9️⃣ Stephen
If stephen takes greed, i wanna go for marionette now
cuz she just, dismissed me, clearly didnt take me & my reasonings seriously, & that's a bad ally
not posting the cherubi banner
ill see if the katie dms have spice, but I'll tell Kyle abt the marionette dms tomorrow
then I'll head off for the night
survivor's guilt is goated
WHERE THE FUCK IS THERE HYPERPOP 💀
anyways somewhere in manehattan released on yt today, & it has me interested in what's to come
conf in like, idk when tbh, but i wanna do it tonight for sure
Alright, let's lock in now
For my lovely (new friend) Fio, this will largely be me regurgitating the same stuff i was saying in vc, cuz nothing rlly changed from then & now! However, no one else was privy to seeing it, so it's still fresh content for the specs
Cuz lots went down as a result of greed. Old School took it like we expected, but around 5️⃣ minutes before shit went down, I happened to see the Confessional Booth have some activity
It was Fio, Layton, & Stephen.
This was the moment I realized, oh Stephen's actually going for this greed
I brought it up to Katie, more on her later, & she's like "ughhh he's so gonna do it, but it's not worth going for greed as well over one person, let's just hope he doesnt get it"
& uh, he didnt get it 💀 but showed a LOT OF ASS in the process
tiffpermanent KATIE WITH THE FUCKING REACT IS KILLING ME
only new school to go for it btw! Just wanted to point that out 😊
& honestly? Fair play by Stephen! I get WHY he went for it, he was the definitive boot had we gone to tribal, he has to try & shake something up, hope that a tribal would fracture us
But the whole "only new school to go for it" part, yeah, it basically turned him further into a pariah 😭. damned if he attempted, damned if he didn't, absolute lose lose spot
cuz him NOT going for it doesnt change the fact he woulda been the boot. & my top thought abt the tribe's reaction to Stephen?
absolutely no one had a backup plan if stephen took greed FKSHGSKGHSKGHSK
THAT SHIT WAS MAdE SOOOOOO OBVIOUS, WE WEREN'T EVEN TRYING TO HIdE IT
damage control is a surprising weak point of this tribe! Cuz here comes Virgo, in the vc, venting away AT STEPHEN for his greed attempt. Kyle also called him a "chud" in my dms
but more focus on the virgo stuff cuz that was the main drama of today. They're gonna have a private talk at... some point, this is Virgo we're talking abt, he mighta went the whole night without texting stephen
ik he did for me 😮💨 my opinion is souring on him. as an ally, i fear he's becoming more unreliable, a loose cannon if u will
cuz this is going to make our lives (but esp virgo's) SO MUCH harder. Stephen's gonna be pro old school, & given he was chatting it up with dallas, sounds like them specifically are close
dallas worries me a lot tbh. idt his bazz connection is actually going anywhere, but he seems to have a strong position on heroes, & is good at competitions, he won the latency test today
ON TOP of having already won Individual Immunity, he's a big threat in my eyes
so i definitely need him gone at some point, the sooner the better, but let's return to stephen for a bit
He's not trusting a single new-school, whatsoever. His trust in Villains is probably shot as well, so he's aiming for Old School Heroes for allies (where dallas perfectly fits might i add ☝️ 🤓)
But after getting into an argument with virgo & being told his reasons for grabbing greed were dumb, I think Stephen is looking for validation; "I get why you did it, it was the smart move, even the right move!"
he doesnt want to feel defensive over every move he makes, so im trying to offer that support. It won't mean much in the grand scheme of things, but it should make me the New Schooler he trusts most, maybe
Obvi i trust him the least in return! 😊 & he's not the only one I have low opinions on
tiffpermanent @-Fio‼️ this one
In the conf booth, i told Fio abt this specific interaction with Marionette & how it makes me trust her less
#deleted-channel is looking less & less like my ideal longterm goal, cuz marionette's pissing me off, virgo's gonna get himself voted out, I need other options
holy fuck i gotta text kebab
This is the Kebab stuff from today + like, a lil bit from earlier cut off
Telling her abt the vc might actually give me a lot of points, if she's truthing here. given the vc personnel were katie/woofley/virgo/stephen, idt the heroes are telling her abt it
virgo/stephen could, but they mighta been more focused on feuding to text a lot
i feel like marionette knows atp? But she's ghosting rn so
blegh, dont rlly care bout her anymore, i wanna put more stock into kebab
there's a timeline where i leak to her #deleted-channel but then imma have to go on a mass leaking spree, & that's just messy, yk?
cuz i have to leak to all the heroes too! A good amount of whom i trust!
Kyle's a duh atp, but Katie has really stepped her game up today, hands down Best Convos went to her
we were confiding in our space whenever both greed/vc went down, & had a good talk abt the status of shields messing with the flow of the game
+ there being so much drama in this game, it's easy for us to forget what 2️⃣ rounds prior to only focus on what happened the latest, you gotta keep up with the news
we seem to hold similar opinions on that, I wanna make her a longterm ally atp 🥴 i trust her THAT MUCH
i was originally gonna include woofley into this, but lowkey our game convos still feel shallow 🤷♀️ & atp i want depth in our stuff. so in the event we went to tribal here, I think my target would have been Woofley?
or even one of marionette/virgo, they're not safe from me now
Riley/Ore kinda just, existed today. weren't offering a whole lot to the table. Riley's honestly just as inac as Stephen to me, but bc she's only been to one (easy) vote, she's been getting away with it
or riley's more active with other ppl, like with ore! Ore's sussiness hasn't been lost on me btw, just bc he had a quieter episode. I mighta tried targeting Ore as well if we went to tribal
as tough as that lowkey could've been, i feel like Ore got goons on his side
but that only leaves one new schooler to address
I feel like im actually in an ok spot rn? Like im crazy enough to think im a fringe edgic contender rn, but im not going ANYWHERE on new school, & brent will try & keep me on villains
Villains is undoubtedly the trickier tribe for me atp, cuz Jiv keeps confusing me, our communication is simultaneously good & scuffed, he's constantly confused by me
Just last round he thought:
- I threw out Saturn's name (which i gave the rundown on via timestamps, no the absolute fuck i didnt
- i was voting bazz in case of an idol play (which was the last reason i was voting bazz)
so idk, maybe we're cool, maybe we're not, but too much pause is going on there to make me think he's truly with me. he's ABSOLUTELY with brent tho, he backstabbed griffin to work with brent here
If i had the option to mutiny yk im taking that raft again & getting the FUCK off of villains, this batshit insane psych ward of a tribe
WE'RE NOT NORMAL, WE'RE dEMONS POSSESSEd TO dO CHAOTIC STUPId SHIT EVERY VOTE
+ i can then talk to the old school heroes. didnt do that today, dont regret it!
didnt want to get socially overwhelmed, & i wasnt! On that front today was a success!
But yeah, i might be good to go in terms of positioning. it could definitely be better if bazz went, get rid of the tension point & basically make my ride easier. another old school hero or sylvia going could help too, cuz idk anymore with sylvia, & the less ppl i have to connect with, the better!
Idk how I'd feel abt a Saturn vote however, & that's the one ppl were apparently talking abt doing right after greed ended!
I feel like that makes Bazz untouchable at that point, like legitimately no one would it to preserve their precious achiuwa shield
the half-idol might ome out atleast? Get that out of the system, cuz we got like 5️⃣ more to get thru, the less in the game = the better
with that, i think its time to do trust rankings
1️⃣ Kyle
2️⃣ Katie
3️⃣ Virgo
4️⃣ Kebab
5️⃣ ...Riley?
6️⃣ Ore
7️⃣ Marionette
8️⃣ Woofley
9️⃣ Stephen
riley is a cutting point if u cant tell 💀
1-4 are allies, 5-8 are i GUESS we're working together? but dont feel great abt u, 9 is lmfao bitch u flippin on all of us
WHY?
~ Kyle is my definitive longterm plan now that #deleted-channel is crumbling
~ Katie's the glowup tonight, we spoke a LOT, & i feel really got close as a result of today's antics. She's become a longterm ally for me, i feel super super good bout her ^w^
~ Virgo i think still trusts me, but after tonight I have issues with his reliability. Clashing with Stephen so openly was the worst thing he coulda done trustwise, bc i honestly dont wanna clean that mess for him. Future looks bleak, but the present is rosy
~ Kebab gametalks are going p well, but I lowkey feel like a gamebot with her 🤖 😷 doesnt stop the vibes from improving with each passing day, I can see myself working with her a lot
~ Riley/Ore are the same from yesterday, tho we should normalize calling riley INACTIVE
~ Marionette improves a little, as much as the vibe feels very different after the Griffin vote. I feel dismissed, unheard, & written off by her, cuz very headstrong in what she wants. This is ending horribly
~ Woofley went down cuz even tho Marionette is TANKINGGGGG, our strat chats sucks! Like, suck suck! They feel shallow, boneless, no meat in sight, & that's what im craving most atp
~ Stephen LMAO we all know why
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i genuinely thought kebab > virgo was a good idea at first, virgo hasnt fallen THAT FAR yet 🪦
esp when Kebab, like we're improving & all, but Virgo we're already there as allies
if kebab/virgo swap spaces, its gonna be on villains
dAMN NEAR FORGOT THE SWAP TALKS IVE HAd TOdAY FSKJGHSKFHGSKF
it has to be next round or 2️⃣ rounds later, right? Cuz if its not 2 rounds EACH of the hvv & old/new school shit, that's gonna annoy me
when i was given the choice of tribe sets, would my decision decide which tribe gets more rounds? is that the mentality?
Katie mentioned how in #twist-info both examples went up to Episode 6️⃣. I do not know what episode we're on
🆗 it shouldddd be Episode 4️⃣ rn, so 2️⃣ more rounds of this if we go by the example given to us at the start of the season
But we're not gonna be done swapping sets, that was made clear to us as well. We probably forgot for the most part, but we have to wait until Merge to get no more swaps
There's also the chance we dont actually have a swap, cuz the double tribal should ensure that in the event of one tribe being decimated, there's gonna still be someone on there
let's math this:
F24: HVV
F22: ON
F21: HVV
F20: ON
F19: HVV
F18: ON
F17: HVV
F16: ON
F15: HVV
F14: ON
F13: HVV
F12: distortion world + merge
yah that leaves 1️⃣ person left, & then an extra round of HVV to make my chosen set have more of an impact
This is the timeline without a swap. If one doesnt happen by F18, im just not gonna think one will happen!
the irony's not lost on me that i chose the set that's incredibly fucking worse for me btw
this pic rlly has been the villains experience, & the old school villains will prolly tell u its ALSO the old school experience!
Thank fuck i met Fio later than half the cast, did people rlly not pregame years ago to not meet fio until u were recruited to play fiovivor?
I've also thought that next round is a safety chain type of round, just to make life a living nightmare, yk, & THEN we swap at 18
this next round is really crucial, I think we're nearing the point of a swap. I think as deadline approaches, a sense of dread will fill me, because the future feels uncertain, nothing is guaranteed
None of us might be alive by the time of tribal, however unlikely that may be
ur game can be instantly fucked over, SOMETHING is going to happen at 19, there's no shot it wont, right?
tiffpermanent let's math this:
F24: HVV
F22: ON
F21: HVV
F20: ON
F19: HVV
F18: ON
F17: HVV
F...
dont actually make this reality i beg of u fio
how many toes must i suck to get u OFF this timeline for good
But that's it for conf tonight :3
@jakey chris blue daughter or chris chan son btw
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thx for the react but im rlly curious
ill do squirdle/pokedku in a bit, i gotta get to kyle/katie
katie was typing or a WHILE, i think she sent me a bible
i might try to talk to him about it again, the thing that kinda put me off was when i asked him why he did it bc if he felt like wanting to be safe we were definitely winning immunity anyways
and he just said to me it’s bc “a tribal would be so funny if i was immune and not here for any of it”
like i def don’t think he’s wrong for it and i feel for him cuz he’s definitely not in the best spot on the tribe, but hes not rly giving me much to work with to understand 😭 maybe hes just not the best communicator but like it was definitely not just for shits and giggles like he’s saying it would be
i do feel bad cuz again he is obvi not in a good position on this tribe but it kinda just reads to me that he has his alliances with ppl who aren’t here, and he hasn’t rly done much outside of that to try and integrate or legitimately explain his perspective, at least for me
i think she put our multiconvo into one message
tiffpermanent gotta read the latest jojo chapter tonight
Bisexuals are winning, anyways CONF
I think Stephen has an idol
he apparently fucked off all of yesterday, & he still hasnt texted me today, you dont do this much griefing with some sort of ace in ur sleeve
a half-idol has to be imminent, the real question is whether he has another half-idol or if someone will give him one
but i think the longer new school wins comps & takes time away from tribal, the more equipped stephen will be should we lose
So i wanna throw the next challenge if it's possible. I can't exactly throw Greed/Creativity, i need something individual like the first comp, or the puzzle duels, to try & tip the scales in favor of us losing
& then I throw my vote onto Woofley bc the shallow game talk isnt wooing me over when everyone else is giving me material to work with! Tho i'd consider voting ore cuz he's a bit messy & very "says the same thing to everyone"
the left is me when Ore mentioned his encounter with dallas in safari, the right was me when i saw him say it in tribe chat
it feels less special when u stack the times & realize ore tells u neptune left the very same minute as everyone else
like dont i feel stupid for thinking it meant something. The way i ran it to kyle as well thinking it was news, only for him to be in the EXACT SAME CHANNEL AS ORE ☠️ 😭 im a dumb bitch for multiple reasons 😵💫 😮💨 🔥
So yeah, not a huge ore fan cuz idk what makes me special compared to everyone else. But I'm still targeting Woofley first cuz Ore atleast, talks game
Whenever me/woofley try to do that, it has no depth & we go back to chitchat after 4️⃣ messages, we cant make it stick whatsoever. so atp I'm down for her to just leave
kyle loves her, but that wont stop me from throwing a precaution vote on her, I have the least to lose putting it on her
its either her or virgo, cuz stephen's most likely to idol out virgo after the beef. potentially katie even, BUT THEY'RE VERY GOURGEOUS TO ME
YES virgo isnt gonna be the most reliable going forward but that doesnt mean let him get taken the fuck out by idol, esp when an idol could theoretically hit anyone. I've already been *0-1 before in an org, the trauma is calling back to me
rather not do that again! Got the t-shirt, not worth anything else
As for my tribe itself, people just... arent here?
this is SO bizarre, cuz usually brent would be here, bazz would send a hey! SPEAKING OF BAZZ, WE'RE MEANT TO VC BTW
I just wanna own his fraudulent ass if the vc ever happens. He mentioned firsthand he's played these past few moments poorly & wants to "fix them" so im waiting for him to get into bat
I brought up a time of 3:20pm (so a little over 2️⃣ hours from now), if he no shows then idk, i might target him again
which is gonna put my relationship with sylvia at odds, again, cuz her/bazz are pretty close from what I can gather. Nearly idoled him on the drew vote, voted with him on the Griffin vote, he may be her #1 in this game
so idt me/sylvia will ever properly work together, despite the whole "let's start over!" approach we're on
too much game has went down (& more specifically i made one very big enemy) to simply look past things
im just nottttt liking my tribe & their antics, & i dont like my spot on said tribe
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cuz i wanna just, kill off #deleted-channel cuz of marionette, but then that nukes my relationship with Virgo
& then WHO am i left with, kebab? Brent? I don't exactly trust Jiv, he's such a weird guy strategically, basically backstabbed Griffin for no discernable reason
which to me gives snake, never put my life in his hands
None of the new schoolers are even texting me ijbol tf is this
throwback to when i saiv i was an edgic contender, bitch i THOUGHTTTTTTT 😷 that was fun while it lasted
in other news ig, I'm guaranteed to place 20th at worst, so im not getting a new worst placement out of this. would like to win this comp however to keep myself out of danger this round
im not sure what's gonna happen at tribal now that old school's been flipped on, but it makes me worry a lot
I just know bazz/saturn are gonna stay cuz hurr durr shields, & it's gonna piss me OFF
Saturn apparently ONLY wants to talk to me, cuz he got hardpushed last round, it makes sense, but also fuck stephen?
the guy who was ACTUALLY blindsided by bazz staying? Fuck him?
but idk how to gauge saturn atp. are we oomfs now bc his game tanked? am i his #1 even? I'm intrigued by him for sure, not sure how to take this
cuz he can throw MY name out for whatever reason he wants, like he did with sylvia at the griffin vote, dont think i forgot dude. It's playing with fire
i just peeped conf q's, why tf are we doing both tribe set trust rankings, im not doing that again so soon 💀
I'll do a Villains only trust ranking tonight, potentially tomoz if a vote gets fucky enough, but im not doing New School again
I have to figure out how to allocate trust rn, cuz its a bit of a mess for me
Lastly, Neptune was my day 1️⃣ alliance, literally my first ever ally, he was the singular Old School Hero i had a game thing with, so him going kinda shuts me away from working with the likes of dallas/vini/cristen/penelope. So I'm gonna keep hoping they're taken down one by one, cuz im not seeing a future where we work together
maybe cristen, but NOT dallas, esp if he's working with stephen
Vini's close with dallas too so he's out of it as well. Kyle hates penelope so she's out of the picture, i think literally only cristen id be vaguely interested in working with 🪦
but thats gonna be it for me now, gonna show up online & talk to saturn & then tribe chat
conf will be tomorrow since i'll have more than enough time then
Saturn doesnt know what a Chi-Yu is, bad ball knowledge
its like not knowing who jalen brunson is
Syn i think the only ppl wishing u dead are the heroes 🩷
ykw fuck it, i cant avoid talking abt it so proper conf
I wanna talk abt the HEROES, the tribal-goers, & how this affects me, the wise & couth villain
Old School HAS to go here. I don't have any bonds to them, dont care for them, & dallas going can weaken stephen. lovely!
& lowkey i rlly need Woofley around so I got someone i can "safely" plop my vote on during a new school tribal. Stephen walks like an idol holder, so i wanna be safe
woofley going means i'd have to do it onnnnnnn, ore? Or riley, but moreso ore. My bond with him isnt individual, feels like its kinda just there amongst his other relationships. what makes me so special :/
I'm gonna pay attention to the amount of detail given to each narration of tribal. Whoever gives me the least is super revealing, means they dont exactly trust me to know everything
I expect it to be woofley, but maybe someone else will surprise me with how little they bring to the table. who was in the majority or not will also matter, ppl on the top tend to say less, but maybe they just go thru another unan vote
tiffpermanent & lowkey i rlly need Woofley around so I got someone i can "safely" plop my vote...
cracking me up is stephen's playing so ass, even SATURN doesnt wanna work with him
SATURN
HIS ASS IS PRACTICALLY BEGGING FOR ALLIES, YET HE WONT EVEN WORK WITH STEPHEN
THAT'S SUCH AN L, CANT BE ME 😎
He's also calling virgo a lost cause LMAOOOOO but ik part of that is based on his connections to marionette & jiv
I still have no clue how Marionette/Jiv came to be, the only thing they got going is the Griffin vote, but did Marionette tell Jiv?
OH MY GOd I GOT IT. MARIONETTE WAS THE ONE TO TELL JIV I WAS VOTING BAZZ IN CASE OF AN IdOL
"dont fuck with me i will NOT take it kindly" hasnt exactly worked so far, last time i check Bazz is not only in the game still, but still against me!
He keeps dropping the ball, I can't ever view him as an ally whatsoever. Maybe i can with sylvia, but her/bazz are pretty tightknit from what i know, they're essentially a packaged deal
which makes interacting/working with sylvia a LOTTTTT harder, cuz sooner than later we're gonna have to be at odds again
i feel like im jumping from point to point hyper-style
tiffpermanent HIS ASS IS PRACTICALLY BEGGING FOR ALLIES, YET HE WONT EVEN WORK WITH ST...
stephen's THAT ASS at the game, just wanted to emphasize how uninterested he is in playing with any of us
tiffpermanent He's also calling virgo a lost cause LMAOOOOO but ik part of that is based on hi...
but I wanna focus back on this, cuz this is revealing to me
before the neptune vote, I thought Jiv was like THE villain old school wanted to work with since he's unproblematic, doesnt get into drama, he's an all-around good guy. Him getting a vote puts a spin in that, but I think i gotta look elsewhere to see the problem
jiv, is, insanely popular as an ally, especially on villains
He's trying to keep things up with me, while also having his old school pals sylvia/bazz/brent, & something cooking with marionette
& that's what i know, there could be something going on with him & virgo for example, & i think his opinion on kebab is improving over time, jiv/kebab combo?
So he's a problem, he's absolutely a threat. Here's another problem however: how do we take him out
We'd have to rely on Brent for this one, but what's gonna make him wanna vote out jiv? What incentive do we need, esp when Brent only makes power plays to better his spot, if he thinks jiv is with him (& old school in general), he's not gonna make the move
so im gonna have to let the idea cook in the background, we got a few more rounds of heroes vs villains before merge, how many again?
tiffpermanent let's math this:
F24: HVV
F22: ON
F21: HVV
F20: ON
F19: HVV
F18: ON
F17: HVV
F...
We're currently at 19, so 3️⃣ more rounds of HVV to figure something out
& 3️⃣ rounds of old/new school to paint jiv as a threat to the likes of kyle/katie
Saturn thinks Kyle's running shit however, so he should also go soon.
My thoughts are this
I'm delulu ok, when Kyle believes he wants to flip on his own tribe & that he's not that far off from being the boot, i believe him!
I'm also gullible, not even naive atp, u can very much fool me multiple times
Luckily Saturn won't meet Kyle until merge, so i got 6️⃣ rounds before he tries pulling funny shit
& Saturn, im tempted to work with him 😞 he's rlly got no one but me/kebab, he wants to get back into the driver's seat & wants MY HELP getting him back in, I wanna help the guy out
cuz that's an ally talking, he's sobering up & realizing that his wacky gameplay is gonna catch up to him without help
While im not gonna ride or die with him, i wouldnt say that to anyone actually, I do wanna work with him during pre-merge
expect a different story once merge comes however
for other allies here, with me losing faith in marionette/virgo p fast, i find myself wanting to work with kebab increasingly more. Tomorrow im leaking #deleted-channel cuz i didnt feel mentally ready today, causing me to miss my window
But i got something to prove, to make up for pushing her to go at the first vote. filling her in on group therapy's a good start, but i gotta make it up further, i gotta do more to win her trust
all for an alliance she prob already knows bc of marionette, i reek of tool 😭
once that group is leaked tho imma have to leak to like, every new school hero, that's where feeling mentally unready comes from. It's basically me mass leaking to make sure im on top of shit, & i think it will get back to marionette/virgo
which makes my game all the more complicated cuz im with both of them for tribe sets, effectively being against 3/4 of the ppl im with every round
cuz stephen will always opp
all to win over Kebab, FUCKKKKKK is this a good idea? Idk if it is
This really comes down to how much Marionette/Virgo care about me, which i cant seem to gauge at ALL.
if they're fine & kebab's fine, i go from 75% good terms to 75% bad terms, if it's actually 50/50 on who likes/hates me im gonna gouge my eyes out
chat i think im gonna play like a bitch & not leak actually
I'll just accept that the alliance probably already leaked, & I will sit there & do nothing but pose
pots winner btw, best strategist btw, i feel so far from my glory
as for new school allies, katie/kyle going means I lock the fuck in with the other, they're absolutely worst case scenario boots, but ore/riley going would be interesting
not ppl i feel the best on, but i still feel like losing them is an overall loss
if Penelope goes I'll accept Kyle is running things over there, but it wont be that easy
think that's all i can reasonably say for now, i'll do trust rankings
come back to me in like 2️⃣ rounds for another slideshow covering both tribe sets
1️⃣ Saturn
2️⃣ Brent
3️⃣ Kebab
4️⃣ Virgo
5️⃣ Jiv
6️⃣ Marionette
7️⃣ Sylvia
8️⃣ Bazz
9️⃣ Stephen
1-3 are ppl i feel good abt, 4-6 have REALLY huge ?'s, & 7-9 i dont trust
do i say fuck the conf & go straight into dms? everyone but katie has texted
eh they can wait a lil bit
also yes stephen actually sent a text for once, the first time in 3️⃣ days btw
ive been completely over him since last round, he's only gonna bother working with me when his back is against the wall, when i know FULL WELL that if the roles were reversed, he wouldn't help me out in the slightest
He's made it abundantly clear he's not working with any new school, & from how Saturn puts it, bro's not trying with the villains either, he tryna jump ship to a group that's currently going extinct!
Old School Heroes are on a losing spree, with only cristen/dallas/vini remaining. they could potentially flip saturn to their side, esp with him being anti-jiv? But it looks grim on surface
esp when there's advantages ON THAT TRIBE, the half-idol sylvia holds can fuck just abt everything up. not including stuff i dont know abt
they needed a swap the most, & proceeded to not get it. There was a lot of swap talk before this challenge got announced, the time to do it was now.
no swap, no bitches, & a challenge no one rlly cares abt. Heroes are kicking us in 16 to -1, & Brent was trying to THROW the comp 💀 😵💫
Brent woke up & chose violence last night, he went from not texting me at all to starting a fight in tribe chat for no reason. Guess he was bored
but he's gonna have to sit with that dallas block for another 2️⃣ rounds cuz we wanna throw ourselves KHFGSKGHSKF
Katie brought the idea up to me as a "they wanna throw? Fuck em, WE CAN THROW HARdER" which is a pretty convenient excuse for me, ive BEEN wanting to throw since last round to dispose of Stephen
Kyle got onboard, Riley was informed but sat out, Stephen himself sat out to make our life easier, i think woofley was down?
idk how marionette/kebab/ore feel abt this however, Virgo you could tell wasn't super into the idea
But he's got immunity for the round so he'll be chilling
Now, with an idol on the loose, & 4️⃣ half-idols out there as well, solid chance Stephen has something
ive already been idoled out before in a 0-1 fashion before, & as cool as it was in hindsight, id rather not do it again!
im not sure WHO stephen is targeting with virgo immune, so I got all the incentive in the world to throw a vote away & ruffle a feather in the process
consequences be damned, i have to go out & protect MYSELF in case something goes wrong
who i target is a trickier story however. I'm probably gonna do either woofley/ore/marionette for this, potentially riley
- Woofley id still say our game connection is the weakest of every non-Stephen
- Marionette is increasingly suspicious, i dont trust her to work with me at all basically
- Ore only tells me things he gives to everyone else, & the amount of detail i give to him in comparison makes me feel a lil stupid trusting him
im leaning towards voting Ore the most, esp when idt Katie has the strongest bond with him. He ended up proving to be online last night, so there was a chance for her to say "heyyyy we're gonna throw the comp". Idk if she told any villains of the plan, only that she told the heroes.
except for ore
so if im in a revote situation, i think im most likely to survive against Ore. I'd have to see how Kyle feels abt the guy tho before committing to that, how much he fucks with ore & whatnot
sidenote im so glad i didnt go with leaking #deleted-channel to kebab yesterday, she didnt speak at ALL
woulda been bad for my sanity if i had to sit there on a dead tribe, waiting for one specific person to talk all night, only for a no show appearance
I feel like i have to tell her eventually, but im just gonna prolong it until she confronts ME abt the issue, bc im scared & passive
my game's been weird so far, i dont feel in control esp on villains cuz things havent gone my way there, but with new school heading to tribal, I'm not sure if I'll have that test of "im doing good over here!"
if its an 8-1-1, that's not a test of anything, that's basically unan
the new school heroes have basically not faced any adversity so far, they've ONLY had unanimous votes so far
How will they respond under pressure, when THEY'RE the ones being pressurized? do they crumble? are they ironclad & bonding over all of this?
As a group they're by far the biggest question marks left in the game, & i have dinner with them every other night 💀
I need tension amongst them to start soon. maybe not this round, gotta keep the fuck stephen agenda going, but next round
put them thru a barn-burner of a vote on Heroes, or even have one of them voted out! SOMETHING to work with would be nice
now watch me put 2️⃣ heroes on the top of my trust ranking
1️⃣ Katie
2️⃣ Kyle
3️⃣ Virgo?
4️⃣ Kebab?
5️⃣ Riley
6️⃣ Ore
7️⃣ Marionette
8️⃣ Woofley
9️⃣ Stephen
this is a weird list, 1-2 are the only ones i actually trust on this tribe, 3-5 are MAYBES, everyone else is a no
WHY?
~ Katie takes the top spot for suggesting to throw, + having by FAR the most active dms last night. Makes me feel great about her
~ Kyle I still trust a lot, but him being a social threat worries me + quieter texts isnt great (tho most ppl would get docked points for that). Wants to throw, great!
~ Virgo/Kebab can go either way. Virgo's only here cuz he EXPLICITLY STATEd having my back, so I think i can count on that? & him being immune makes him more likely to last longterm. Atp im mainly worried abt his connection with Marionette + hesitancy to throw. It's all too suspicious
~ Kebab's going up the MOMENT she says smth like "I got your back we're going all the way", there's nothing concrete with her to be worthy being over Virgo. Might see how she feels abt the throw (& specifically to take Stephen out), that's gonna be huge for trust
~ Riley continues being there
~ Ore's the guy im most likely to throw a vote on, & he's the most likely of the 3️⃣ im considering to work with me, unless im COMPLETELY misreading Marionette 💀. I just dont feel special to him, hard to say im good allies with him
~ Marionette... we atleast had something? Makes her more likely to fuck me over, I think she already has actually, but it all sorts of bad with her
~ Woofley please for the love of god can we talk game for more than 3️⃣ messages??? That'd INSTANTLY make u better than marionette, im fucking serious abt this
guess i should go online now to talk & whatnot
Virgo's given me a ping, but i think im heading to Kebabville first
Kebab isnt sure if the tribe is "fr" throwing, she can see the intent is there, but ig half-hearted execution is making her second guess
so i went & confirmed it to her outright since she already had the inkling
pop an invis perc, we're on a roll
Of all the days so far in this game, this was certaintly the worst one on a Macro-Level. Big picture, you obvi dont wanna see any of the Jiv stuff go down, or whatever the hell Saturn was trying to do as well
I think it set a bad mood for Virgo that he'd hold for the rest of the chally, cuz he was getting annoyed when i was telling him to stop trying to win, & to start THROWING 😡
meanwhile this is all he sent me post-results
cuz i mentioned how i didnt want him in danger if we went to tribal. It was true until he kept trying to win the comp, now im more mixed on him
HE INSTANTLY CASTEd HIS VOTE BTW
per the words of the now-leaked #deleted-channel, which kebab/katie/kyle all know abt
Kebab wasnt here all day basically, which is really testing my patience, showing me why I lowkey threw her name out first round 💀
given virgo is the same but even less consistent in talking (kebab can give me a batch of multiconvo sometimes), it also makes me wonder if i wanna work with virgo
I think he wanted to win this comp so he can get his Immunity for another round, have his cake & eat it too. Not a huge fan of that, makes me look at him weird. Katie looks at him even weirder however
she thinks virgo is trying to keep all options open, & he's trying to play the middle or some shit, look good to everyone
Which, given Brent/him were talking in vc today abt virgo potentially flipping (against the villains), it somewhat put a spotlight on him. But so does actively trying to score points in a challenge we didnt want to win so, guess who looks weird ⁉️
Let this be a lesson that you can't keep everyone happy, you're gonna piss off someone by doing so
So he's been acting all erratic, I've really lost trust in him this round. But someone who ive very much been trusting has been katie!
That's my oomf, that's my girl, we rlly like each other & we generally hold the same opinion on the game & also having a duo is so easy fresh!
like let's put pen to paper & actually get shit going!
& going to tribal will help with that. Told her abt my rogue vote plan, she's down with it, tho ive not told her yet on who specifically im voting for
I think she's got a sus eye on Ore however, & honestly, i can't blame her
tiffpermanent this is so suspicious
So apparently, he told KATIE THIS as well, & likely other ppl
Before i was lowkey only distrusting him cuz he wasnt giving me unique info, but this is more bona fide, more concrete
Cuz it shows he doesnt exactly want a Stephen vote, he'd defo consider other options. & now it has me wondering "if he's doing all of this for a stephen vote, what kind of antics is he pulling at a TOUGHER tribal?
when things are less clear-cut (i could still be blindsided tho, not out of the woods yet)
He's someone to have an eye on, cuz the moment he starts pulling funny shit we gotta act FAST
Might be tough with Woofley cuz im voting for her, but I can't seriously gauge how she views me, & I already told Ore my plan to rogue vote, so it cant rlly be him anymore 😮💨
technically i can vote for Marionette/Kebab, but I also have to go back to Villains with them, i'd rather go rogue on someone im only with every other round, rather than every round proper
Minimizes the amount of harm done to my game
cuz make no mistake, this WILL do some kind of number to my game, i just dont know the full extent of it yet
if stephen votes woofley too im gonna giggle, i truly have no clue where he's voting 😭
& honestly, idt im gonna talk strategy with him! idk how to get thru that with him without him trying to throw me utb!
I'm already being 5% messy as is this vote (possibly slightly more!), i cant make that increase further with actually throwing out names
at one point i should tell #deleted-channel my plan, & i think kebab/riley are gonna know too, & woofley will likely know thru word of mouth, basically everyone will be filled in on what im doing
i can somewhat keep a secret, but once one slips, now u gotta tell everyone
& speaking of secrets slipping & #deleted-channel, lets go back to me telling Kyle abt that alliance
That's apparently his top 3️⃣ choice for allies here! I dont know how to describe the absolute wtf nature of that so have a random sylveon pic
UHHHHHHHHHH
NOT EXACTLY WHAT I WANT BUT, OK?!?!?!
This actually makes everything sooooo much tougher going forward, it's still gonna be easy street tonight cuz he's primarily abt Stephen going, but his blase attitude towards Heroes is gonna cause an issue with me
My top 2️⃣ allies are currently heroes, & i think blatantly throwing the challenge the way I did, the old school heroes are gonna remember that, esp cristen
i MET cristen in safari earlier, she's kinda just going in a line, not found anything so far (tho im not expecting anyone to actually say if they find shit to me), & then brent tried to tailgate me like bitchhhh KSFGSKFHGSK
told him im going to C2, his ass was there EARLIER TOdAY, trying to talk with ore
he can chase me back here if he wants, but i think he's staying at the frostbite caves. Kebab/Riley were there when i joined, & there was nothing
hopefully my talk with cristen (it was not game-deep at all) can go by unnoticed, like a stealth chat. But imma look at her as a possible ally
I can use the fact i didnt want/vote griffin out as something to behold! It's gonna give me the upper edge!
& honestly as much as im very much a villain myself, i dont see myself working with them deeply
esp when half of them (brent/bazz/sylvia/jiv) are FOR SURE working together, & that's a side that's tough to be in the good graces of
what's worse is if Villains go to a vote, I think a new schooler actually would go home, so lots of fear it'd be me
esp for the throw (is brent gonna throw again to make up for being unable to throw last time? Possible)
the brent talk will be most important cuz he holds a lottttt of cards rn on Villains (in the game in general), if he hates me then its cooked, its over, label me as 17th place already, & likely distortion world failure
when are we getting the next comp of that btw, im ready to see them move abt again
time for trust rankings, woooooo
1️⃣ Katie
2️⃣ Kyle
3️⃣ Kebab
4️⃣ Riley
5️⃣ Marionette
6️⃣ Woofley
7️⃣ Virgo
8️⃣ Ore
9️⃣ Stephen
or all intents & purposes, i dont trust anyone who's 5️⃣ or lower, & 3-4 are fringe cases of trust
WHY?
~ Kebab's inactivity is testing me, these shifts are KILLING HER 😭 am i gonna experience this every week? Is that the kind of ally i truly want in this game?
~ Riley/Marionette not doing much is better than other ppl doing bad, you go girl 👍 I still dont trust Marionette, but there's quite a few worse offenders from this round
~ Woofley/I arent locking in, & we ESPECIALLY ARENT after i rogue vote her, the bridge is being burned as we speak. Safest bet to rogue on however :/ that's how it goes sometimes
~ Virgo's movements have been irking me today, im NOTTTT a fan of him earning points for our tanking team, esp when he already had the immunity set for all day, it makes me view him bad. Somewhat believe he's trying to keep every option open when he's got that mysterious bazz connection I'm still wary of
~ Ore going around asking ppl if other names are brought up is suspicious as fuck, nuh uh I don't trust you anymore. If we lose on this tribe again, I want the vote to be on him honestly (or woofley to minimize the harm done to my game for roguing out), I don't trust him as an ally at all, ESP WHEN all the stuff i get from him is surface level & told to everyone right away
that's gonna be it for the conf tonight
marionette/katie are still here, but marionette is chitchatting with me, we've basically not spoken game since "why did you actually vote for bazz lol"
so it looks really fucking horrible for us rn, basically why ive been so down on her as an ally, things havent improved from that
& THAT WAS LIKE 3️⃣ VOTES AGO ATP
went back on to see if i was on invis, i wasnt, & now im like fuck it lets conf!
Just in the offchance that we've already swapped by the time i came back & im like, UBER swamped
we're confirmed going back to hvv next vote, but the whole "you'll be swapping for the LAST TIME" thing seems to be catching people off guard
Like something could actually happen feasibly soon. We're at Final 16 now, so a set of schools & hvv would get us to 14
either we actually go thru another set, or we merge at 13-14. Unsure which is more likely, im not sure how merge will go for me
cuz rn my spot on Villains is a LOTTTTT more cooked than I think. The fact Kebab/Virgo both knew of a Saturn vote but didnt tell me, thus making me think Bazz was the one spreading it, therefore actively throwing me utb, it's an odd look for them
Kebab's gone however, Virgo nearly left himself, & never exactly got to use the Immunity for much of anything. Idt he's close with me, im SUPER worried abt him now
but this somehow makes marionette more trustworthy for me, cuz she's a lot less involved in the drama???
despite us NEVER TALKING GAME since RIGHT AFTER griffin left, my new school relationships are a mess
but my old school bonds look even messier 😵💫 first off Stephen's with Old School all the way, bona fide ally for them
Brent's doing his best to protect him, & got all judgy when asked why I wanted to sacrifice him so bad.
Stephen's the easiest possible beat left in the game, & who brent has burnt that much, so of COURSE he's gonna want the guy around
Makes me think our relationship is starting to get cooked, & I'll have to pivot to other connections
Sylvia has become the biggest threat in the game bc 🇦 she's been steering votes left & right, esp on Old School, but 🇧 (& more important to me), she's the most likely person Jiv gave an idol to
on top of the half-idol she already has, working with her is basically impossible
being a girl's girl wont matter much if she's got THAT MUCH AMMUNITION, & no one man nor woman should have all that power!
So i need atleast 1️⃣ idol gone, if both go then tribal must have been a shitfest ☠️
No one else makes sense for Jiv to give a half-idol to bc:
- Heroes are an ABSOLUTE fuck no
- Saturn was opping Jiv's ass
- Brent wouldn't have caused the ruckus he did (esp to the hosts) if he did have the idol, he would have kept quiet
There's also the option Jiv actually left with the idol in hand, in which case i think it goes back into circulation, so Brent gets another chance to find the idol
Jiv apparently went out with Brent's idol, im fucking CRYING
it's the story i told new school tribe, which i fear im gonna have to backtrack on almost immediately!
tiffpermanent Katie's not believing this & is on copium that Jiv went out with the idol or n...
Like shit i already told Katie, & it gasted her flabs so much she thought jiv never even OWNEd the idol in the first place, & thought he was purely trolling.
I think her new theory is that Jiv handed it to someone else, aka my theory, but a part of her still thinks he never had it to begin with
that the sheer idea of BRENT giving an idol away to someone else is simply unfathomable
but it fits the bill of chaos, doesnt it? He definitely trusted Jiv a lot to hot potato the idol with him, he wouldnt have done it with sylvia since he technically threw her name out during the griffin vote 👀
Leaked that in the 7️⃣ hour vc 🤭 idk how much will be done with that, esp when i think brent locked in on working with sylvia
THRU the griffin vote, that was their big bonding moment. Would something from F21 be much of a factor heading into F16?
which shouldnt even be Final 16 but this entire episode has been asscheeks front to back
Kebab i lowkey think wasnt with me like I thought, she defo preferred Bazz more 💀 so ykw maybe its alright that she left
it woulda put the NuVillains in an inescapable hole, if it werent for jiv being pulled, which is a whole can of worms I hope we don't have to redo
Jiv going's a LOTTTT more beneficial, as he was sitting very pretty on Villains, one of the best spots altogether, esp with the idol in hand?
& given he twisted his talk with bazz to say I WAS THE ONE throwing out saturn, makes me think he was playing me like a motherfucker
his game was definitely shown a lot in the vc. First there was Kyle/Katie keeping me company in that call, but in the later hours it became Bazz/Cristen
I had my fun with kyle/katie, you can tell they're close asf, really getting along & shit
which makes Kyle's claims of wanting to flip on heroes a liiiiiittle bit dubious, but i wanna emphasize the cristen/bazz vc more
cristen was sitting in the cuck chair as me/bazz worked it out on the remix
"Couple's Therapy" was the other name for it, but she was REALLY encouraging me/bazz to work together, since it appears the game's being played around us! And more importantly: not, with us!
& ykw, after that LENGTHY ass vc, fuck it why not, I'm down to work with Bazz, the guy who sent me in a tirade once per episode, i got nothing to lose
Our spots on this tribe is peculiar, we're apparently the "swing votes" if we go to tribal, where we have to determine whether to stick with the old school crew or short term success, or go for a longterm power play by siding with new school
This of course, relies on New School sticking together, which i dont exactly have faith in, our communication's all sorts of weird
But ig the target would be Marionette? If Bazz thinks im safe, which im certainly am not
but who would marionette/virgo target in this instance, & could saturn be flipped to our side? Saturn's the swing in all of this, who fucking knows what's gonna happen with him
or what he wants. Main thing he was telling ME was that kebab is someone to work on, & Jiv's a threat who should go. Now they're both gone
whattttt do we do next. Not helped by his apparently great misting skills, they were talked abt, he's good at making u feel he's close with u, which defo worked with me atp, but it puts into question how much i should rlly trust the guy
same could be said for kyle/katie, who are being called the ones running the Heroes
There's a theory that New School Heroes have an alliance going, which is certainly possible, esp after all the commotion going on surrounding them, meaning they can feast endlessly off the drama
But there was also this group of Ore/Woofley/Kebab, that rlly seemed to catch my eye. Bazz got told via Kebab, & has no interest in the alliance since Kebab left. So i see fit to leak the alliance
Ore moves like a shady shady motherfucker, so if i can get him gone with minimal blood, that'd be really nice. Throwback to when he wanted to do showdown matches with me cuz that's what he does to his #1's, IVE NOT FORGOTTEN ABT THIS
& I NEVER WILL FORGET THIS
but i think Cristen prefers Kebab? Which is a lot harder to do cuz Kyle, loves her a lot. Outright adores her, despite the fact that talking game with her is the toughest shit in the world, oh my god
& someone is with me on this, CRISTEN is saying the same thing! She gives you jackshit to work with, & then quickly switches the subject back to chitchat, it's hard to say she's an ally of mine, esp when she's got a clearcut ally in Ore
S9 should sleep with one eye open however, it's just as likely (if not outright confirmed) they're working together
So Katie/Riley/Virgo, watch out for them. I should be working on my riley connection more, cuz she's apparently adored by the Heroes, but I wouldn't be able to tell it based on how she acts in dms
She's sporadic, not rlly giving me much time of day, & I lowkey dont give her much in terms of quality
Our relationship's a mess, but tools are there to fix it
just like it's there to fix my shit with bazz, that's rlly funny, & also with cristen cuz she had beef with me too 💀
ALSO funny, but glad i got to patch that up before text ruined that
idt i'd get the same runway with her on text compared to being in a vc for literal hours, so this is why ppl do vc meta
but im defo looking at Katie a smidgen weird cuz, she's not revealing that S9 connect, she dEFO has something with riley, that's guaranteed; I think based on the amount of info i give, im still in her longterm plans, but there's competition
gonna have to weed that out
But i hope that Heroes go to the next tribal. I dont like what can happen at a villains tribal, + the vote's either on vini/ore, both of whom im fine sending home
Vini's apparently passive in his gameplay, he lets his allies go without much of a fight, which is something to keep an eye on
Guess u can say im the same with how i handled griffin going? But I was still trying to push a bazz vote to Marionette/Kebab, they just, didnt wanna do it 🤷♀️ they wanted to make the power play
Vini going however is another old school hero gone, who ive only been able to chat with via vc's, but they're also extremely against the O-Villains, who im kinda against rn
I need as much ammunition against them as possible, cuz the first merge vote WILL focus on them, & it WILL get messy quick, i dont like that!
So i think i prefer ore going
more unpredictable, could still theoretically work with a sylvia or brent (who i need down a few pegs, they got too much power rn)
gotta win this upcoming challenge however, make final 15, avoid the tough tribal for one more round & then ig try & throw another comp to get stephen out
stephen is THE last easy vote in the game, but I think he's more of a cockroach. Bailed the fuck out by Kebab quitting, & then solo'd the comp against dallas, he's here to make it as hard as humanly possible to take him out
which means, since he's already at this point in the game, he's slotted for final tribal. punched-in ticket, cuz he's gonna be given an idol likely, potentially the half?
or the full-thing if sylvia has it, to try & protect their extra vote. Which makes rogue vote more imperative than ever, as im very much at risk of dying ! Esp if ore/woofley team up with stephen! Not sure how likely it is but UHHHHHH dont do that please!
im ready for some trust rankings tho, cuz im ready to fucking sleep
1️⃣ Katie
2️⃣ Kyle
3️⃣ Marionette
4️⃣ Virgo
5️⃣ Riley
6️⃣ Ore
7️⃣ Woofley
8️⃣ Stephen
kebab won't count any longer
6-8 are pure opps, 4-5 i gotta lock in on, & 1-3 are ok, but I don't feel the best on them for varying reasons
alright, brief conf, i promise
Cuz today was a waste for me in the Fiovivor world! bc i stayed up so late for the bazz/cristen vc, i ended up rising after we already got back to HvV, where we get told this will be the final rotation we'll make
Whether its a direct merge or swap to New School, I think i lowkey prefer going back to new-school? But merging would be better than this fuckass tribe
HOLY SHIT im not safe here
Sylvia's for sure gonna target me, & if it's not me then it's marionette, which...
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well it's not me, but im not sure how good that actually is
putting invis on mid-conf, but she didnt text me all of today. When today was the day I wanted to sit down with her & try talking game again
So who fucking knows what's with us, it's all over the place
I think i feel better with Virgo, & he just had a "moment of weakness" 😭
& he's also likely more connected than Marionette, thinking he got something going on with Bazz atleast
which, hey, I'm on good terms with Bazz again, that's a decent avenue to take
assuming we can actually reach OUT to bazz, he's apparently going all out to win the challenge, & some of the punishments for this comp are p bad for this tribal
these are the ones that impact the game, it's half the tasks
isolation chamber + automatic self-vote + no vote could mean bazz's support here is useless
im p sure Stephen's gonna do all this as well since he wants to be safe, he KNOWS he's dead meat on New School
if multiple ppl go for the automatic self-vote, is it crazy to just, vote for them at tribal? Cuz they have no help
Biggest fear is they're likely candidates for an idol play. Protect the person who's obviously vulnerable & make a free ally of them. Sylvia has the firepower to do that, she's the one who'd pull the trigger
& Sylvia knows the idea of her owning Jiv's idol is out there, & directly confronted Bazz about it
Here's the entirety of our 1on1 from the past day
& Sylvia's gotten her way at basically every tribal so far, her voice is what got people to vote out drew/neptune, & her bonds shut down any plans to vote her out at the first tribal, she's got a track record of not only evading the grim reaper, but conspiring with him too
I tend to lose these. I might win some, but I'll always lose the one, it's rare for me to not be the receiving end of the last laugh
& with Brent suspicious of the me/bazz connect, ughhhh this isnt gonna end well 😖 esp if Bazz cant help me out at ALL
One of the rare times it wasnt the case was actually with the Kenny vote on my season. It was pretty clear he was targeting me, yet i somehow stayed regardless. Gonna toot that horn as much as i can, if we're talking individual plays from my season, that was my second best one
cant beat jumping ship from marissa/lukas to infiltrate the majority, but its a flex of its own
gonna have to channel the FUCK OUT OF IT this vote, I think im in a similar position
& im not gonna win immunity cuz i got a fear of humiliating myself, so I'm stunlocked at the first task
You won't find me making any real tweet/post for a rzn, the potential response gives me a bunch of internal dread.
is this what social anxiety is like? I hope i dont have it & im just bitchmade, but I can't rule out the possibility of some anxiety thing, esp when I can't visit the average vote reading cuz it gets too intense
gotta get up & leave & stay offline for 30 minutes, & then hesitate a BUNCH to look at discord again to see the outcome/fallout
perma5toned @The Undead
- So just curious… how far WILL you go to win ...
I'm going nowhere basically
tiffpermanent & with Brent suspicious of the me/bazz connect, ughhhh this isnt gonna end well ...
Lastly, back to this, this makes Cristen look a LOT worse in my eyes, unless Bazz is fucking with me again
but this time i actually went to him upfront abt it & he denied it, showing #communication
so if she's gonna leak that, thank god i leaked the S8 alliance already to Katie/Kyle, got ahead of that
Katie in particular had a rough reaction to it, she felt betrayed by Woofley omitting this from her, that was her OOMFIE
so it might play an actual part in their upcoming tribal, esp if it's actually between vini/ore. That could swing the tides against Ore's favor
hopefully I get to live to see the fruits of my labor, but I gotta get thru this round to see heaven
Saturn's also here, I genuinely dont know what to do with him. I'll just say "i dont want u out so im not gonna vote u out, idgaf". we already got this "undercover duo" thing that's likely fraudery, but fuck it man, an alliance is an alliance
That alone will take him high on tr's
1️⃣ Bazz
2️⃣ Saturn
3️⃣ Virgo?
4️⃣ Marionette?
5️⃣ Brent
6️⃣ Stephen
7️⃣ Sylvia
1-4 are the ppl i GUESS i can trust, 5-7 are the ones i rlly cant. 5️⃣ is more mixed than anything but I lean towards distrust
WHY?
~ Bazz/I patched things up, I believe he won't vote for me even if he could! Full confidence. defo not ride or die, but great shortterm
~ Saturn wants us to be an "undercover duo", but his misting abilities are reportedly good, which im factoring in. Likely bullshitting me, but Im far from his first target
~ Virgo spoke to me today so ig he goes up. Still weird not mentioning the Saturn vote however, from the griffin tribal. More than willing to hide information, he won't tell me the full truth
~ Marionette wasnt here when I wanted to lock in with her, so she's below Virgo now. this talk is hugeeee trust-wise, we HAVE to have it
~ Brent i can see targeting me to weaken Bazz a bit, idt we're rlly on the same page as well allywise. But i think I'll talk abt him a lil more later
~ Stephen I dont trust in the slightest, possibly voting me even. However...
~ Sylvia i KNOW is coming for me, & is honestly my target for this tribal. If i got to blindside anyone, it's 100% her
making this list made me realize this tribe got a lot more empty
which happens when u lose 2️⃣ ppl in a single episode, esp the one who actually bothered talking to you even while immune (Jiv @ Penelope round)
The numbers are more cramped, less room for error, makes the half-idol a lottttt deadlier in power
so having as few enemies as possible is the clutch part, if u aren't the primary/secondary target for ppl, i think u can get away with not being an ally for many
Of course, there's the whole Brent of it all, whose desire to play is being fucked up severely by the fact he lost his idol
He feels robbed, he wants it back, idk what he'll even do to the person who gives it to him. If someone else holds it
Fishpog apparently started an idol hunt earlier today, which I spent a good amount of time searching thru, you saw some of the escapades already actually
tiffpermanent another one here, i think i found the hunt
there's this part, which i locked the fuck in on for a good while
But the timing of the messages make it seem like it was for Victory Road & not all-stars, so couldnt be that
I tried taking a shortcut & went to JigsawPlanet to see if Fio put a jigsaw puzzle, cuz every idol hunt will lead u out of the server eventually, but nothing on JigsawPlanet
stumbled upon the S3 puzzle, beat that kinda fast. Guess I should try other places too, like pycto again 💀
just went on pycto, i couldnt find a "find user" thingy, so prob wont find luck there
Given up searching for the night, & it's gonna be found by the time im up tomorrow, so that sucks
Idk how to plan around this idol whatsoever, esp if it's on my tribe 🤒 so i hope it's on the heroes tribe, & that dallas found it
Stephen getting it would be annoying, but im already rogue voting on new school, so i dont mind that much
The MOMENT brent finds this idol tho he's gonna refind his joy for the game like he's Jimmy Butler, but I think if he gets it he'll start acting the part of not wanting to play still. He's been legit before, but it'll turn into a charade
hopefully I can read his drive to play, but asking an autistic person to read the room is asking for a misplay to occur 😷
so that's it for the conf
goal of tomorrow: TALK WITH MARIONETTE, dOUBLE TEXT IF I HAVE TO
this is what we've left on ftr
fucking BEFORE the game shut down for an hour & jiv got pulled
gonna mention the distortion world chally briefly: interesting stuff to cut someone. I originally thought playing pacifist is the way to go, but if u feel someone is like, guaranteed not voting u, you gotta weed that shit OUT
& i think a good chunk of players will take the chance to vote someone out of the game. everyone's gonna complete it too i imagine, it shouldnt be that hard of a word search
a word search that erraneously got called a maze good night
whether it was better or worse than the day Kebab quit, the game got shut down for an hour, & Jiv getting removed, that's a really good question 😵💫
on paper, March 22nd had a lot of shit going down that led to worse consequences, but March 24th has everyone drainedddd
Frustration, depression, "im pissed", the desire to give up. There aint no sunshine like anderson, not in this current state
Elephant in the room: Stephen ragebaited too close to the sun & brought upon us a joint
We were gonna vote Stephen out anyways, but since we didnt do enough punishments, we get hit with the ultimate punishment of "ur going to another tribal, argue with the wall abt it"
I will throw out that any social media-related punishment was gonna be a tough sell for ppl, so to make it ur first punishment? Compared to getting a pfp/status change, there's gonna be a lot higher chances of ppl not doing the comp
& the OTHER punishment that involved survivor alum was 6️⃣th on the list, why the gap? Put pfp/status first, karaoke/sign next, & THEN the alum stuff, & there'd be a lot more ppl running the challenge, thus no joint
the challenge itself was just structured bad, no mincing it. There's an irony to be had that a challenge meant to be fun, & silly, & whimsical, is causing such an unrest among us
But ok, alright, im at tribal i guess, which tried to make itself be 48 hours long?
This is where I side with the hosts, WE dO NOT NEEd 48 hours to chat with the other tribe. joints typically dont work like that, & if u compared the amount of new ppl i have to talk to compared to the amount of ppl sylvia is meeting for the first time, the deficit wont truly go away
& since dallas is in the isolation chamber, & i technically met cristen already with the vc, im rlly only meeting vini for the first time
fun guy, has his wit, but im keeping in mind his tendency to play passive. Wouldn't be the greatest ally for me, but it'd be better than dallas
dallas is shaping up to be a big boss u gotta take down, a MASSIVE threat already
& seeing as how im in the double digits of his trust ranking (cuz we never met), idt we're working together!
Bazz didnt put me too high himself either, the only villain he put below me was virgo 😭
so ig shorterm bazz is gonna be super villains strong? I dont know when this will change however, & its GOING to change eventually
would he actually go for brent/sylvia? or is he just gonna stick with them to take out me/virgo, prob marionette too
it gives me a lot to think abt in regards to our trust, im not even the ace up his sleeve if he wants to make a counter play, he's gonna run to marionette first
he has to go soon, before the problem becomes too big to overcome. Final 🔟 ish assuming no split tribal twist
Someone i was shocked to see low was Riley on dallas's list. mostly bc she was being propped up as a big social presence on Heroes, she gets around with her connections & whatnot, but I think her social is actually worse than it's made out to be
... id consider voting riley out tbh, esp when im not sure what next round will contain
last punishment mentions no competing in F14 immunity, which pretty blatantly says "the comp is individual"
But is it a merge? Or are we doing a double tribal on Old/New school, THEN merging at 12? get the returnee then to round out the merge/jury roster
So bc of that, as much as I want Ore out, if we go to this double tribal, i feel like he's the most probable push to make there. Katie/Kyle love Woofley, they're not gonna turn on her esp this early
Katie's bond with Woofley being a more recent improvement, she's "chill now". She's not chill with me 💀
& riley's connection with them both is a ? mark for me, id rather not take the gamble that they're rlly close with her
i feel confident they're not close with Ore in comparison, esp Katie, he moves too universally to have a specific person fending for him
& idt heroes will go for a villain bc of the circumstances of us being here
they were perfectly fine having their own tribal, i think they all WANTEd IT actually 😭
MJ looks like he took physical damage lowering that gun down
Hoping heroes stay truthful abt not going after a Villain, but idt everyone will stick by that, & besides the villains might target each other anyways 😮💨 bc we're the shit-for-sanity tribe & we must do something kooky
the potential powderkeg this time is: Saturn admits Jiv would have given him the idol if he could have, & not Brent!
So Brent might target Saturn for that, the mindset will be "he has my fucking idol, give it BACK 🤬" & who knows what'll happen there
"old school are gonna overplay themselves out the game" per the words of cristen, & yeah, that sounds like overplaying!
Cristen might be in trouble herself however, cuz Katie is FUMING at her, hates how she leaks all the time, & thinks she's burning bridges for bad reasons
it MAY have been my fault, cuz i leaked to Katie how cristen thinks she/kyle are running things on Heroes
when katie said "grr she was my #1️⃣ on heroes, what's wrong with her?" yk i thought it was woofley, hoping it'd make a woofley boot easier
Nope!
I instead was causing a rift that might bear its fruit this tribal!
Bazz thinks cristen leaked our vc convo (esp the idea sylvia owns jiv's idol) TO sylvia, so part of me thinks its justice, but also i should not be fully trusting Bazz, i overvalued how much he'd trust me
cristen prob has me at around the 🔟 range rn, it's not looking the hottest
idk who's rlly with me atp, so i think im gonna run back to #deleted-channel & remake it as a thing
cant guarantee virgo/marionette are close with me, but ik Virgo's feeling a way abt being so lowly ranked, I think he's with me more than most
Marionette, idk man, she's a wild card for me. We've not been able to chat abt the game like, at all. 💀 & ig for her, the fact so much shit has went down without a vote actually occurring, it's making her brain melt?
The strongest will is winning the season, it's clear we're competing in an extreme marathon
Hopefully that's me, but success isnt guaranteed, like my safety. My priority rn is to prep for the next few votes (this, F14, & the one after that), the rest will come to me later
some hybrid of short & long-term thinking, i cant be so short-minded that i shortend my own run, but thinking too far ahead often occurs in the rounds something goes wrong
Or i get voted out, whichever comes first
i wanted the kenny voted out pic on its own but i couldnt find it in my files. so have the parchment
& another thing to keep in mind of: distortion world! Results were being announced as tribal council was a fucking WARFARE, felt tone-deaf but ik the distortion world woulda thrown a tizzy over postponed results, kinda a lose-lose there
evie dnf's, griffin's voted out. Literally all the villains that were in distortion, are gone
everyone else is a garden
The trend will likely continue after this vote, but I hope it's one of the ppl ive not met!
drew might be the biggest threat, cuz the heroes are still gonna love him to death, i highkey want enya back cuz he's gonna be a true neutral slate
maybe penelope ig, given she was also voted out unanimously, my chances with working with her have got to go up naturally, right?
Neptune mightttt be an issue, ik he's got connections, I just dont think he had drew-levels of influence & power, i think I can handle a neptune return. And of course drew is the one who's most likely to come back if we take cristen's word as gospel
bc actually fuck my drag. i LOVE drew personally, but i dont see much reason for him to work beyond the heroes, in particular katie
that's gonna be a messssss to figure out, but i think that'll be it for me tonight
thinking I'll do the trust rankings when i return later tody
its almost 4️⃣am for me, the new day has already arrived, let's be real
the 7️⃣ hour vc highkey has fucked up my sleep schedule, i should not be up rn, i should be honk shoo honk shoo'ing
but imma pop up as online one last time, to talk with cristen, get my final batch in with her, & then go off for the night
prob wont sleep tho for another hour after, or 90 minutes
if ppl wanna be offline early, then let's do the conf early
I got a lot to say, guess we can start with the vote itself
the fact marionette/saturn were hearing names before me got me SO INSECURE over my position, like i thought i was doing horribly in this game, & the lack of names was proof
Butttttt i did hear Riley/Brent eventually, & i woke up wanting to do brent highkey, & it seemed like Kyle did himself
but actual support behind it seemed few & far between, esp with there being this "let's not vote out the villains" unspoken rule in effect. Breaking it means all hell breaks loose, bc we shouldnt even be here & yah yah yah
Another thing that rlly influenced the vote sticking on Riley was honestly Virgo. Pivotal role played in tribal, honestly kinda irritated me. He wanted to keep the vote on Riley in the event she won Immunity for a New School double, yet-
https://tenor.com/view/shut-up-dont-talk-close-mouth-grab-lips-mad-family-gif-21732788
im getting ahead of myself
Riley's too big of an immunity threat (fair, she was probably the best physical new school), let's go for riley then. The brent "push" was rlly just Woofley voting Brent bc he insulted her voice & woofley stands on business
sounds like the kind of petty shit i'd do tbh. But it meant Brent was staying, especiallyyyyy when he started saying he'll get sylvia to play her HALF-IdOL on him
So this half-idol is on my mind, Sylvia in general was, cuz while Brent was just begging for the half-idol, she's not even responding to me. Took a good while for her to just say "hi what's the vote"
info leeching, & i gave her riley
& isnt it REAL fuckin funny how almost right after Katie heard Ore from Riley? & That Kyle heard it from SYLVIA?
Foul play is cooking, I don't like that. This half-idol is genuinely so annoying since it's not been going anywhere outside Sylvia's pocket, but she's been threatening to play it on other ppl so the option of her doing that is ON the table
So i thought, if sylvia wants this ore push sooooo badly, then we should stack the votes on Riley, & see if Sylvia would try & save her!
Unfortunately, no half-idol was played, but I think i got a good outcome with Riley going regardless. Primary reason: she tried to sabotage my newly-minted alliance with ore
tiffpermanent the only lie i can get away with is "yeah I'll work with you"
there's lyingception going on; I thought i was lying to ore, but i was actually only lying to myself
Granted, not going back to New School really helps Ore out, cuz with Riley gone he was more than likely the next boot. Probbbb gonna have to leak #shawty-boots to him eventually (that name actually got greenlit, holy shit 🪦), but given the general thoughts of apathy on ore, if not outright negativity, i wont have to worry abt that right away
The only other boot option would have been Woofley, & im prob the only new schooler who wants woofley out over ore. Katie's been digging her recently, Kyle... honestly who knows, & Virgo...
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Virgo just really wanted Ore out tonight
for SOME reason, I still dont actually know why
tiffpermanent Another thing that rlly influenced the vote sticking on Riley was honestly **Vir...
Resume this, YOU'RE THE REASON THE VOTE FELL ON RILEY, YET U WANT ORE FOR !?!?!?!?!?!?! REASON?
i genuinely dont know why he was so adamant on Ore going, what the hell made h
it's the s9 alliance wasnt it
i was typing mid-sentence when i realized, ohhhhhhh yeah s9 prolly close with each other
Virgo wanted to keep S9 going, Katie couldn't give less of a fuck 💀 FKHGSKGHSKFH
but opinion on virgo is all over the damn place, cuz yah he rlly annoyed me this tribal, but then he hits me with "Vini likes ur vibe, that's a good ally to work with 👀" like the fuck???
I mean, SURE, i'll take a free ally when I can, vini prob leaked my virgo shittalk to him, let's see how our thing holds up 😷 (i truly am my own worst enemy, specifically my mouth) but it stemmed from an even crazier beginning
tiffpermanent OHHHHHHHHHH SHIT
Marionette barely pitched in for tribal, specifically down the wire. It was noticed
Sylvia was doing her absolute most to meddle with shit even tho she tried to claim otherwise (she also claimed the half-idol left with jiv, reheating saturn's nachos except its not even believable LMAOOOOOO), but marionette actually just dipped, wasnt a part of it
Woulda loved her opinion while me & Virgo were having a disagreement, her voice would have been a tiebreaking vote almost!
but instead she became a magician & poofed outta here
Marionette's social game continues to baffle me, esp cuz she was listed as inac by Cristen, yet bazz wants to somewhat work with her over me. & also yk, #shawty-boots giving her some protection
this alliance isnt gonna last 2️⃣ votes btw, marionette might be gone by the second
I'll have to decide if it's worth fighting to keep her around when she's barely there herself, & it's not like i even trust her like that, it'd be moreso getting an enemy out
The enemy in question? Old School Villains. if drama starts, you know EXACTLY where to look, & atp i want the noise to end
primarily aimed at brent/sylvia, but bazz/saturn arent immune from this either. Bazz dropped a bomb on our trust preferring to work with old school & now he gotta talk in old english voicenotes. Immunity was worth it, it was either that or let Stephen win immunity & oh god i hate that prospect
& obvi bazz is gonna go for a hero the next few votes, when is he gonna start targeting old school? When is he putting his money where his mouth is & go for the JUGULAR?
me/cristen were talking abt it earlier, but bazz isnt gonna just ride off those laurels until ftc, cuz he's not beating sylvia at a jury vote, i lowkey dont think he topples brent either (tho that's more of a gamble than surefire los)
It's the waiting game with him, but I got other options, I dont have to wait on him, when I can rely on other people. Like vini apparently! Or Cristen, but also she's leaky as shit so idk how much i trust our convos to be kept dl
esp when it's already suspected she leaked to sylvia the idea of her owning jiv's idol
I should keep an eye out, but i think she's a moderate to ok ally. Not someone worth targeting for the shortterm (longterm who's to say)
the only heroes id say are shortterm targets are dallas/woofley. dallas i just met & is already a huge threat, but Woofley I can't seem to connect with strategically. A story shared across multiple ppl, im not the only one, but im paranoid & think she primarily wants to work with the heroes. I am not a hero
I dont feel safe at ALL with my woofley connection, esp when by my own fault, it's not like ive been the best at talking game with her :/
i only asked her abt tribal with 🔟 minutes to go, that's on ME for not doing it earlier (& also on her for not doing it earlier)
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The Ore push made the last hour STRESSFUL btw, i think if the push started an hour or 2️⃣ earlier, ore's actually pretty likely gone there, esp if the half-idol gets played. It didnt, but that's still tough to overcome
I fear Ore has become an "easy target" as a result of nearly going however, if he's at a tribal right now he'd be cooked. & given we've entered this mergeatory state, which contains a lot of possibilities rn, i got a sinking feeling he's 14th 😖
I'll keep thinking he's cooked until i know what exactly will happen during these rounds. Plural.
Multiple.
Implying merge/jury are at 13, when it's 12 + distortion world. Not sure what's gonna happen, besides no double elim's here
change is on the horizon as a whole, the safari's abt to end too. I'll give out a memorial when it's closer to ending, but im gonna miss seeing the hub channel drama that'd go down
Seeing Saturn utilize ElectrodeEyes or the first time lit something in me. Seeing Brent's alcoholic ass summon Alcoholics Anonymous on Cristen lit another thing in me
i might actually be able to pull it up if im in big wave beach, hold
Fio cracking their ASS UP seeing this go down
drunkass calls other person drunkass type energy
But yah going forward, im prob gonna try & work with #shawty-boots + vini/cristen, everyone else id be fine with going
I WAS SO dOWN ON KATIE EARLIER BUT THEN WE LOCKEd THE FUCK IN, i think she was waiting for me to be done with laundry to talk tribal but ngl i was NOT a fan of that approach
still cool, better than if you asked me like 🔟 hours ago, butttttt im gonna let the trust ranking do the talking
still not gonna count dallas btw
1️⃣ Kyle
2️⃣ Ore
3️⃣ Katie
4️⃣ Virgo
5️⃣ Vini
6️⃣ Cristen
7️⃣ Marionette
8️⃣ Saturn
9️⃣ Bazz
🔟 Woofley
11: Brent
12: Sylvia
So having Immunity would be nice, relive the best part of the first round, & hopefully not the other part
I got the selfie saved in my files so I can look at it & go :3 whenever i want
im p sure this was while talking to jiv 💀 LMAO
also cristen found jiv rlly hot, that's a cursed timeline to think of
tiffpermanent So having Immunity would be nice, relive the best part of the first round, & hop...
Unfortunately for me, i did really fucking bad on the first segment, despite my other segments being stellar performances, so my inability to do loopover is abt to bite me severely
like 💯 submissions in under 15 minutes is a FLEX, my playlist strategy rlly worked out
1:53 for the freeze frame comp (tho i coulda gotten a lil faster on both if i wasnt slow). Blacktea i fucking crushed it, got 41 on my first go, im defo moving on if i make it that far
but im starting to get worried abt this second segment, the one that's like touchy subjects, except there's only 1️⃣ list to make
question 🔟 is the error im looking at, cuz everyone's just gonna say jiv 😭
but at the time i was like "first boot, with not many awards, evie would get majority"
so there's a solid chance i lose this segment! I'm not feeling the best either on:
- Funniest
- Best IRL Fashion Sense
- Most Talented
cristen puts up a fight for messiest drunk, but brent has had multiple instances of instigating while under the influence, all in tribe chat!
so i feel confident in my brent answers. & i'm strangely confident Kyle's getting the pick for being on Survivor, largely cuz of age
he's old & funny, it works out to his favor
almost said Kyle for funniest, but with guesses being public, that rlly paints me/kyle as close, which i dont exactly want
idk how im being perceived as a whole, if im seen as a threat or whatnot, but I just wanna lurk for the most part, bail ore out if i must
yeah what's my threat level actually, is it high? I know that the following are larger threats than me
- Kyle
- Katie
- Brent
- Sylvia
- Saturn(?) (he might be lowering it)
- dallas
so im a lower-mid level threat. The exact kind shields would loveeee to pick off to keep themselves around. But i could be a larger threat than Saturn atp, esp after he dipped in the middle of the riley vote
i dont like that virgo has a lower threat level than me, i wanna drag his ass down with me 🤭 lets be equally-sized threats together, it wont bite!
my shit gonna get blown the hell up anyways if i make it to 6️⃣ with the legacy, i should start painting others as big threats & downplay myself a lil bit
but not in the longterm way cuz that means im gonna get voted out 12th or some shit, i dont have the luxury of thinking ahead, its actually a curse
& if i get my ass beat at final tribal again, am i close enough to get the triple finalist role ☠️
I gotta do trust rankings now, we're being asked to do them during the challenge, in submissions!
so i got a lil plan, & that's to post the TR in my subs, & then forward it here. the subs are the place who actually need it, the spectators merely want it
think its gonna be the first time i put dallas on the list
1️⃣ Kyle
2️⃣ Ore
3️⃣ Katie
4️⃣ Virgo
5️⃣ Vini
6️⃣ Cristen
7️⃣ Marionette
8️⃣ Woofley
9️⃣ Saturn
🔟 Bazz
11: Brent
12: dallas
13: Sylvia
My Top 7️⃣ is the exact same as before as a heads up
THOSE are my allies. everyone else is some level of unworkable
HOLY SHIT, IM GONNA GET PAST LOOPOVER
THAT ALONE IS CAUSE FOR CELEBRATION
if i make it past this Majority Rules segment, im WINNING immunity
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why did cristen abstain tho? saturn/marionette it checks out for, is she that burnt out to not do the comp
fuck me im gonna lose this segment
apparently the meta was to choose brent! My read on this game is awful
god fucking damnit, this coulda been the run
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BRUH I WAS FUCKING SQUARELY LAST, EVERYONE ELSE IS A TIE
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JUST U WAIT XSOUL
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This was a STRUGGLE for many of you!
my struggle is social awareness
this woulnt take me out
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@xSoul {S4; S9} im pinging u for each of these
Katie with the score of 9️⃣ on the comp, she actually crushed us all there
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ur fucking with me, I WAS FASTER THAN EVERYONE ELSE ON THE BLACKTEA
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this is nightmarish
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this is actually a fucking nightmare
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im getting more furious by the minute
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idt i could win with 1:53 lowkey
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FUCK THIS
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ACTUALLY FUCK THIS
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I COULd HAVE WON IMMUNITY
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THIS IS FUCKEd
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NOT EVEN BULLSHIT JUST ACTUAL ASS
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WAIT MAYBE I WOULd LOSE ANYWAYS
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what's vini's time
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MOTHERFUCKER
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thank fuck brent was out but that could have been MINE
Anyways you 3 better do faster than 8m so I don't feel bad about losing immunity
oh i was slow as shit then
oh i actually got my ass whooped on the last part, im the exact opposite of efficient
but i still would have been SAFE and IMMUNE for this tribal
apparently im the most clueless person of the entire cast & that cost me immunity
it's an actual skill issue
SLOWEST PERSON OF EVERYONE ON THE FINAL TASK 😭
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katie being safe from safety chain as a whole is pretty massive, im glad its her & not a villain
vini being safe is 🆗, wasnt gonna target him here
sylvia winning is actively bad & is gonna make this tribal a lot tougher to figure out
if she felt like, she can use her half-idol on ANYONE SHE LIKES
the kind of threat that turns ur pants brown
im not over the majority rules loss, that's actually so annoying
im mad as fuck, this would have been the RUN 😭
how the hell did everyone do the google form so fast, i thought i had a good system down patQwQ
let's get an ambush going, shall i?
So my target is an old school villain, & then hopefully try to get Woofley out during the safety chain. If the inverse happens that's cool, but im not expecting old school villains to take hits in back to back rounds
ESP WHEN not only the person voted out this vote will kickstart the entire safety chain, but Sylvia is also immune, making the pickings slimmer
Vini is the saving grace of this category cuz HOLY CHOP
i spoke with Cristen earlier abt dallas/bazz not speaking & how it might be to avoid doing the punishment, but dallas has been here in #the-marooning, ive seen him do his old english pleasantries
Where art thou Bazz? Are the legs of ur fine maiden that exquisite?
so he can fuck off, im fully against him now. Not gonna push the name until tomorrow, just to see what's up, but another thing that's gonna make tribal annoying is sylvia's half-idol
Genuinely why the fuck would she give it to Jiv, & only admit it AFTER parchments were referencing it
Saturn mentioning Jiv trying to send the idol his way but couldnt is a lot more believable bc why would Saturn mention it out of nowhere? He wasn't rlly that suspected of owning it, I was primarily on either sylvia having it, or it being gone
Given there's apparently a super hard idol hunt, it looks Jiv never transferred it, & it's out in the wild
I had one good night searching for it & then gave up afterwards, shit's tricky 😵💫
But yeah Sylvia has it, her obvious lies arent working, we gotta work around it however since she has full range to protect someone else with it
& she knows it's causing her issues, it's been the case since the beginning
unless the plan is to hold it on to herself & only play it on herself? That's how most idol users operate, but a half-idol can make someone think a bittttt differently than a full idol, there's less to lose, it's less precious
& then it'll either take out me or a close ally of mine & my game gets a lot tougher
I'm losing faith FAST in brent/saturn/bazz, i basically dont trust them to not go for me. The lack of responses is suspicious like they dont give a fuck. Prolly in general, cuz the vibe is apparently still bad
but i thought we've been doing fine since riley left, im charged up basically
the play honestly might be make the vote dallas vs sylvia, side of the wars. let's new school slip by for the vote until safety chain takes us out (its GOING to take one of us out)
tho im worried Ore could also be an easy name said cuz he's unconnected, ive worried that all round
he woulda benefited greatly from immunity, but instead Vini got it over him
i think vini was fine? Cristen defo thought he was in danger, brent/saturn would have tried it on old school, but under a merge, I think he's gonna do fine now
someone you should lock down something with cuz he's here for the long haul
not feeling the same abt dallas since he's barely been in my dms. Vini has the better social
if we wanna talk abt immunity winners tho, katie winning overall is GREAT for me
dont have to worry abt her for safety chain, &&&&& she upticks her threat level, it's MASSIVE now ^w^
She fucking CRUSHEd the majority rules comp with 9/10, that shows just how good her social game is
makes me wonder if im up there for her fr, as an ally. Am i a side piece, or a core ally? I'm not her #1️⃣ ik better than that
which i have to emphasize cuz apparently my reads are absolutely awful
I was 1️⃣ Jiv away from being in the massive tiebreaker for the comp, but bc i didnt read the room, i got flung across the room & basically lost immunity singlehandily
xSoul was laughing his ass off during the spiral
I can't read people for shit ig; my social game's not been good for abt a year atp, but I thought i was doing marginally better this time
when in reality, im not. The first 3️⃣ answers were all brent, which i should have said for them. Cristen was apparently a messier drunk than BRENT of all people, that was a 50/50, the vote split im p sure was actually 6-4
Riley winning Most Robbed is a byfactor of the joint tribal, she wasnt actually robbed, & the post-szn awards will prove that!
@Drew {S6; S8; S10} YOU 🫵 are the robbery
dont let these bitches tell u otherwise, they dont know SHIT
anyways back to moping over majority rules
Cristen for most likely to be on irl survivor, ok? sure? I still think its more likely to be Kyle, but that just shows im wrong
So how do i become right? How do i KNOW when I'll be right?
the social game played a big part of me losing the jury vote last time, I don't want history to repeat itself
assuming i make it that far, which realistically i wont
I'd scroll up to see what the other answers were, but i'd have to get thru the distortion world results, which saw penelope win & take out drew!
Which was the second time this szn she did that, vendetta or what
Ran over what would be good outcomes for distortion returnee since in like 48 hours, one of them IS coming back, it's that swift
the tldr is:
- Enya: Good! (Hates Heroes)
- Neptune: Ok (Hates Old School Villains, potentially still good with Heroes)
- Penelope: Solid (Hates Heroes, But Possibly Likes Old School Villains)
- Stephen: Bad! (But he's getting revolving door'd once the opportunity comes)
- Riley: AWFUL (tried throwing me utb to Ore, prob hates everyone as a whole)
Enya could still work with old school villains, so i should prob take him down a peg
But i only have 3️⃣ ok scenarios, & 2️⃣ bad ones, this twist isnt benefiting me
so i rlly rlly REALLY need an old school to return, new school is no fuego
none of this is factoring who could go tonight or at safety chain, i gotta see who's gone then & how i handle their elim
but a good way of gauging who i would want back or not would be thru trust rankings!
1️⃣ Ore
2️⃣ Kyle
3️⃣ Katie
4️⃣ Vini
5️⃣ Cristen
6️⃣ Virgo
7️⃣ Marionette
8️⃣ Woofley
9️⃣ Saturn
🔟 dallas
11: Bazz
12: Brent
13: Sylvia
1-7 is basically "if they re-entered the game, YES PLEASE", Woofley idk how i'd feel abt, & 9-13 are straight up bad outcomes
WHY?
~ Kyle's only sin is his Woofley connection, it's not wavered to the degree that I like. Ore could feasibly take over him depending on how safety chain goes
~ Katie prob has me as her #3️⃣, so I can be mutual abt it 🩷. I'm thinking Kyle is her bestie
~ Vini i know rlly likes me, & he talks to me more frequently than Virgo lately, so I'd rather work with Vini going forward. Gotta beware the passivity, he's gonna be stonewalled until he shows action
~ Cristen might have me at around this area, or somewhat lower, we're just meeting compared to everyone else after all. And she's a crazy leak, so I have to watch out for that. But she talks a LOT, & atp im craving social connection no matter the red flags 😷 ☠️
~ Virgo's social game's the opposite of a sparkle. Has me always wondering if he truly fucks with me, esp when it feels like he only talks during tribals, I'd be lucky to hear from him otherwise. I KNOW he might, but I'm losing faith
~ Marionette heads up will prolly always be my least trusted ally cuz she doesnt. talk. game. Makes working with her more stressful than I'd like, esp when she almost no show'd the last tribal!?!?!?
~ Woofley's a wild card, would rather not rely on her. Neither friend nor foe
~ Saturn's the most trusted of the untrustworthy cuz he was the first to mention Riley's name to me, so there's SOMETHING of foundation there, genuinely better than anyone else last round below him
~ dallas being a neutral figure leaning negative is better than being outright negative so he goes up
~ Bazz is entering "i wanna target u" territory, I'll fucking vote him again, i dont care. He's basically given up trying with me, why should I sit around & wait for him to care again? It might be gone for good
either bazz/brent going is awesome, I'll jump on either highkey. I mentioned Bazz a bunch as a target cuz he rlly fell into being a desirable vote for me, whereas Brent's been in that spot since like, Jiv was in the game
i should seriously look out for the kyle/woofley bond tho
There's a timeline Kyle goes yolo & saves her with the chain, that basically tells EVERYONE they're tightknit & gotta go soon
me/ore would prob be the same 🪦
dont u love parallels you can make abt urself?
I've basically heard ZERO PLANS for what's gonna go down in this safety chain, which is worrisome cuz shit's definitely being plotted!
The Totem Grab throw was being plotted while on HvV, it was used as a bargaining chip to get penelope out, the heroes are absolute schemers
So having my entire top 6️⃣ be heroes, miiiiight be setting myself up for failure. Esp when i wasn't directly told by Katie/Kyle abt this throw being fixed in the first place
it was "these other fuckers wanna throw? LET'S THROW HARdER 😈", not "an idea was cooking to throw", maybe brent was aware of that throw plan & that's why he wanted to throw
Katie/Kyle are definitely withholding things from me
tiffpermanent 1️⃣ Ore
2️⃣ Kyle
3️⃣ Katie
4️⃣ Vini
5️⃣ Cristen
6️⃣ Virgo
7️⃣ Marionette
8️⃣ Wo...
fuck it, i just made Ore my new #1️⃣ on trust rankings
im getting fishy feelings from Kyle/Katie, I should be more alert of their schemes, & have other ppl tell me abt them beforehand
But for now im gonna end it here
Would Vini/Cristen be good options to tell me abt the katie/kyle bs? Cristen's the bigger leak but i think Katie trusts her less now cuz of my own doing 💀 (WHOOPS!)
vini is harder to gauge where he stands with the heroes, beyond the dallas/cristen stuff (that leans more dallas)
yeah he unlocks this merge for me, tomorrow i gotta be like "you give enough fucks to talk with me, ur so cool & real & based let's be ALLIES 🤩" & he's gonna say yes cuz he's not dumb, & from there I hope he starts giving me more game stuff
after i told him abt virgo wanting ore 😭 i KNOW he's talking game with others! He prob told Virgo that!
makes the ribbing going on between them in vc's a lot more understandable, they feel THAT CLOSE with each other to crack jokes at the other's expense
let me ignore everything i just said abt being wary of katie & instead tell her vini/virgo are close
I genuinely dont know how to hold myself back, this is frustrating to me as it is to u
confiding in saturn right before i turned on invis
so I'll prob get to him first tomorrow, to follow up on that convo. katie would be next
so saturn himself didnt say to vote him out, SUREEEEE
yet another lie to add to the pile, esp when it was common news that Saturn was the vote
you clearly voted for dallas
just be honest abt it, but ig honesty was never her thing
& i have to deal with this shit for another round 😭
Sylvia apparently had flooded dms when she got chosen safety, & brent didnt (sylvia has better social game). She's also doubling down on no one telling her abt a saturn vote, & dallas was just a "placeholder" which is such shit
im not voting her to win any kind of jury vote cuz she's fraudulent to a frustrating degree
i got one safety chain to go thru before im on jury, im so close to never voting her to win! 🩷
Virgo having safety chain is MASSIVE, hold up
he's got a lot of choices to go, who is mr connected gonna chose?
YET ANOTHER FUCKASS CONNECTION
the woofley/virgo thing, bro virgo's a genuine social threat, he's gotta GO 😭
also bc vini wasnt here like all day i wasnt able to lock in with him. there also goes my pitch cuz it was "you care, & i wanna work with the ppl who care atp"
so he dropped the ball, He sent a whopping 2️⃣ texts today, & they're both in tribal
im defo losing the game, i just dont hope i lose it now
a hoe's desperate, im sending 🔥 reacts in #safety-chain-dallas atp to keep myself safe
Brent
Sylvia
Bazz
Virgo
Woofley
Vini
Marionette
Myself
Kyle
Ore
dallas
Cristen
but dallas/cristen are VERY likely to get chosen, so it'll be down to the new schoolers
like vini not choosing dallas/cristen here would be crazy, & they're gonna choose each other
jesus christ i could actually go
i tried double texting woofley earlier & had no results
jesus christ its gonna be me, im the one going out
when i want to actually PLAY this damn season
& im not gonna get voted back into the game, like at all, i'd get plopped into a tribal not having played with HALF THE PPL THERE, all the while having to plead my way into returning the game
when everyone else has been able to do that the entire time
i wouldnt have the connections needed to survive while everyone else (sans saturn) has had a round to gel with each other & can talk without the pressure of game for a fair bit
i wouldnt be able to have the chitchat, it's STRAIGHT business
everything's going great if u cant tell
Vini saved ore, THAT'S MY TICKET
Life actually got so much easier, holy shit
I was gonna use it on kyle anyways KFHGSKFJHGSKJGHSK
#shawty-boots WE'RE GONNA PULL THRU THIS VOTE, CLUTCHHHHHH
so now me/kyle will be seen as close, ore/me are seen as close
Virgo is fighting for Cristen to stay cuz she's a vc user & also a girl, but kyle wants cristen out cuz dallas has a lot more enemies in the game
Brent's questioning my choice to save Kyle
tbh i'd prefer dallas gone, even if it risks being the next old school villains target
unless they just go for cristen there
NOW IM LOCKING IN WITH VINI
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losing Old School Villain support but gaining new ground, this is ideal enough for me
Selling Katie on the (tbf very likely) idea that Virgo isnt working with us, he's rogue
saving woofley with the immunity proves that
i mentioned doing dm counts in the conf booth (idk if it was recorded or not) but imma do them
Marionette: 978
Virgo: 376
Brent: 906
Sylvia: 381
Bazz: 498
Katie: 1,533
Kyle: 1,295
Ore: 1,238
Woofley: 396
Vini: 200
Cristen: 510
Cristen already surpassing the woofley/sylvia/bazz texts 😭
but Bazz/Cristen also have multiple hours worth of vc, so it's not entirely accurate to how much i spoke to them
Lots of context gets removed when u do dm counts, its why im not a huge fan of them. I'm only doing this cuz cristen somehow got to 5️⃣k with Saturn & im just wondering how
but im gonna put this banner up
trust rankings will come much later ;)
Something i forgot to mention in the conf booth was Brent offering up undying loyalty if Stephen gets brought back, he's rlly hitching his wagon on the easiest beat left in the game
whether its directly or by proxy, but if the person brought back actually votes for stephen, yeahhhh they might need to go soon
for brent affiliation, keep whittling him down until he can directly leave
& see what happens between me/sylvia. I still think she's a bad terrible liar, but us having similar social awareness makes her not knowing saturn was going slightly more believable
if i said jiv was the least deserving all-star of prejury, we'd have the EXACT same score on majority rules, that's something im taking in consideration
she can go up like, 2️⃣ trust ranking spots, that's the kind of growth u should expect
tiffpermanent
also to explain who the Hamburger Helpers from Kongvivor 18 were, it was basically my main alliance of that season, consisting of Me/Kenny/Sadie/JB. everyone but JB also happened to play on S4 for context
once it disintegrated my game became worse than it already was before (i was ranked below a pre-juror on power rankings, YES i played that bad) anyways for comparison sake
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- Kyle: JB. Big targets, vocal leaders, willing to get his hands VERY dirty, but the big threat level + snakery is gonna catch up to him sooner than later. For JB it was the Garrett vote, & for Kyle it'd be giving Safety to Marionette. JB was merge boot, could Kyle be the same?
- Katie: Sadie. Triple threat who takes up the other leader role. Big presence, big threat, big chance of needing a comp out in order to win. Will do a lot to try & keep you involved in the alliance's plans, often sharing ur opinions on frustrating matters. For Sadie it was the entire ordeal of Garrett going, for Katie it's dallas being the boot over Cristen at Safety Chain
- Virgo: Kenny. The one who wants to push his own agenda, no matter if it clashes with everyone else or not (& it WILL clash a lot). Has clear connections beyond the alliance that can make him very lethal, but doesnt have the threat level to make him a "worthy" target. For Kenny it was Nope, for Virgo its Vini/Woofley. Kenny ended up winning the entire thing, I'm worried Virgo is heading down that same trajectory
- Marionette: Me! Is more seen as a string-along than an actual member, since she doesnt have many places to go. Makes a bold move that puts a TONNNN of heat on her, & then disposed when a majority against her is insurmountable (bc she made the big move). For me in S18 it was trying to give Play the Kingmaker position so he can snipe out Nope, & for Marionette, it's gonna be eliminating dallas from safety chain
now, the Hamburger Helpers only consisted of 4️⃣ people, so Fiovivor Tiff doesnt have a role to slot into
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I'll be whoever the fuck this guy is instea
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if i had to give myself a comparison tho, ig S18 Tiff? Cuz im not rlly a leading part of this alliance, & I've not been pushing my agenda onto it like Virgo has, the Virgo/Kenny connection is the most CONCRETE ONE i have, that's a must-have
Marionette was talking to Virgo apparently, but not me
so that's another sign she fucks with virgo more
fuck it man, time to utilize this
https://docs.google.com/presentation/d/1PT370X1lcs7VN0cImF72b2a-c-A3wC_N8FfFHywkTtQ/edit?usp=sharing
WE GOT MERGE TRUST RANKINGS STILL MINE & STILL NOT YOURS. GET UR OWN
Each slide will have an analysis on the person its highlighting, as well as a cute lil nicknme thingy for each player!
basically im saying the "Meows like a cat" below their name, that's the new part
Gave everyone a new pic to represent themself as well, to keep it fresh around here (subway!)
marionette/virgo already make me want to change it up again, & ive not been able to chat with enya much, so at either F11 or F10 im gonna do another slideshow to make up for it
probably F11 cuz of the shit going down at F10
honestly since im here, might as well talk abt the twists at play
As much as i want immunity, guaranteed safety is what it implies after all, to skip out on tribal? & put the outcome in the hands of other ppl?
doesnt exactly make me feel great. Esp for this specific tribal where I think I'll be fine for it
come back to me in F11 & im gonna sing something different KHGSKJFGHKSFHSK the less ppl in the game, the more powerful a cabin visit is
so im gonna soft-throw this immunity. I might be seen as a physical threat anyways since i already won before, & i was close to winning it at 14, lowering that down could be p helpful
so im gonna have a very leisurely approach to this challenge, submit a penalty guess or 2️⃣, treat it all casual!
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Besides, Brent has a 20% challenge boost, his odds of winning have become... weirder
Here's the thing: Woofley has a power to force someone to sit out Immunity, potentially make them unable to vote! Potent stuff
Given woofley's already voted brent, & idt the tension has been resolved per se, there's a shot Woofley uses it on Brent TONIGHT, causing him to not even be eligible for immunity
I'm hoping Woofley uses it tonight, because I don't want her to use the power on me, & i dont trust her for SHIT to not use it on me. She told Katie about it, she absolutely prioritizes her
Kyle too, they love her man, everyone does
But that makes me feel worse abt her 😖 cuz EYE dont feel that same connection, we're very much distant!
Woofley is becoming less of a wildcard, & more of an outright enemy over time. Gotta paint her as a social threat soon
spitball idea i likely wont follow up on: what if i went for woofley this vote, if no advantage is played
& also someone doesnt ask to be voted out, which i lowkey suspect Cristen will do 🪦 😮💨
she's being put thru the WRINGER lately. Saturn betrays her, gets nearly taken out in Safety Chain, instead losing a bestie in dallas, & now has her biggest enemy in the entire game come back, i'd be surprised if she had any motivation to play
very likely she taps out, lets Enya win the war, cuz I think Enya will target her
Enya is one of the better outcomes for me, but I think my first impression with him is rather lackluster. If there's anyone i focus on in the next 2️⃣ days, its GOTTA be him, cuz im one of the more likely ppl he works with, if i squander that then skill issue
He's gonna go after Katie/Kyle eventually however, idk how long I have before that happens, but i dread it
im worried for katie/kyle in general, they're my OOMFS :( i wanna see us all make endgame, even if that's a pipedream & a half
watch it be the wonder tribal that splits us apart, i suspect it's gonna be a split double
that's got a high chance of screwing me over, I defo wanna win immunity at 🔟, the cosmic deities that want to punish me for being immune be damned
Having the heads up 🔟 is interesting however, bc of the advantage menu we got
whatever the hell i do, SPARE THE LOLLIPOP FOR 🔟, SAFEKEEP THAT BITCH
i do NOT trust the ribeye to work when i need it to, im more likely to be voted for in cramped quarters
meaning im more likely to not vote at all
zigzag only becomes useful in super close margins, so im likely not gonna use it. p sure it saw action in S5️⃣, actually made a difference even, lets see
okayyyyy never the fuck mind it didnt impact a vote
saw use however, that part was right!
but im gonna use primarily/exclusively the lollipop & ribeye, the bread & butter advantages
they're likely getting played this tribal, the ribeye in particular
I'll just wait & see if i need to use any item or not, all I need to make sure is that my Lollipop is ready for F10. might play it at 12 then to send a message
potential ribeye at 11? ehhhh, we'll see
I think the Cabin will be more of a talking point than the weapon shop tomorrow, but during tribal the roles are gonna be reversed
now that ive went thru all possible advantage talk, what the fuck is going on in Virgoland
im actually not sure who he's loyal to anymore
tiffpermanent virgo's running this to marionette isnt he
Same guy btw
Which side is he on, does he want marionette in or out, dont waver on THIS of all topics
not sure what to make of the guy, does he want me to believe he's still loyal to #deleted-channel? Even tho he literally gave Safety to WOOFLEY?!?!?!?!
its hard to believe, im not sorry :/
i rlly need to see how virgo moves in a tough tribal, with ACTUAL stakes, cuz we're in jury/merge mfer, that naturally raises stakes
& we've had some realllll easy votes lately; the last toughie was u trying to put the vote on ore. dont come for oomfie like that 🤨
bro got impatient for 1️⃣ minute & said ight woofley u can have it, that's the real expose
the entire bazz -> virgo -> woofley -> vini -> ore saga is so... fascinating to me, cuz i think most of them had deals to protect the next person being saved
by the time it goes to me/kyle, yeah we're still involved in the deals, but it became a lot more cut-dry for us, particularly with kyle
& also Bazz saving Virgo there, i think his tr's in #punishments was merely split by groups (old school villains at top, new school villains right below, old school heroes below us, new school heroes technically dont count, stephen dead last)
Yet more reason to not trust Bazz at all, he looks like the best person to target here if not brent
Get another shot at Old School Villains if i can, it's a must honestly
think that's everything I can offer tonight
im gonna casually do the comp now in casual manner & then lose E P I C A L L Y 😎 😎 🔥 🔥 🗣️ 🗣️ 📯
You fuckers are trapped with me for the rest of the season now I hope you know
perks of being a juror is i can be annoying for a lot longer 🤭
JUST got on, genuinely, but i got something in my mind I want to sort thru
bc if i have this right, this is how safety chain played out:
- Virgo doesnt see anyone in #shawty-boots responding to him, goes to woofley bc she's present
- Still wants #shawty-boots safe so he asks her to save Kyle, thinking woofley/kyle are close
- Woofley goes up to Kyle & says she's only saving him if he can promise to save vini
- Kyle REJECTS THE OFFER, says she might as well save vini herself
- Woofley saves Vini, likely tells him abt Kyle not wanting to save him
- Naturally Vini won't want to save Kyle, goes to save another ally, but the fact Kyle was meant to be saved spreads to Ore somehow (not sure who)
- ORE decides to fulfill Virgo's desires & makes me save Kyle (which I was gonna do anyways)
Ore could have possibly told Kyle he was gonna try & swing the safety into HIS direction via giving it to me
mabe vini promised him that whoever he gave safety too, it couldn't be Kyle, since Vini/Ore seem p close
Same with Woofley/Ore cuz they're New School S8 Heroes. Woofley going out of her way to save Vini is the REAL shock to the system (but so is virgo still trusting woofley after the entire debacle)
I don't know if Vini already knows this or not, but telling Virgo basically means telling Vini since Virgo will leak it to him
Yeah I can see why Kyle thinks he's absolutely fucked, he botched the Vini relation BADDDDDDDD
Vini's a very crucial player for how this merge plays out, being on his bad side is basically asking to be an early juror
He also thinks Virgo is gonna flip on him at some point, which I've been stoking the flames of, my b 🫢
the "he's aligned with the most random ppl" argument is successful in making him scary, & i think he's the most likely of #shawty-boots to flip on us, ig Kyle thinks he'll flip for Vini to take Kyle out, that's the method
But Virgo currently has Brent blocked. On paper, so long as Brent's still in the game, Virgo won't flip on Vini, a Kyle vote wouldn't be able to stick per se
& Also on paper, with Brent winning Immunity, that means Kyle's automatically safe! No need to worry, right?
Taking Katie is such an interesting pull, but Brent's trying to take a Kyle ally away from the board, cuz he wants kyle OUT
He's mad kyle was the one to take out dallas, cuz brent's the kind of guy where even if he gets his desired outcome, he won't be happy with it if it didnt happen his way; He wasn't the one who took dallas out, therefore he doesnt like the outcome
Therefore he must come after the person who did take out dallas, & the blame isnt on Marionette bc:
- Marionette didnt speak to dallas until F14, so honestly fair enough
- dallas asked to go, according to Marionette
- Marionette is FARRRRRR from the threat that Kyle is
- (emphasis on this) Marionette is a goat
She's inactive, unreliable, barely talks game, she's Woofley with a lot less charm
So why look at her as the one who took out dallas? We all know that's bullshit & there were SOME mechanations behind the scenes to give her that power. Kyle literally betrayed dallas/cristen to give the power TO Marionette, so again it's not actually her impact, it's Kyle's
so therefore, Kyle becomes a Public Enemy
He thinks Me/Katie have better chances than him at survival, & since Katie wasn't in the call atp, really said I could make it
I'm assuming for the way I didn't scorch the Vini bridge, & am instead trying to patch it up. Katie im less confident on cuz she's just as much a threat as Kyle, if not more
a threat purge will claim her, how long can she last
As for me, I'm worried myself I won't make it far, cuz my physical game is not being ignored, people are SEEING how close I am to winning challenges, I was 1️⃣ "Jiv is the least allstar-worthy prejuror" away from winning F14, i was runner-up this past challenge despite trying to THROW 😭
over half the tribe didnt even finish the challenge, ig that's the meta going forward, even if it's got #production-scolding made as a result
a firing range where the hosts can call you out for not doing comps, bc the No-Strikes mechanic feels like its backfired
you gotta grow a backbone eventually, guess it starts with the next comp
But to reach next comp, I have to survive this vote, & I'm not sure what to do
Idt Woofley can go, this is the time to gas her up as a social threat, not to take her out, cuz without the seeds planted, she's gonna be outright impossible to take out. Esp if Brent's all up in KYLE'S ASS & not her's
The vote might fall onto Bazz/Sylvia, Bazz would be more my speed, but I'm fine with Sylvia going too. Would Virgo tho?
Bazz was the one who gave him the Safety, & he'll make his voice KNOWN if that's a bad outcome. So he might try & go for sylvia?
Virgo trusted her back at the sylvia vote, but im not sure how that stands now. Maybe Virgo tries making Ore the vote again 💀
I'll run that shit back to ore, idc, im tryna work with him (even if he's defo got other connections to watch out for)
Not having Social Queen Katie here is gonna make my info a lot more limited, but she's also willing to hide her Speedy Cola away from me, so maybe she's willing to obscure info anyways
That had me thinking, i prolly trust Katie less than Kyle atm, makes it MORE CLEAR katie has to go before kyle, but my top allegiance is with #six-chungus
Kyle said it in our VC cuz we were brainrotted to hell & back & i was like "Heyyyy, that should be the alliance name!"
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it was either that or something involving Haff, he was a legend in the 2020 org space (hence all the FUCKING EMOJIS kyle ha(ff)s of him
First alliance vc i've been a part of, I was mostly sitting in there until I saw the cabin results, ended up not even being in the vc during cabin results cuz my internet was downright atrocious for most of yesterday
Hopefully its better today, i'd rather it be on tribals 😵💫
In terms of texts, everyone but Enya/Virgo has sent me stuff, so I gotta get thru it all at a somewhat fast pace
Cristen might actually be one of the easier ones, since the break day ended, our convo flow got discarded & now we got a different, downgraded vibe going on. More blocky, less fluid, makes me go "welllll, if enya WERE to target cristen, go ahead"
Enya knows he has to play like a LUNATIC if he wants any shot at winning, completely cracked gameplay, so its real funny he's someone ive not gotten a text from 😷 the cracked gameplay is on display!
He apparently thinks Brent's the most forthcoming with information, which is the kind of insanity that checks out, but also makes Brent's side more of a problem. The whole time ive been saying Brent/Bazz/Sylvia, but you might need to throw Enya in there as a tertiary member
not sure how he connects with Bazz/Sylvia exactly, but he's all the way there with Brent
That affects trust rankings. which im gonna do rn
-# also woofley's advantage apparently only works for the first 3️⃣ hours of a given round, but I had to go thru the Fiovivor Mastersheet for that
-# i didnt find space to mention it so im putting it here, makes more sense now why Brent played in this challenge, it was announced while she was fucking asleep 💀
1️⃣ Kyle
2️⃣ Ore
3️⃣ Katie
4️⃣ Vini
5️⃣ Marionette
6️⃣ Virgo
7️⃣ Enya
8️⃣ Cristen
9️⃣ Woofley
🔟 Sylvia
11: Brent
12: Bazz
1-6 are allies, idk what to make of enya yet, & 8-12 are the ppl im fine with going this tribal, idt we're rlly working together
i had a convenient excuse to not be present for tribal since dinner was here
panda express, they gave me the fried rice with peas instead of the white steamed rice, Virgo's gonna giggle when he hears this
he's also gonna giggle when he knows my sister overheard "if im wrong, I'll suck ur dick" when I was in vc with him
I was in a vc with Virgo for the last 32 minutes of tribal, & jesus FUCK i could barely talk to others throughout
tiffpermanent this is so fucking awful
going from why would i want ore out to "this vote fucking sucks" can only be explained by me SEVERELY wanting Cristen out in the last 30 minutes, & heavily preferring her to go over either marionette/ore
I can't vote out my #2 like that, im sorry to everyone
final vote count was 9-3, but rlly it was more like 8-4 cuz i ribeyed & marionette/ore both used lollipops
I genuinely dont trust Cristen anymore if she (accurately) predicted i didnt want ore out
I had to talk Kyle out of voting Ore, so bullet dodged there
bc i couldnt in my heart vote him out, he's my #2️⃣ for a reason (Virgo thinks im not in his Top 2️⃣, & maybe woofley/vini fills that spot)
but i trust ore more than Marionette, cuz marionette i HAVE to rely on Virgo's goodword that she's with me, cuz she doesnt talk game with me! The vibe was completely off after the griffin vote
Oh, the main reason Virgo wants Ore out bad is bc Ore's a floater. He's just gonna go with whatever majority wants, he won't stick his neck out for me. He doesnt know ive been sticking my neck out for him, until now atleast
but I think he'll save me from danger to repay the favor. He technically already did it with the safety chain (which caused Cristen to not want me in this Ore vote in the first place)
Bazz/Cristen were the ones who VIrgo spoke to abt the plan, Kyle was more of a secondary figure. Those 2️⃣ didnt want to say a name so Virgo went "Fine, im gonna say it!" & picked up his Ore push from the Riley vote
tiffpermanent I genuinely dont trust Cristen anymore if she (accurately) predicted i didnt wan...
she freaked the fuck OUTTTTTTTT hearing I knew of the vote
She thought everyone knew of the vote, & potentially think I leaked it to everyone? When I only told Woofley/Ore abt it, & Ore learned from kyle
but if kyle wasn't an initial part of the Ore vote, then that + Cristen's reputation as a leak can explain why Virgo thought Cristen leaked the Ore vote, to ORE 💀 cuz i lied & said i first heard of the vote thru ore himself
I wanna protect Kyle from as much blowback as possible, even tho he's naturally gonna get it
Ore asked if i can ribeye & i said sure, so i used it. Only ribeye used, glad it went well 👍
Final vote count (discarding weapons) was 8-3? marionette/virgo/cristen voted in minority, everyone else was maj
ik bazz voted marionette cuz of the fucking parchment, he always includes his face in it
This might be the most game ive spoken with Sylvia all season, which is a genuine step up from before
Her stocks rise bc why the fuck was i hearing from HER abt an ore vote before any of virgo/cristen/bazz? I'll give virgo a lil slack cuz he wanted to tell me in vc what was going on, that took time
but i severely look down on bazz/cristen for all this
HOW AM I GONNA EXPLAIN THIS TO KATIE?
ACTUALLY 😭 THIS IS FUCKING TERRIBLE FOR OUR TRUST
she's not trusting me ever again going forward there's actually no shot
is this W damage control?
The narrative im gonna run with is "i dont want to be part of a vote if my involvement is hotly debated" bc its real! Why would i wanna flip when i KNOW other ppl didnt want me in the know?
tiffpermanent - Loser ~ Beck
- Myth ~ Beach House
- Two Fish & an Elephant ~ Khruangbin
- Carr...
- Loser ~ Beck
- Myth ~ Beach House
- Two Fish & an Elephant ~ Khruangbin
- Carry Me Ohio ~ Sun Kil Moon
- (I Just) Died In Your Arms ~ Cutting Crew
- Music ~ Underscores
- Pure Grinding ~ Avicii
- Mr. Jones ~ Counting Crows
- Reality TV Argument Bleeds ~ Wednesday
- Die With a Smile ~ Lady Gaga & Bruno Mars
- TROPIC BIRDS ~ Masayoshi Takanaka
- COMPOSITION XI ~ Lil Darkie
- 2007 ~ JID
looks like im gonna neeD to go on spotify for this challenge if i wanna win it
I think im gonna try in this one, seems fun
gonna find a song that can fit each image, & then choose the one i feel most confident in
mellowcat17 u never aurafarmed on a weak cast??
i'm usually the one getting aurafarmed on
id say atp im average at org comps, but each org has 2️⃣ above average or great comp beasts
there's always competition for the crown
LMAO U SAW JEFFREY EPSTEIN & BOYKISSER
in ✨ H y p e r b o r e a s ✨
mellowcat17 catfishing as fio is like the exact opposite objective of catfishing
but if im fio, no one will know its me who's got the legussy
feeling the spirit for a #confessional tonight bc a lot went down
enjoy the graphics i spent a lot of time on
But I'm not sure what my spot looks like moving forward. I was talking abt that with Bazz actually before the vote blew up, but I think I got more answers exiting that tribal
Ore/Vini/Woofley are a VERY public trio now, lots of focus have been put on them, mainly cuz that's:
- A group of ppl during Safety Chain
- Ore went to them specifically about the vote being on him
But he went around talking to others however, meaning there's more connections im less aware of. One of them might be Enya
An absolute blind spot, i wasn't able to talk game at ALL with him, his ass was busy with work & calling his bf
by the time he WAS present, there was 1️⃣ hour before deadline & i was being put in a whole ass blender
Virgo's the blender, he wanted not only Marionette to be saved, but also Ore out.
OUTTTTTTTTT
"He's a floater, he won't save you if ur in danger, he's more loyal to brent than marionette is!" were all arguments virgo gave me, & lowkey all of them could fit marionette, even the Brent one
- What the fuck has Marionette done? Eliminating dallas was a Kyle move, & we didnt talk game since griffin left
- Marionette wasn't gonna save me if im in danger, what power does she hold? + Ore is someone who tries to repay favors, & I just saved him BIG time
- Marionette heard from BRENT that he wanted Kyle out, & afaik it's not like marionette/brent ever stopped talking game with each other the way me & esp virgo have
If anything, Ore might actually be anti-villains, cuz he doesnt talk to old school, & new school just targeted him
me being his Exception to the Rule™
but amongst the heroes he seems very well-connected, he gets to ur responses INSTANTLY, he's an absolute chatty kathy
Supreme social game id say, & solid enough strategic game. Idt I can take him to the end
esp when he has other options in Woofley/Vini, who are lower level threats (woofley can be a goat depending on the person u ask)
From firsthand experience, only talking game with certain ppl & walling out the others, it makes u come off as a goat
Gabe, my conf buddy, actually hosted the szn im talking abt! HE KNOWS from secondhand experience of hosting me, it wouldn't have ended well had i made final tribal
& atp im prob one of the larger threats in the game, esp with how influential i was to this vote + physical game so fuck it man, let's see how far i go
im gonna lose, but HOW am i gonna lose
what placement can i give myself under the right conditions?
I do believe i held the most influence over the last vote, even tho i didnt have the power nor time to try & take Cristen out. I'll try again this time if I lose immunity (which i think i ultimately will)
actually cristen might go to cabin, what if i killed myself
Katie's not been forthcoming abt her Cabin experience besides Brent thinking Kyle's out, bro thought his seeds meant smth 💀
When the talk was basically "the brent/kyle clash of next round is gonna be EPIC 🤩 i cant wait to watch it go down!"
Brent's being used as a shield atp, one who's got a little more juice left in the tank, esp if he won the cabin fight
maybe i should win a challenge to see what its like, but as i mentioned earlier, the physical game is my most UNreliable part
I can't bank on it like xSoul can, or even Brent
oh did Woofley ever use her advantage? Idk if she did or not
That's another thing to consider, she can fuck someone over from competing & voting, anyone she (dis)likes
idk if woofley has until 3️⃣ hours after banners are posted or 3️⃣ hours after the challenge is posted, both seem viable
if its after the comp then that's another challenge announcement she was prob asleep for 😵💫
Speaking of challenge, I'll prob give thoughts on the other players' pick for the comp after results, to see if i agree with the choices ornot
Hopefully I actually have Katie with me this time for tribal, i missed her presence dearly in the final few hours of the vote
tiffpermanent going from why would i want ore out to "this vote fucking sucks" can only be exp...
If u want the recap of the last vote, go to this point, i basically did a mini-conf on the final 30 minutes
hated that there was nothing going on for most of the day, 5:52pm (so almost 3️⃣ hours before the vote) was when Kyle mentioned Marionette's name being out there, & it was abt 90 minutes left when the Ore vote started getting traction
Bazz thought the Ore push was fake at one point? Until ig Virgo willed it into existence
but this feels very... false. like he KNEW virgo was trying to make it happen & that if the votes were there, he'd go for it
he = virgo & bazz, they can both fit the bill
He also only mentioned the ore vote after he knew virgo introduced it to me, despite cristen (clocking) that I already knew before virgo
Virgo just thinks cristen leaked bc... she pointed out me already knowing, & is known as a leak
Kyle's gonna exposed really fucking quick esp with how Me/Ore prob handled the knowledge of an ore push, but oh well
we BOTH want Kyle to stay; Ore wants the info, shit i want the info too sfkhgskfhgsk
but me kyle are PALS, and we are OOMFS who tried to work this vote out TOGETHER
so i definitely feel best abt him now, I'm worried Katie's cooling off on me in return
that can make for an interesting dynamic 😵💫 😷 😮💨
wondering how far the "BAZZ was pushing ore" thing will go
p sure i said that in heat of the moment cuz i had JUST learned bazz was in on the ore vote
Bazz voting Marionette after all that is some snake shit, me/kyle are prob on snake shit too tbf 💀 💀
esp Kyle, HE ALMOST VOTEd FOR ORE, it took me not doing it for him to back down
& Marionette going is defo bad shortterm, which ore going also would be (WHYYYYY couldnt we vote out cristen 😭), but longterm it might play out in our favor, that was the initial rationale
but the rationale hinged on Virgo being less likely to flip on us, & we pissed him off voting Marionette, you've seen his message in #shawty-boots right?
This represents everything BUT happy thoughts
& we were his top allies OUUUUU we fumbled there, let's hope something bad doesnt happen
he was saying a bunch we can get cristen out this vote, but he/cristen just voted together in the minority, so im more hesitant to believe he'd do it now
also i wanna bring up Vini briefly, we basically didnt talk during the stretch Ore was in danger, & HE WAS here. Keeping note, im not near his higher end of allies
idt i am for most ppl honestly, which is why I feel confused on my spot. I got Ore/Kyle, who else does that leave?
Sylvia? Who wanted a group of herself/me/virgo/marionette, which was badly timed cuz GUESS WHO VOTEd MARIONETTE OUT 💅
so im most curious to see how our relationship develops now, it felt like we were somewhat talking for once! This majorly shakes up the game!
She propped herself up as a swing vote, which like... i guess i can see, but I was more of a swing than her, & I think everyone knew that 😮💨
my threat level is popping, & it's gonna get me popped eventually
but it was worth it to make the jury right? I'm the lone S4 alum left, while I dont feel the same burden to represent my szn the same way i did in Kongvivor, both of us making merge will do that (+ not being instantly targeted), there's still quite a bit of road before the end
fail to win & xsoul is hitting me with the stupid emoji. It's win or be called stupid
i gotta evade that shit as much as i can 💀 esp cuz he can still get his licks in while im playing, cue my reaction to F14 Immunity results
oh yeah LASTLY, MY RIBEYE WAS A WASTE
I think the next time I can use it is at Final 🔟, the wonder round for the Gabester
still no clue what wonder is ahead, but having more options would be nice. I can use my lollipop this round if i want to make sure I don't cave in to impulse at 11 & have it on me for 10
I feel safer using a Lollipop for the wonder round than I do the Ribeye, the difference is if ur targeted or not. Lollipop can make it a lillll bit tougher to take you out, ribeye means u lose ur VOTE if get votes
& in the event im targeted during this wonder tribal, i wanna make it harder to take me out
but the goal's to not play it at 11, i think that's the round i REALLY go & gun for immunity
I wonder how my ribeye use is being perceived rn, it's definitely overkill given I killed the ore vote from gaining majority
hopefully its not too too negative
but I've got an interesting trust ranking ahead of me
1️⃣ Kyle
2️⃣ Ore
3️⃣ Katie
4️⃣ Virgo
5️⃣ SYLVIA??
6️⃣ Vini
7️⃣ Woofley
8️⃣ Enya
9️⃣ Brent
🔟 Bazz
11: Cristen
1-2 are the only ppl i actually trust, 3-6 are the maybes(?), & 7-11 have issues (woofley being a fringe case but still there)
im actually so scared to read the virgo dms
with the little chat, im scared of a lot of social interactions 😭 😵💫 🪦 😷 😮💨
are yall ready to see me get 12th?
HE WANTS TO KNOW IF I WANT BRENT OUT, THAT'S ACCEPTABLE
nobody else is online so im gonna parlay that into a conf
Brent/Cristen are my most desired targets this round, with Bazz being a close third. I don't trust any of them to wanna work with me, & it looks like Brent could be trying to get a hit on me this time around
doesnt wanna keep fighting with Kyle, so he's trying to make amends with him. & if ppl think they're still beefing when they actually arent, perfect! They can be a stealthy duo that no one sees coming
& i think it could fall on me cuz he outright asked if he wants to flip on me, Kyle said "Sure!"
it could also be against virgo however, since he's got the guy blocked, & Virgo himself is scared of that
scared of Brent clapping back. It's hard to take out a guy like Brent, he knows how to stir enough shit to get out of most situations, & he's likely got an advantage on his side with the cabin visit
That's my primary suspicion with it, & Katie hasn't been helpful in saying what went on there besides Brent thinking Kyle was going last vote
but she instead tells me abt getting the exact same advantage I got in S4, from the SAFARI? HELLO?
apparently she told Kyle about it too, what the fuck Kyle?
I'm flummoxed, that actually caught me off guard
But okayyyyy, ALRIGHTY then, guess we got a "basically" extra vote! Helpful, esp when I won't be able to use my own weapons rn
can't until 🔟, so I feel like a sitting duck here
meanwhile, enya takes sylvia, which i would have done, hopefully this isnt giving sylvia another advantage 💀 the half-idol has caused enough controversy & distrust as is, i dont want it fucking up thing which seems to be improving!
never mind the fact she didnt text me all day. Same thing with Vini, & the Vini ghosting is more concerning
Ore's never turning on him rn, idt he does for a good while, but he's not putting in the effort with me
My game actually sucks rn holy shit
I can't shake the feeling im playing an unremarkable amount of bad
nothing like Bhanu/Q levels of atrocious, more like Moriah if anything
- Brent's after me (Bazz likely follows suit)
- Cristen's wary of me
- I'm not locked in with Enya at ALL (more on this in a sec)
- Vini doesnt value me
- Virgo's upset to some extent & I'm worried he's opping me
- Woofley hasn't chosen me as one of the ppl she talks game with
there's HOPE with woofley, she sent me a friend request earlier, & she hasn't sent one to bazz/brent/Enya/Sylvia/Virgo, that's almost half the tribe
so on a trust ranking of 11, im smack dab in the middle
given 2️⃣ of those ppl she's not friends with isnt here, i gotta hope she locks in on bazz/brent going
& Virgo's not gonna want Bazz out in the slightest, it HAS to be brent or bust
tiffpermanent given 2️⃣ of those ppl she's not friends with isnt here, i gotta hope she lo...
Speaking of ppl who isnt here, I wanna get back to Enya, how we're unlocked
We only chitchatted during the day, all the while he talks lots of game with Kyle, he straight up said who he's taking to the Cabin to Katie, & i get the feeling Ore told him to vote Marionette
& me/enya are just sitting here talking abt north carolina & katy perry
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we arent, allies. I'm worried it's too late to change this, but that mindset is gonna hold me back from trying, & i have to try
not a fan of my spot rn, I have to see if things can change around here
It'll have to be next round tho so hopefully i make it there, it's not guarantee I survive
Brent is 2/2 in beating my ass in placement, this could end the same way
But i dont trust him, he's been pretty against me since i saved Kyle & not Marionette (look who's in the game still & look who isnt, BITCH)
I rlly only trust kyle/katie/ore, but its a kinda for katie
genuinely where did this Tiff Advantage (as im calling it since i owned it) come from????
As for the rest of today, it felt kinda slow, esp as i was waiting for results
I think the following lead to my bad reaction to the results:
- I thought I was a frontrunner to win
- Seemed like a challenge I needed to win
- Wanting to go to the Cabin
Primarily the first 2️⃣, but i cant discard the last rzn
but im gonna have to deal with the loss, accept it & make the most of it
same with no weapon use until 🔟, it's all an obstacle i must overcome
shorter conf for tonight, but i dont rlly care honestly, here's trust rankings
dont be surprised if shit barely changes from last time
1️⃣ Kyle
2️⃣ Katie
3️⃣ Ore
4️⃣ Virgo
5️⃣ Woofley
6️⃣ Sylvia
7️⃣ Vini
8️⃣ Enya
9️⃣ Cristen
🔟 Bazz
11: Brent
1-3 are the ppl i trust, 4-7 are the "MAYBE i can count on them but not fully" pile, & 8-11 i dont trust outright
WHY?
~ Katie goes up bc leaking the 3-in-1 is pretty potent stuff + her leaking Enya's Cabin plans. Good sign of trust
~ Ore goes down cuz he's comparatively leaked less + his Woofley/Vini stuff means im likely his #3️⃣ rn
~ Woofley's friend request gives her her highest position yet, but Idk if we're actually allies or not 😵💫 the FOUNdATION is there, but tomorrow settles if we can actually work together
~ Sylvia never texted since tribal ended, so she goes down as a result. Hoping our flame didnt burn out
~ Vini hasn't spoken in even LONGER time, so he also goes down. Close to being someone I outright dont trust
~ Cristen going up is meaningless since I don't actually trust her, but she might be less likely to vote me than the Bottom 2️⃣? She prolly doin it anyways for fucking up the Ore vote LMAO
~ Bazz didnt speak all day + i feel like he'll want to vote me out here. Also surprise flipping on ur own plan is sus behavior, he STILL just wants to fit in with majority, this fucking snake 😭
~ Brent's like, almost confirmed after me, so I gotta take the big swipe at him NOW, & hope he doesn't pull of a heist swiping me
gonna be it for confs tonight
idt i was close to hitting the character limit this time for the explanation, but im gonna start mentally prepping myself for this being my last night here
i really feel im catching 12th, & Marionette's gonna blow raspberries at me & Virgo will be like "i told u to keep marionette & that ore wouldnt save you" & im gonna be all dejected over the loss & then prob not care abt the game in like a week
Let's see what tomorrow brings! 👍 Prob pain & barely any names
tho Virgo might get the push on Brent started early? If he's pitching it at 1️⃣am
go ahead my guy, I'll see you at 3️⃣pm & check if motion occurs from it 🫡
got https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jfiPCXSwfg0 on now
SiIvaGunner
Music: Slider (July 29, 1995 build)
Composer: Koji Kondo
Playlist: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLL0CQjrcN8D2GKbqapABe1mpDWysh9MiW
Platform: Nintendo 64
Please read the channel description.
good mashup, but without the lyrics
this is actually a horrific outcome
cant put it back any longer, gotta conf it out
With Brent gone, virgo ABSOLUTELY shifts full loyalty to Bazz/Sylvia/Cristen, & he defo knows atp he's the 4️⃣th in #shawty-boots
ore/woofley/enya are seemingly their own trio, with Vini hovering around as a tertiary piece
& then there's #six-chungus, who're looking to work with ore/woofley/enya for the time being, but we cant ride with that forever
Vini voted with Bazz/Cristen to put "strays" on Kyle, but the way Cristen has framed it, yeah, no, she wanted Kyle out
that was an assassination attempt
that proceeded to fail cuz brent did his brent thing & everyone's thoughts on the guy has turned into this
I'm gonna keep bringing his name up cuz he's not above me, is med school meant to be a flex to care about?
But Cristen winning immunity can result in her picking either bazz/sylvia/virgo, REALLY limiting my options on who to take out
I think its gonna be bazz specifically, since they've worked in tandem all of merge so far, so both parties visiting the cabin saves both their skin
& it makes tribal a real shitshow 😵💫
Ore/Enya/Woofley probbb try & push Virgo? esp after virgo took ore out of the challenge, the beef is clearly there
but idk if virgo going is right :/
Feels too pre-emptive for my liking. but if it all becomes ore vs virgo then im not gonna have much choice in this
Vini's quasi-immune since the only ppl who want him out RIGHT NOW is #six-chungus, & yeah, 🆗, we're the "swings", but not in the ability to swing ppl to vote how we want
only swing in the favor of others
there's also a potential Kyle vote, but i think Cristen going to Cabin will make that harder
not like itll be fully squashed, vini/bazz will prob entertain it, particularly vini
the con of outright rejecting to save someone in a safety chain is they're holding that grudge until you fucking die.
so we'll have to fend off vini. In the meantime, I'll keep planting seeds of "watch out for him"
Ore now knows Vini was the last Kyle vote, & if i ever want a vini vote to happen, the influence will have to stem from this guy
i KNOW woofley wont fucking do it, & i dont trust my connections with anyone out of #six-chungus to want it as well
maybe i can point out vini voting kyle to woofley. see what the reaction is there
she didnt want ANYONE stray voting, she preferred everyone piling up on brent, & accepting death if she got idoled out
fuck it let's see where it takes me, spur of the moment gameplay
To answer the conf question, specifically abt what my arc is looking like this szn, I dont know, & i dont know how it ties to S4
my pre & postmerge storylines in S4 are basically different stories: One was overplaying & nearly paying the price for it, the other was lying low & infiltrating the majority
here this time around, well I got thru the Lindsey vote on the very first round of the season
Lowkey i think my legacy advantage decides how my story goes this szn. Either i gift it to someone else & watch it impact the F6 round, or i keep it & do the unSPEAKABLE (bank on a comp run)
My story this szn is also attached to #six-chungus, being close allies with Katie/xSoul
yeah that's my legacy ig, working with the power couple of S9️⃣, on diff szns
that's the connecting piece from then & now; repeating history would mean Katie wins this time, but id rather it be me this time
Katie's just the backup (cuz kyle, love him, is idgafing rn)
so im hoping to win, hoping my legacy adv comes to good use, & im hoping to be on the opposite of Worst Alliance, & win Best Alliance!
Fio wants to know my thoughts on the cabin twist, & honestly its thrown an interesting wrinkle, but i dont think I'll get to see it personally
& no one has told me what actually goes on INSIdE the cabin, it's a complete mystery
seriously have to ask katie at some point abt it
means im 1️⃣ round away from the wonder tribal, & im honestly dreading it
if brent played only a ribeye at his elim, either Katie won the advantage, or there IS no advantage available at the cabin
if its the latter, then reboot the auction theory, it's prob on the menu
right after wonder tribal (shit, wonder tribal could be advantage OVERLOAd)
so the future looks very shaky & unpredictable, i wont be able to make a good guess on what's next
with all this bullshit potentially in the way. i gotta get thru this vote tho
wish me luck in that department 🫡
coulda done decent in the challenge if i remembered the comp was semi-live
Here's my stupid ass, going thru apple woods on mystery dungeon, dealing with this fuckass skuntank, oblivious to the ongoing challenge until it was too late
It was entirely avoidable as well, that's the worst part
Tribal's gonna have extra time attached to it, cant wait for it to not be utilized 👍
But yah being the first boot of the comp sucks, it doubles down on me being atrocious as social comps, even tho this one was accidental 😭
that's the 3️⃣rd time ive gotten last in a comp, YES im counting majority rules as a comp, im truly all or nothing
if i gotta deal with another fuckass touchy subjects at Final 7️⃣ just chalk me up as last for that one as well
touchy in general idt im gonna do good in, majority rules is the proof 😵💫
& enya's really fucking good at comps, he's more likely to beast things out
this vote gonna determine his threat level going forward, rn it's at a whopping 0️⃣
but pulling some strings can cause it to go up, & mayyyyybe he becomes a bigger target for ppl? Enya's very much gotta go soon, like 9️⃣ or so
the later u let him thru, the more likely it is that he comps out, which basically means i cant comp out
& i might need immunities to survive the endgame
But ill try surviving the vote for now, & actually end the conf here
I'll do the trust rankings tonight
that's me, I think you know its me Cristen
good evening everyone, coming at you LIVE from the Fluff Puff Cabin
I'm right next to cristen, who's currently talking in circles abt why I'm even here in the first place. She's felt the need to explain for pretty fair reasons: I wasn't expecting to be here
at the final section of the challenge, a deal was made where whoever won immunity would also take the runner-up! Katie was queenmaker, & it was settled on Sylvia going since she'd be busy for the rest of today & all of tomorrow
But, Cristen thought "why tf should she get another cabin stay, fuck that noise!" & then proceeded to pick me
Here's the thing: From how she frames it, she's doing this to fuck my side over
I'm a core part of my ally's side of things, & my connections are bountiful, so by taking me out, people would start squirming around
This is me being the engine that runs my side. Evidently, im a monsterous threat, in one of the better spots (amongst my side)
I have to hope Katie/Kyle/Woofley/Ore/Enya band together & get out either Sylvia/Bazz here, cuz Virgo's not doing that shit
& wanting to appease Virgo has nearly affected a vote already at 13. That only got shut down bc i didnt want Ore gone, i preferred...
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well, half the tribe going over either marionette or ore, but since no one wanted to flip it on cristen, Marionette got the push
With me out of the picture, I can picture Virgo licking his chops for Ore Round 3️⃣ (round 1 being the riley vote)
But Bazz/Vini also tried to get Kyle out last vote, would have succeeded if Brent lollipop'd & voted Kyle
so i got rlly rlly lucky with that outcome, Kyle using the zigzag nearly fucked everything up 😵💫 ☠️ 🪦
He really benefited from me staying, as he's become a lotttttt more vulnerable otherwise. So now bazz/vini are licking their chops at a KYLE VOTE
Opportunity exists all around for my game to be flipped upside down, all bc Cristen went rogue & picked me
keep in mind, i was NOT campaigning to go to the cabin with her, im not sure if i even addressed it
& Sylvia/Bazz/Kyle WERE campaigning to her, Kyle got some gumption thinking his pitch would work
But now im at the mercy of... i think everyone? To say I feel safe would be complex, cuz rn yes i AM safe, in the literal sense. But longterm? My future looks wobbly & on the verge of collapsing
tiffpermanent I have to hope Katie/Kyle/Woofley/Ore/Enya band together & get out either Sylvia...
everyone here except Enya is my future, bc im now 3/3 in not getting to lock in strategically with Enya
& he's already got allies in Ore/Kyle, it's too late for us
He's gonna make the move against me soon, id be his first target since we're only tertiary allies & not a real deal
so i have to try & get him out very soon, Final 9️⃣ or so, which is gonna be ass cuz:
- What if he wins immunity, he's CRACKEd at challenges?
- He's got a connection to Sylvia so I can't rely on the old school side of things
- New School's obviously all over him, they're not voting out an ally
It feels like im meant to lose this battle bc me/enya went to the cabin at separate times
He's only gonna see me as a threat, im going to be an obstacle in his way to his actual allegiances
& Enya's not the only person who I basically cant call an ally anymore cuz of the cabin visit
Sylvia/Vini are basically enemies now, esp Vini with his anti-Kyle push
i had to set him up as a problem child, so earlier i went to woofley & told her abt vini voting kyle last round
she opened up immensely as a result, the furthest look ive ever gotten inside her mind
So some parts of the day were rather successful. In the sea of red flags & uncertainty, I can look at that as a stepping stone for the future
If i wanna talk red flags tho, Ore mentioned after the chally that Katie essentially said "both of u fuck off so that me/kyle can control this tribal". He obviously sees them as close, & my fear is he's gonna try & pull some shit on Katie as a result
maybe not now, but prolly 9️⃣. This round after the wonder tribal is gonna be monumental to the game
There's no advantages in the cabin as far as i see, & fio LOVES having advantages in the game. So F9️⃣ is auction
Wonder tribal gonna host its own bullshit too, maybe its a "simultaneously compete for immunity & vote at tribal" kind of twist, & the winner negates all votes against them
It sounds "wonderful" enough, & we gotta start speeding up the szn if we want that April 17th enddate
the strat there's to go for someone who sucks ass at challenges, i can see virgo going there
im gonna have to turn against the guy soon anyways, he's working with all the wrong ppl
tiffpermanent Sylvia/Vini are basically enemies now, esp Vini with his anti-Kyle push
Sylvia i had a whole tangent abt her lackluster social game. I truly did get a whopping 2️⃣ texts from her in the span of 4️⃣ days, not in the way i expected 💀
idt it's gonna work out between us if she's only putting in effort when its time to vote, & is completely chill ignoring me otherwise
I'll keep the facade up with her, but im HOPING its her tonight. Bazz would be even better
dont make me take this motherfucker out with my own bare hands, PLEASE everyone 😭 🥺 🙏
& Lastly, for the mistress who sent me here, I'd rather work with Fergie over her
She's trying to set me up for failure, & IT'S WORKING
She's also idgaf to the point of not listening to anyone, even her allies, which shows cooperation will be hard to deal with
cuz she'll do her own thing without warning, literally what loose cannons are made of
Her winning immunity is proving to be a nightmare scenario, & now its up to me to figure out how to get past it & overcome
if i actively chose someone to lose immunity it'd be bazz, so she might win no matter what
but also next time im gonna remember the challenge being semi-live, & not fuck around on mystery dungeon
im prob gonna fuck around on mystery dungeon tomorrow, I got an exeggutor named Shie :3
& to showcase where Shie would lie, im putting him on the trust ranking
1️⃣ Kyle
2️⃣ Katie
3️⃣ Ore
4️⃣ Woofley
--- SHIE ---
5️⃣ Virgo
6️⃣ Sylvia
7️⃣ Vini
8️⃣ Enya
9️⃣ Bazz
🔟 Cristen
Shie represents the line of trust; If ur above him, congratulations, i trust u! If ur below him however, then ur gonna come for me or we simply can't make it work
This can very well be my last confessional in the game, because my game got absolutely ruined!
By a tribal i was forcibly yanked out of, therefore I couldn't impact ANYTHING that went down
Virgo got the green light to force an Ore vote into existence, got Sylvia on board for... reasons, she's not said a word all day, so idk her pov
From there, he took the ruminating Kyle vote to strongarm Katie/Kyle into voting out Ore, saying Kyle would leave if he didnt do this or that. Kyle used the lollipop, Virgo used the vote blocker
I dont know how the extra Ore vote came to be, this could be Katie using her 3-in-1
all of this to say ore/woofley voted for FUCKING SYLVIA, & NOW WOOFLEY LEFT TRIBAL
CUZ SHE'S SCAREd, SHE GOT LIEd TO BY HER CLOSEST ALLIES
dont think she would have even been the vote; I think it's 1️⃣ of #six-chungus if im being frank
I think katie/kyle made a Worst Move caliber play here, they just SEVERELY weakened themselves bc the threat, THE THREAT, OF ORE/WOOFLEY FLIPPING was too much
in what fucking universe is woofley voting out Kyle?
I quasi get it for Ore cuz Kyle damn near voted the guy out, Ore knew that, & getting revenge on Kyle wouldn't be new
But Woofley was never fucking voting him out, ESPECIALLY NOW
who the hell can we rely on for this tribal, are yall banking on Virgo/Sylvia? What's Sylvia's agenda here?
What is her next move? Can you predict that?
Virgo is someone they could bank on more, but he's coming after me so why the fuck should i keep him around
He's voting me, & i think he can get majority on me here
Our relationship's completely gone to shit cuz had the biggest hard-on to target ore, & this kind of anger id also hold if he voted out Kyle ftr
@xSoul {S4; S9} just saw the pfp change but ngl if virgo went after katie, id be less mad than if kyle/ore left
atleast with Katie ik full well she has to go if i want to win, never letting her make ftc
Kyle/Ore (ESPECIALLY ORE) were legitimate final tribal candidates for me
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This is the second szn now i've had a disastrous F11 round, cuz i got legit blindsided by the Lindsey vote, it was straight HORRIBLE for me
So now I enter Final 🔟, with a group of 3️⃣, going up against an interconnected web of ppl
Key differences however: #six-chungus weren't tanking their games the way Sylveon Squad was, which makes me want to be more loyal to them
another difference is my connections SUCK 😭. they did the first time around, but i also provably had emp/georgia to fall on, that made flipping feel safer
Who's the emp/georgia in this scenario, woofley? The person who up & left tribal?
CRISTEN?
Am i meant to rely on HER?
genuinely might have to, cuz sylvia/bazz dont fucking talk ever, Enya doesnt talk game, we've basically not had a tribal together yet
So it comes down to Cristen & MAYBE vini, but vini's both inac rn & gung-ho on kyle leaving
kill me already, snap my neck like mimikyu
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& now i only got abt 24-ish hours (might be more with the poll) to reconnect with ppl & ALSO figure out a vote
Talk abt a garbage hand, I don't have the leverage anymore to play aggro, im gonna have to take a step back
I'm no swing vote, that's for certain. I already got the vote in for virgo tho, I pre-cooked it
Locked & loaded from the night Brent left, maybe my mind saw the future
But im willing to switch it if i hear a plausible majority on any non-katie/kyle, id rather vote in the minority than take out either of them
& voting Katie would be dumb as hell for me when ik she's using Speedy Cola, getting 200 makes her a STRONGGGG candidate for immunity
so its truly between me/kyle. Kyle's had the hitlist out for ages, but i might be more agreeable of a vote
+ i think kyle's a bigger threat than me currently, double-edge sword that is
Fuck im relying on cristen, & I'll let her know of that too
Remember when I said i exited the round trusting her the least? Well im gonna have to trust her like a top tier ally going forward, SHE MIGHT BE MY FUCKING EMP 😭
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woofley would be georgia, im writing it all down in my head
What becomes of Vini after Kyle goes? is he coming after me next, am i on his shitlist?
I'm gonna have to assess that with him, have the honest/open talk & see where it goes
one downside of this vote is everyone's gonna be fucking BUSY with easter, so i wont be able to get the socializing in like i want
im gonna be sitting here all alone waiting for someone else to come on so i can speak to them, while everyone else is gonna be with family, stressing over this vote cuz its the Stray Votes From Hell that cristen was talking abt
took her 2️⃣ rounds, but it seems to actually be coming true!
Why would you want to dogpile on someone when they can win the challenge, it'd be easier to split the votes
I might do the same shit as them, idk on who but that'll come to me later
i didnt do the "calculating individual comp performance" thingy like i was planning too, so it's either do that after the conf or do it never
Think that's all i can say tonight, cuz vini/bazz/sylvia all said jack shit to me, despite them being online from what i can tell
like say you hate me & dont think im cool, its not 🆗 but i wont let u know that
now who's ready for TRUST RANKINGSSSSSSSS :3333333333333333
1️⃣ Kyle
2️⃣ Katie
3️⃣ Woofley
4️⃣ Cristen (this is how you know it's cooked for me)
5️⃣ Sylvia
6️⃣ Vini
7️⃣ Enya
8️⃣ Bazz
9️⃣ Virgo
I only trust 1-3 🥴 LMAOOOOO
If we ignored the whole "getting targeted & katie using immunity" incident, today was boring!
Only problem: we can't ignore that, & im not gonna do that myself
day rlly was a nothing burger until like, the final 90 minutes cuz i heard NOTHING go down, like actual nothing
especially regarding the vote, which had me nervous. I had suspected virgo was gonna try & push for me, so it felt like majority was outright on me
Come to find out, on the exact Final Hour mark, he's badmouthing me! I'm worthy of 1️⃣ whole slap in the face matter of fact
My reward for being openly against him, i wouldve cared a lot if i still left cuz then that proves virgo was "right"
& i prefer being on the "right side" of an argument, which in the instance of orgs would be outplacing him
Had my vote on virgo, primarily as a throwaway, i knew nothing much would have come of it. But like, everyone told me to cut that shit out cuz my life's literally on the goddamn line here
Katie is the first to mention Enya's name being out there; Not sure how, or why it got out there, if i had to wager, it started between kyle/katie
Katie has spoken before abt wanting Enya out, ESPECIALLY over Ore, so for her it'd be righting a wrong
Safe to say she was the starting point then, saw him as a bigger threat to win
Kyle used to be a ? on if he'd do it cuz he fuckeddddd with the guy, but i think enya voting him snapped him out of it
But #six-chungus would still need the votes to get majority & not have to rely on bullshit to get the job done.
Enter Cristen/Bazz
They decide, for whatever reason, I was a better person to keep around than ENYA. If you want a refresher on where they were on my trust rankings before this tribal
tiffpermanent 1️⃣ Kyle
2️⃣ Katie
3️⃣ Ore
4️⃣ Woofley
--- SHIE ---
5️⃣ Virgo
6️⃣ Sylvia
7️⃣ Vin...
they were literally my Bottom 2️⃣, oh im fucking CRYING
that feels wrong tho, didnt i do a trust ranking later that had virgo in last?
Still indicative of how I felt on Bazz/Cristen, like shit was going nowhere 😮💨
Cristen was the more likely person to work with me since we had a cabin experience to bond over, which ended with her wanting to work with me more. That trip made me a better ally than Enya so, ay man, I'll take it
She chose right, she REALLY chose right, thank you for that! Hopefully this is the start of something better for us
The real issue was swinging over Bazz, for a very
very
Bazz. We’re tied again, four votes Griffin, four votes Bazz.
VERY obvious reason to understand why
We weren't working together. we tried working together, but it instantly went nowhere so fuck my stupid chungus life
But me & bazz had a moment to actually sit down, we had a chat (That Bazz initiated ftr), & this was the conclusion
mellowcat17 oh did i interrupt you
had to find the bazz pic but yeee im doing decent conf tonight
I still think I was a major reason as to why Tiff/Bazz didnt become much a thing during the merge (Bazz gets ALL THE BLAME for pre-merge tho, he's not escaping that one)
he was double texting me a lottttt when he was trying to talk game with me, I was being really avoidant with the guy 😕
bad gameplay basically, my game's been far from perfect, & it'll REMAIN THAT WAY for the rest of my life
But alright cool, Bazz is voting out Enya, I genuinely dont even know why? Maybe cristen coerced him into doing it, those 2️⃣ are really really close, they're a power duo I'd go as far to say
they've been included in the same plans, mostly voted together as well, survived the absolute PSYCH WARd that was Old School, cristen was there to mediate me/bazz putting aside our differences the first time! The evidence STACKS
Going forward i have to REALLY wow them over, cuz they hold the hammer of fate in their hands, & can swing just about anyone they'd like
The hope is to get Virgo out next, he pissed Bazz off in particular by sending entire paragraphs on why I should go & that I'd go for Bazz next if virgo ended up leaving". Before we made up, that's actually a clock
But, we made up (afaik), where they broke down
also for more evidence on bazz/cristen being tightknit, they both called Virgo a BB player: someone who'll only talk to you if strategy can be had, is otherwise fine ghosting you for up to a day
Basically gamebot city, whereas challenge orgers wont talk at all, & survivor orgers sweat the social game no matter what
tho ppl have gotten more gamebotty in the survivor sphere for 2️⃣ years atp
Hopefully we can send Virgo to the big brother house tho, i actually tried talking to him after the vote, he mentioned something abt Marionette being upset we aren't friends anymore, bitch i didnt fuck with u as an ALLY first & foremost
He's a lot fuller of himself than he wants to admit, he took "so you dont fuck with me anymore & just gonna ghost" as me hating on virgo the person & not virgo the player
the only thing he's done to piss me off personally is the "the world doesnt revolve around you" comment cuz its looking a LOTTTT more hypocritical as time passes, as if it didnt already smell like expired milk
I want to highlight this specific part tho, if im just playing for runner-up again
To be honest, at this point I just want to have multiple jury votes, which can obviously come with winning
I do care about winning, but if i fail & only get 3️⃣ jury votes, that's still gonna be a success for me, cuz that's better than what I got in S4
I want to do better than I did on S4, & while im not sure what my winning chances look like rn, if katie/kyle are on jury i think they mostly vote for me no matter what. That's 2️⃣ votes right there, im already surpassing myself
The mission would then figure out which ftc combo would net me the most amount of jury votes, which i think ppl are gonna start caring abt
Virgo himself wasnt listed as much a threat, & if his ass isnt a threat, Sylvia aint either 💀
primary credit for ore going is on virgo, he's got a leg up on that. What does sylvia have, general endurance?
with a really weak social game to boot? The half-idol's the only threatening thing abt her
She gets brent's vote & that's it, calling it now
ive been entertaining the idea of bringing Vini to final tribal, which is a lot safer in the "he's not gonna have a vendetta against me" department like virgo, but he's gonna be rather crucial to this endgame, I'll repeat it as many times as id like
his ass, while certainly left out, isnt going anywhere, cuz the bigger focus will be on virgo/sylvia, & then inevitably #six-chungus
I'm p sure everyone in #six-chungus is seen as a huge threat to win atp, so our time is most definitely BORROWEd 🪦
any further round we make it past intact, the more likely we become the new targets, a threat purge has our name on it!
but if i had to choose between katie/kyle, id vote out Kyle first atp, cuz im assuming this moment would either be at 9️⃣ or 8️⃣
I wanna save Katie for 6️⃣-7️⃣, cuz letting her make any further is asking me to be 5️⃣th place
i think im gonna have to comp out if i want to win, which is insanely risky for someone who's never done such a thing before
I could see Katie being targeted over Kyle cuz... well, she just expanded her threat level tenfold
Enough stalling, it's time to talk abt the tippy end of tribal, the Hype Moment incarnate
the Hypeflower was initially an Anxiety Seed however, cuz talk of using the weapons started spurring up around the last 🔟 minutes of tribal. More specifically, Vini/Sylvia using Ribeyes to double their vote & take me out
so im freaking out thinking im gone, im gone, im a goner, my legs are shaking like an EARTHQUAKE, as i try to internally figure out what to do
i rlly wanted to switch the vote onto Vini there ngl, he was the most deduced person to ribeye, so why not have his vote not count?
Problem: WAYYYYY too late to pull that shit off
I couldn't rally the numbers like that, so it was instead a matter of zigzagging vini/sylvia, or vini/enya
I think Katie felt the fear herself, she ended up telling Kyle something VERY massive
Katie would give ME immunity if she won it
that's great, that's AWESOME even, Katie popped the Speedy Cola so the odds were in her favor to win it!
did that stop the nerves? NO! QwQ enya's been a great physical competitor himself, there was a very real chance of him winning immunity in my mind, cuz he's kept it close & competitive for a good bit of the challenges
I forced myself to attend tribal regardless; I had been pinged in a diff server actually if i was available to post a teaser for an org im hosting. Used it as a distraction while tribal was officially underway
But i payed the fuck back attention when I saw Enya pull out a whole ass Ender Pearl, SO ONE VOTE'S OUT OF THE FIELd
IM TWEAKING, IM FREAKING OUT, THE PANIC REALLY STARTS TO SETTLE IN, MY CAPS LOCK WAS EFFECTIVELY STUCK
it tends to happen when im uber-stressed, like a signal for help, a display of current emotion
tiffpermanent ALL CAPS I CANT I CANT I CANT
BUT XSOUL WAS TRYNA CALM ME dOWN, IT WASNT RLLY WORKING
THE ONLY REMEdY WAS RESULTS, & MORE SPECIFICALLY, KATIE WINNING
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& THANK FUCKING GOd MIKE WASN'T dRAGGING RESULTS OUT THERE WOULd HAVE BEEN FISTS THROWN
CUE THE PAT BEVERLY MOMENT, CUE THE ALOE BLACC, SMASH CUT TO THE MOTHERFUCKER MARRIAGE EVEN
CUZ SHE WON, SO THEREFORE I WON
That was the most euphoric ive felt in a really long time, cuz it prevented me from getting taken out 4-3 stuck in a tie?
i lowkey think i win the revote 4-3, but we didnt know the ruling on the Eye of Ender would be overruled, I STILL dONT FUCKING CARE THAT WAS HYPE & RELIEVING
& Enya sent his final words to Bazz/Cristen specifically, i think he's gonna be primarily mad at them in jury. Calculating who's gonna be cool with who is an exhausting task, esp this early on
so im gonna save it for Final 6️⃣ if it make it :)
You might think this is cause for celebration, & trust me it fucking is, but the game wont stop for a minute
I'm gonna post a snippet with Bazz, I had spoken to him abt how the game of fiosurvivor can turn on its head on a moment's notice
Earlier i posted J Cole lyrics, cuz everything happens like tides
Both instances are used as mostly a motivator: "dont be down on urself, ur situation can improve at any given point!" but the thing abt tides is, ur not riding the high 24/7
You have to ebb back eventually, to sink into another low
I'm expecting my high to be brief; An auction's being held, & while I've not looked too too hard into it, im saving my thoughts for the conf booth, i caught of glimpse of things like an extra +🔟 for final immunity, giving up ur vote for a sitd, things of that nature
Introducing a new set of chaos & advantages seems like the perfect way to upset the power structure, & cause another flip to occur
also #six-chungus containing 3️⃣ big threats, that part also fucks me up
but im deLUSIONAL ENOUGH to think Vini's more likely to work with me after Kyle's gone, as if that's the reason we've been on diff pages so far
he claims its just us naturally being on other ends, that's the way it is, but he was on equal footing with cristen ESPECIALLY for the merge, I think he actually held the upper hand there
His issue was not seizing the moment; He thought voting me out was better than keeping me around, which rlly shows our dynamic
We've been talking abt it, & while im not sure if anything meaninful comes of it, I wanna put in the effort just in case
trying to be more open & tell him more stuff, cuz im a #Leak, we've been knew
Told him abt the Speedy Cola specifically, & that the enya vote sprouted up 50 minutes before deadline
Starting points essentially. I think we're both scared to rlly throw out a name in who to target (I got a copout answer in saying Virgo), but Vini's in a tough spot with that, he cant easily tell me names to throw out
esp when he likely knows Im going to run that back to his target in question, ESP ESP if it's katie/kyle
This round won't show much in terms of voting together, but the point is for us to exchange info more, set us up better on that front
& then by the time Final 7️⃣ comes around, see if things improve for us
if that goes nowhere however, I've got a GREAT backup option in Woofley
She feels very alone & isolated, & it's VERY MUCH a result of Ore going
everyone in the game blindsided her, so she thought it was best to pull a magic trick & dISAPPEAR
Nice to get that out of the field, but I wasn't involved with the Ore tribal in the slightest, i got a MASSIVE leg up on her as an ally
I might even be her #1️⃣ 😮, but it's not a guaranteed
gotta nurture that like a motherfucker & not let it go to waste
Tho my mind keeps forgetting she's even part of the dynamics, cuz her social game may be incredible, i think the ore vote really exposed her strategically
It's gonna be used against her, so if im feeling bold, she'd be brought to final tribal
VERY subject to change, depends on how much i worry of her social game (esp since I'm feel a bit low on mine)
Go figure that's what happens when u actively beef with someone. Good threat management, but it's gonna make me feel more insecure abt my game; that's both a warning & a threat
Last thing I wanna talk about tonight is the brand new immunity gauge twist announced, which makes u become a sweatlord if u want to win Final Immunity
if u see me say Final Immunity, know im talking abt F4️⃣, even tho "technically" final 5️⃣ is the proper final immunity or whatever
I really wanna get those immunity gauge points, but it would make me a massive threat to win final immunity, it's likely i get sniped before even 6️⃣
& i HAVE to make 6️⃣ to activate the legacy, that's the point im gonna have to go apeshit & truly win out
I think im gonna naturally grind it out & see how far i get without the points
I've got abt 8️⃣ days between tribal opening & immunity gauge results, & i can fill up the gauge 4️⃣ times a day
so the max i can get is 32, jesus christ the gauge boost would actually be BROKEN
with that, u can get a 42 & seal the window of immunity shit on EVERYONE
they'd instantly become a target, I think i have to get started on that right after results
point out like "heyyyy, so uh, this person has a great shot of winning Final Immunity if let that far, yall sure u want that ⁉️" & see how it goes
prob horribly, might even get me targeted. But it's gonna get ppl thinking, & that's what matters. Makes a great target I can hide behind
Which means im not going for it myself! I'd rather not risk the imploded threat level, multiple ppl might go for it honestly. What im instead gonna do is end the conf
& talk abt the rest of the auction tomorrow
with fio! & Hopefully my internet wont cut out as much this time
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& hopefully my right ear can actually hear things without it all being muffled, that'd be nice
Heading off now for the night, gn
gonna do a lil quickie conf tonight since not much happened today
You gotta wait tomorrow for things to actually occur, & by tomorrow i actually mean the last hour of course!
But based on what I've heard thus far, Katie is looking towards Sylvia/Vini for the vote
cuz ig no one but me wants Virgo out, which is annoying as fuck
Bazz hasn't been online ALL dAY to reaffirm he wants virgo out, & he's the only one who'd actually seem down for it! Just bc the guy's pissing him off
3️⃣ whole paragraphs abt why I should go last round, & if i dont do it then im an absolute idiot
& Virgo himself hasn't said much in my dms, but he made sure he wasn't afk today, nooooo no no
Cuz apparently we need to send hosts like MESSENGAR BIRdS to relay the exquisite message of "choke"
Tell me to choke to my face upfront, this just makes me think worse of u
Unless you WANT ME to hate u personally, which im always down to do if u peeve me enough
anytime i outplay his ass i wanna ping him in tribe chat & say to choke on my dick if he wants to play like this
I'm so sidetracked rn, if virgo/I both make Final 4️⃣ somehow, I wanna sabotage it to either take virgo out, or send him into fire
I want it to be a MISTAKE keeping me/virgo around for the feud
only way it can be a mistake is if i severely fuck up everything to take him down 😇
Speaking of things being fucked up, Katie can only speak in Emojis cuz of Vini
Ig stickers are bing chillin tho, that helps out decently
She mentioned talking to Kyle too abt it, but I've not had an actual talk abt the vote with him
But ik his heart wants Sylvia/Vini, since he's too close to Virgo to wanna vote him out
He's only doing the guy if there's LITERALLY no other choice, but I think he'd rather quit than let virgo leave
His mom & dad are fighting & i want him to pick a side like most parents would
Sylvia going means virgo is REALLY weakened, a lot less likely of leaving going forward. Is that fine to live with?
I'd only feel safe with the necklace around me, which is not gonna happen so long as Katie's here to get in the way of that
EVEN IN RNG SHE'S COMING OUT ON TOP, WHAT THE FUCK MAN 😭
So this legacy might genuinely be the only possible way of preventing Katie from comping out, I can't let her do the same shit her bf does
If she loses 1️⃣ singular comp i think she's cooked, even if it's at 7️⃣. I'd vote her out then tbh just so I can get to 6️⃣, a lot of my plotting atp is figuring out how to make 6️⃣ & then hope i win Final 5️⃣ immunity
I've started my grind on Final Immunity, i plan on going all out for this to secure the comp out
my sleep schedule will most certainly be fucked, but I hate sleep anyways, it's a good sacrifice to make to win FTC
Can't allow any missteps or failure, you gotta be perfect to win
Which makes Woofley winning the Final Immunity Advantage an interesting dilemma in my brain, cuz I think she's with me, I think she won't vote me out anytime soon, potentially ever even
But i also want to win Final Immunity, of which she holds a MASSIVE advantage, she can skip out on 2️⃣ entire days worth of grinding & STILL WIN the comp 😭 that's a fucking issue!
I think the consensus was it'll make you too large a threat moving forward, ppl are going to kill you before Final 4️⃣ so that they have a chance at winning Immunity themselves. Case in point: this moment with Cristen
Encapsulates the thought process pretty well. I see a world where Woofley gets targeted this vote, she & vini made it out the auction like bandits
They basically got all of the silly items, but Woofley got a sitd too, that's an extra advantage she holds in the game
Boosts her threat level even more, but i cant tell if playing a confirmed sitd is better or worse than playing around an urban legend type half-idol
As for the other items, Cristen got a challenge advantage for this next comp, I get a feeling it'll be a multi-legged comp & Cristen automatically goes to the final leg, busted shit like that
I went all-in on the weapons refresh, even tho Cristen thinks i shoulda put a penny into having kingmaker tiebreaker, if anything so that I can get a unique placement at ftc
It's rare I make it there, idk how ppl like srag or my ex can make it there so consistently, let alone win consistently
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& tbh, as much as i wanna plan abt how to navigate endgame & all that, it's still Final 9️⃣. I got 3️⃣ tribals to endure BEFORE legacy kicks in, & the moment I start thinking ahead & do bootlists, THAT'S the moment the tides ebb back on me & I have to reroute
THAT'S when I get taken out, & I have to sit there with 9️⃣th place
I sit with it enough times as is, I'd like to make it past here
But i can't tell how much im gonna be targeted here, cuz virgo/sylvia seem like obvious picks for who'd come after me, but bazsten & vini arent
Covering Vini, I tried to offer myself up as the sacrifice for the emoji punishment, as an attempt at getting closer with him, forging a better connection with him; I take the hit, you feel confident/better in me
Ultimately didnt go thru cuz he's not here for boredom, he wanted to inflict it on someone who didnt want it, aka Katie
Had a lil moment where he said that we're "still good" but idk how that's gonna translate for us
Already tried a lil bit to swerve the vote more onto Sylvia than Vini, bringing up "we have to REALLY emphasize vini's potent threat status" to make it work. Katie cant talk properly, so therefore it shouldnt work for the time being
thus i can say I did my job in protecting vini, yep yep 😌
Lastly, Bazz having this Unfound Safari Advantage is really scary, I don't like it ended up in his hands & not kyle's
cuz he's not telling me SHIT abt it; & IT HAS TO BE USEd SOON, either now or next vote, no further
oh hey sylvia finally texted me, took her a whole day!
In my dreams, Virgo/Sylvia go out back to back here, but reality is never letting that shit slide, gonna have to adjust
not sure how much longer me/bazz will work together honestly, this could be a very brief pairing
whatever i do, do NOT let him double text me at all, that's a bad sign
But now it's off to the trust rankings
1️⃣ Katie
2️⃣ Woofley
3️⃣ Kyle
4️⃣ Cristen
5️⃣ Vini
6️⃣ Bazz
7️⃣ Sylvia
8️⃣ Virgo
not much has changed admittedly, 1-3 are who i feel confident in, 4-6 are question marks, 7-8 are guaranteed enemies
WHY?
~ Katie's a good example of this being a trust ranking, & not a "who i want with me to ftc" ranking, she absolutely kicks my ass there. SHE ACTIVELY SAVEd ME FROM A TIE & GOT THE VOTE ON ENYA, I LOSE TO THAT
~ Woofley I also trust a lot, but having that Final Immunity Advantage makes me feel more fine voting her out soon. doing it now would be bad, leaves #six-chungus very vulnerable in the moving rounds
~ Kyle protecting Virgo so much is annoying me, if him going weakens Virgo, then fuck it I'd take him out
~ Vini I trust more CURRENTLY to work with me later, but it depends on if shit happens this round.
~ Bazz is more likely to side with me now, but longterm holds a lot more danger to my game. Having the Safari Advantage makes him extra scary in addition, i'd like him to flush it out if possible
As for what Bazz got, ive seen a vote block/negator, swp, & the 3-in-1 Katie has. so he might hold a vote steal by deduction
don't wanna deal with that shit
gonna keep that theory to my head for now as i end the conf
I get the vibe Bazsten are going for Woofley here; an unknown factor who's not rlly been working with them, & now holds a MAJOR advantage at Final 4️⃣ should she make it there
but ik woofley would protect me, so i dont want her going away
I'd consider it for 8️⃣, & by 7️⃣ I'd absolutely be down for it, but 9️⃣ is too early for me, cuz if Katie wins out, I can go in her wake at 7️⃣
& i'd give the legacy to her at that point cuz fuck it, let's just troll 😈
on paper i can let all of kyle/katie/woofley go consecutively, that gets me to 6️⃣ no matter what, but:
- I cant be manufacturing ANY of these boots, cuz then they wont protect me
- How do i know these are the ppl being targeted before me? I'd like to have a buffer
all this talk abt "come 8️⃣ & i'll be fine turning on them" feels like the exact kind of subject that curses me to 9️⃣th; Think too far & you won't get to play any of ur planned out scenarios
Life doesnt want to reward you for longterm thinking, yet im cursed to do so anyways
If i keep pushing the boulder & keep plotting far-out scenarios, 1️⃣ of them must eventually come true, right?
gonna respond to katie/sylvia now, they're waiting on me
oh hey ive sent that before
I was gonna do a whole slideshow going over my picks for this comp, but now ig i dont get to
& now ig the Kyle vote just became a LOT harder to actually pull off
if not outright impossible
anyone remember when virgo sent this? There's no love
it's actually complete bullshit on his end to say im lovely when he absolutely detests my guts
on a personal level, he fucking hates me
I cant even use my weapons here
& he's gonna vote for me twice now with it bc he's gonna do everything in his power to take me out
dont even know what to say to virgo atp, do i fire back? do i tell him to choke on something? do i get worse?
cuz honestly i kinda just wanna ignore him, nothing good's gonna come out of me/him interacting for more than a singular message
Yeah im getting 8️⃣th place, i get the feeling bazz/cristen/vini will all just let me go here & vote with virgo to protect themselves
I genuinely forgot this was the advantage riley gave to her, that she decided to use on virgo
That's 3️⃣ votes against me, im genuinely 8️⃣th her
im gone, im absolutely fucked, i cant get out of this one
it's genuinely over , i fucking hate virgo on a personal level
& woofley apparently needs to get buried too for ENdORSING THIS
Vini has no reason to keep me around, that's a 4️⃣th vote against me, im fucking doomed
i feel hopeless & defeated, i cant get out of this
i want to give up but i cant
im so over all of this, THIS is my breaking point
absolutely spent, drained of all my life force
I'm gonna have to switch plans completely, I had it completely set in my head that Kyle was going here, & that I'd be voting him out
I should stop thinking, I clearly cursed the idea from coming into fruition
bc i thought abt it so much
TOO much, what's the point of fucking thinking or planning anything if nothing will ever be as it seems
why even have plans, why do anything
tiffpermanent im gonna kill woofley
woofley/virgo's plan is APPARENTLY to vote bazz, ig they think im getting too chummy with the guy? cuz of the enya vote
Im gonna tell bazsten eventually, not sure when
they're the ones who want kyle out the most
virgo doing everything in his power to suppress my voice, just to supposedly not even target me
this confirms the next vote HAS to be either virgo/woofley, kyle can go another round further
My mind's been swirling & spiraling over him, figuring out how to not only handle him, but also survive him
I dont trust he'll use my his extra vote against bazz, rather i predict he's putting it on me. What i think is going down is Woofley WANTS this vote on Bazz, made Virgo swear he'll do that, & virgo said yes cuz he wants the staff for himself
He's turning this into a test of willpower; I don't like where my mind is going in regards to him, it takes me to these extreme ends that only culminate in me thinking "jesus christ im a horrible person, no wonder no one likes me". I'm not sure how any of this is being perceived outside of my own lens, but I know virgo thinks this was earned
I was the one who burned the bridge, I was the one who said nah i dont fuck with you anymore. Guess he took it personally
At first, I was gonna take him out to take an opp out. Then i wanted him at final tribal so that I can beat him in a jury vote. But while sleeping last night, something hit me...
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Virgo's got good chances of winning a jury vote
To go over all the jurors & other remaining players who'd vote for him:
~ Marionette: Biggest slam dunk pick ever, they were besties the entire game, i could FEEL Marionette siding with virgo over me during the game, she's obviously gonna want the guy trying to save her to win
~ Brent: Brent hates like, half the cast? I think he'd vote virgo over me/cristen/woofley for sure, & that's in spite of virgo blocking his ass
~ Ore: The 1️⃣ person I feel confident wouldn't vote for him
~ Enya: Wildcard, but they banded together during his boot tribal, so it entails some degree of supporting him. defo does it over bazsten/i, not sure how he feels abt the ore tribal
~ Sylvia: Slam dunk for Virgo, they were pretty close for most of the season, sided with him over Bazz on the Ore vote so she shows more appreciation there
~ Kyle: Feels indebted to him for sparing his ass, which will result in a HIGH chance of getting his jury vote. Only person he'd vote over him is Katie
~ Woofley: literally just gave him a fucking staff of lightning? They're CLEARLY in lockstep 😭 that's gonna result in her wanting Virgo to win
Not sure how Vini feels about the guy (not knowing shit abt vini is par for my course), meanwhile i think me/bazz/cristen/katie all find him annoying at best. dont need to get into who he is at his worst
But i don't like that I can count 4️⃣ guaranteed votes for Virgo (Marionette/Sylvia/Kyle/Woofley), puts him too close to winning for my liking
But because he's actively fighting ME, it looks like he could actually sneak by with "elite threat management" aka rivaling me
all the while he can keep padding up his strategic game, cuz I'll give him this: He got good strategy
Katie thinks he outright manipulated Woofley into giving him the Lightning Staff, & ykw sure, I can run with that narrative if i have to
I just don't know if Katie wants that info out. I mean it's GONNA have to come out eventually, but when do i do it?
cuz Katie has been a light in this bleak, dreary sea of storms, for giving me the info; for reminding me woofley had this advantage cuz I had entirely forgot I knew that
leaking throws her utb, & I'm currently on life support bc of Sitting duck: The Advantage
No immunity
No vote
No weapons
prolly no say in the vote
No bitches
no NOTHIN
Helpless is the primary feeling, my flailing needs no examples when my entire presence here is the example
This helps out Kyle the most, I was seriously planning on voting him out here, my mind thought too far ahead & was treating it like a done-deal
Never think kids, it's not good for you. Now I gotta handle this round entirely different, & Bazz is gonna suffer for it
I've grown to trust him as an ally, losing him now would be pretty awful. This just gave Kyle so much power, & Im starting to not trust what he'd do if he had to choose between me/woofley/virgo
he clearly likes all of them, he might just try & leave the game altogether
What's worse is even tho Bazz is SUFFERING for letting sylvia go, bc i have #six-chungus, im not gonna immediately go down cuz of it. Still awful for me, I think this basically confirms 1️⃣ of katie/kyle/woofley/virgo wins the szn, they're not gonna turn on each other until it's like Final 5️⃣ i swear to you
Which means my chances of losing have gotten exponentially higher. Not guaranteed, really depends on how this tribal goes, but the boot HAS to be any of the 4️⃣ or im losing
I'll try & do something at 6️⃣ if i must, let's see if i even make it there, but it might be too late at that point
turning Katie on Virgo is prob the way to get this shit done. But would Katie want to turn on Kyle? I'm not confident in that
The sea of storms grows stronger as the feeling of imminent failure seeps deeper into my pores. Anything I do matters little to none, with a small voice & smaller chance of winning. This is ending HORRIBLY
If i sit there & shut up, I won't be able to control anything, which all but guarantees not only bazz going, but me losing
Bazz winning immunity, what would happen from there?
I got spared from showing off my bad social awareness a second time, but it's not worth the price of admission
Touchy Subjects will reveal a lot, im hoping Kyle's threat level blows up because of it. Make HIM the easy obvious threat
I'm worried Virgo's gonna get most of the negative answers & be seen as a goat, when he's rlly not a goat
4️⃣ people wanting him to win makes him a THREAT, & that's gonna have to get exposed
I'll do it after results to see what he gets specifically. As for me, idt im getting any of the threat-inflating prompts. prob getting "shouldnt be here" cuz of the enya tribal, but beyond that is a mystery
I'm gonna be called a goat arent i. am i a goat, did i turn into one? Cuz i swear, my game was really solid until this point, i felt like esp when i was here for merge, i was COOKING
- swing vote at marionette tribal
- helped brent go (easier said than done with the failed coup on kyle)
- got katie to give me her immunity (it was on her own accord)
- kept the vote on sylvia
Voting Kyle last round would have absolutely made me a massive target who burned my former allies, I think i would have actually been fucked if i took out Kyle there, cuz virgo's STILL using the lightning staff on me
so #six-chungus doesnt know im turning against them for the time being. gives me more chance to get info, maintain the loyalty up
maybe there's a blessing in that; still gonna have to happen if i want to win, gonna have to play longcon with them, hopefully it means something good for me in the end.
But I'm nervous about it, given how this round is going so far. Got a lot more road ahead of me
I'm ending the confessional here, I have Kyle & woofley to text
i checked before trust rankings what woofley said, it had nothing to do with my lost vote or inability to do the challenge, nope none of that
extra solidifies woofley's coming for me SOON.
VERY soon
Got my run in, time for the con
Today proved itself VERY interesting, I was trying to make some moves 🥴
Primary thing i did was leak woofley/virgo's plot to Bazz/Cristen, to show that im on their side & wanna work with them
I dont want either gone here, mostly cuz i dont want woofley/virgo having control over a vote, anything to strip them of power 😋
With virgo winning immunity, the hit will have to be on Woofley. God damn you Kyle
tiffpermanent Kyle's weirding me out, I think katie told him abt the woofley plan
Kyle in general is confusing me, im not sure what his angle's at anymore
was he that weirded out by the staff use? Ik he mentioned it being a dumb play that he wasn't huge on, but so dumb he's willing to go fuck it mode & hastily throw out a woofley blindside? We serious?
Of course, this gives me a golden opportunity to say "I WANT WOOFLEY OUT, I WANT WOOFLEY :D", & keep my foot DOWN if he tries to bring it back on bazz (which is likely)
"u throwing out woofley makes me realize i rlly rlly want it to happen, it'D be so lit bro i swear" is what i hope for
But if i dont got kyle, i for SURE have katie, she wants this shit baddddd
Cuz in her mind, Vini/Cristen/Woofley/Virgo could very well make up the Final 4️⃣ so we gotta do something to stop them; Taking out virgo or woofley (now just woofley) could help us out
Not helped by Woofley having a massive advantage at final immunity, it's hard to surpass the +10 boost she already has, & after a certain point it becomes IMPOSSIBLE to beat, so she's gotta GOOOOOOO
but if katie thinks a woofley/vini/cristen ftc is boring, then I should have vini/cristen with me at final tribal, I think I can win that
Cristen's game is worse perceived than I've thought, & honestly im not sure why. Is it her leaker reputation? The voting wrong & being "emotional" stuff?
Whatever it may be, I gotta carpe diem & have her with me at final tribal, im hoping to not get 3️⃣rd again 🙂↕️
Vini's hard to predict in general, & there's also like, no groundwork of us properly working together, but we've had an interesting talk or few
Wanna highlight this specific part, where he verbally noted down im not running the game, but used to have power
Interesting for him to openly say this, but I think as a result he might not view me as much of a threat? I'm hoping so, I could rlly use his support
so tomorrow i wanna get more strategy stuff going on with him, & offer him a "i think we need each other at ftc" pact
Same thing im offering cristen, & then see if we can mesh our shit together. The path will be weird & filled with infighting, but ik what the endgoal is; anything short of it probably loses me the game :/
Vini wasnt answered anything for touchy subjects, which keeps up his elusive image. He can say/do just abt anything atp, it's not known what he'll do. Just gotta hope he's with me
Cristen I feel MUCH better abt, we've had a solid turnaround after the cabin visit, it's turning out more & more to be a boon
Made the most/best of an opportunity, even if i lost Ore in the process 🪦 🦅
I remember in S4, the ftc pact of purble urble rble ble le e was this sudden alliance chat created by Sasha, NOT me. At the time i just thought "oh cool, another avenue to go, i got all my bases covered!" but i see it for what it truly was in hindsight:
Me passively accepting another person's offer
It's why I want to take more initiative this time around, cuz Sasha had a legit strategic thing to hang over my head, & I won Best Strategist that szn
if its an overplay then oh well, gotta take more swings to win
I dont trust i can beat anyone else at a vote, i dEFO CANT with katie/kyle, virgo is looking like a very likely, woofley/bazz im not sure on, but dont wanna gamble
I hate how far ahead im thinking, this is gonna blow up in my face & im getting 8️⃣th, I feel it
I keep thinking it in my head (& detailing it here), so the cristen/vini ftc will prob not happen anymore :(
cmon now, focus on THIS VOTE, & surviving it, I can still very much go home
Bazz going puts WAY too much control into the hands of katie/kyle, no matter how "willing" Kyle looks to want Woofley out
makes me feel way too on edge, even if bazz has to go eventually; not sure if this is the time
Woofley going makes me feel muchhhh better abt my positioning, most sides will wanna work with me still going forward
& I can tell Woofley doesnt wanna work with me anymore. Earlier today she was asking how my neopronouns work, I can't tell if she's gonna use them in a parchment for me this tribal
STILL HASN'T BROUGHT UP THE STAFF BTW
& the whole "i gave it to virgo" part, she wants it VERY well hidden from me.
but she shouldn't have told Katie abt owning the staff now, shouldnt she?
tiffpermanent per the fiovivor sheet, woofley's got THIS
It's been knowledge for a week but i genuinely forgot it existed, she shoulda not played it
AT THE VERY LEAST STEAL BAZZ'S VOTE, every alarm bell got set off when my vote got stolen. I won't forgive nor forget this
so be it this round, the next, or even the round after that, woofley WILL be going home
She's got a sitd, it's the kind of info one tends to just, forget... & im prob gonna forget myself until its advantage reading time
the 1️⃣ pro of my gauge cooldown being delayed is i dont have to show up for tribals, or even be online
so i can go back to cowering like a lil bitch while eating dinner like the marionette vote
Hopefully i win final immunity, hopefully im still in by tomorrow so that my grind doesnt stop 😔 😮💨
In the meantime, im gonna do trust rankings. & they're gonna be weirddddd
Cuz we're now at the point of the game where I'm considering moreso who to bring with me to the end, rather than who I can outright trust
This is where trust begins mattering less, & it's more about threat level. So it's gonna look wonky, but here's my trust rankings
1️⃣ Katie
2️⃣ Cristen
3️⃣ Bazz
4️⃣ Kyle
5️⃣ Vini
6️⃣ Woofley
7️⃣ Virgo
You're also going to see a LOT less movement in the rankings as my opinions solidify on ppl quickly. I've got enough experience to know what's going on in their heads & how they feel abt me, & more specifically, how i feel about them
WHY?
~ Katie represents to cognitive dissonance the most; Trust her the most, she wants to ride it out with me for SURE, butttt I lose to her pretty bad in a jury vote so she has to go sometime soon. It'll be the greatest 2️⃣ rounds ever, but still 2️⃣ rounds
~ Cristen we've been having good talks with, & the GOAL is for us to make final tribal together. She just has to solidify the final tribal pact & we're goldenmyguy. We've done our fair share in fostering the trust, but we gotta seize it eventually
~ Bazz I think trusts me a LOT, I leaked virgo/woofley's plans earlier, that' gonna be massive. I'm only concerned that he's gonna throw me utb to save his own skin if he's desperate enough, I can lowkey see it happening. But also idk when to take him out, but know it has to be done, it gives me weird amounts of pause.
~ Kyle's throwing me off drunkenly wanting Woofley out, he's more unpredictable than i thought. Gonna hold more caution on him going forward, & in a weird enough timeline could be lower than Vini on TR's. But still middle of the pack
~ Vini i want in Final Tribal with me, but that doesn't mean I've trusted him a lot more than before. He views me as a powerless player currently, that's nice, but I cant gaze into his mind so im not sure what's going down with him. Might always be in this area in the trust rankings: near, but never at the bottom of the rankings
~ Woofley will prob always be at this specific spot until she's gone, which is a byproduct of giving my biggest opp the power to steal my vote. I'm not taking it kindly, & ur refusal to acknowledge it is very telling.
Think ive run out of things to say now, so lets end the conf
Unless i wanna go over my touchy subject answers, but 2/3 of them I can see the reason for
- "shouldnt be here" i had katie give me immunity, it's GONNA take center stage
- "going out next" bc i lost my whole ass vote
Undeserving all-star however? I'm not delivering another pots-worthy appearance, but my game's been super solid so far, & off sheer confs alone i deserve to be here
This crowd's got the wrongggg look at me, I'm gonna have to prove them wrong somehow. Battle's being fought uphill, gonna put me thru hell
But my main goal this szn was to not embarass myself strategically, & ive been doing that so far, I'm not washed like i feared i was
now to maintain/build upon that & do even better
Woofley thinks im the biggest threat left, looking back at the chart, confirmation bias back at it again to give me ANOTHER REASON woofley should go
oh cristen's here, OH SHIT
It was a day in Fiovivor
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It was a tribal, even. Where someone got voted out. Very normal things to occur in an org, people go home on tribals, wowzers 🤯
but this tribe is on CRACK, so nothing is normal
Let's start off with Kyle/Katie, who decide that, they're not gonna text me AT ALL during the last stretch of tribal! Katie got jet-lagged as FUCK dealing with airports for 18 hours straight, so she put alllll of her energy into Kyle, until the vote reading
& on a round where my name was very much out there, a round i nearly left in, this made me feel nervous as fuck! I genuinely thought they had turned on me, which ig is the right move since I've been plotting my own flip against them for a hot minute
Bazz isnt texting me all day, 🆗 cool bro, he defo knew the vote was between him/me, he's preserving energy
he also throws me utb to Woofley, so now WOOFLEY wants to vote me out. I think i thought she was voting bazz? i mighta been a lil stunned at her voting me, but also...
I thought i was going home that final hour, i thought everyone was gonna vote me out
Spare for Cristen/Vini, who actually took the time to text me during those final moments, kept me busy
wouldnt say kept me sane, but they didnt like my name out there, weren't huge fans of it. I think both even said they weren't gonna write it down. so im like, 🆗 cool, im going out in a 6-2 then
You all saw the spiraling, i GENUINELY THOUGHT it was me, & I had all these rantings & ramblings abt planning for the future being a fruitless task that just makes any thought you have irrelevant, its a punishment to have long-term planning
So i said fuck it, if katie/kyle are gonna ignore me like this, I might as well reward the ppl actually present with me on my way out. It's the kind of thing I notice whenever im being voted out
This is where I host my own funeral
& normally when one hosts a funeral, there's a will that gets shared, deciding who gets what. I decided to put my legacy advantage into my will, for VINI/CRISTEN
i was THAT CONFIdENT i was going, the ultimate "fuck it" move, i wanted either of them to do well in my death, they could make the most of a legacy, stop a comp beast in their tracks
but i held off on the coinflip until after the votes, didnt wanna pre-emptively do it
i formed this literally during advantage call might i add, this might be the shortest alliance to ever graze fiovivor HISTORY
Bazz gets up. His vote blocker negates 2 votes & not the usual 1️⃣. Well alright then, guess im going out unan!
Katie gets up, & plays an idol. I'm like where the fuck is this coming from, isnt the vote on me? I need it more
who the uck was voting katie?
So fun fact: Katie texted me right after i sent this, the most IMPECCABLE TIMING
This is the brief convo we had during the period
Katie also plays her Magic Bow, opting to make it an Extra Vote. Uhhhh, 🆗 then, what's going on? This is getting weird
& then VINI GETS UP, & he honestly shoulda stayed down, but he tries to play his eye of ender anyways, i think he's thinking katie/kyle voted for him. He tells me he's pissed in dms, & that he'll explain why after the vote
But i deduced it during vote reading: Vini/Cristen voted for KATIE
But they were so worried abt xSoul leaking that to her, they kept all of those talks in dms. Apparently they got virgo on board with it too, which might be the craziest part in all o this
-# esp given what happens later on 🤫
I get my votes, as expected, but we end up in this tie at first, between me/vini, 2-2 a piece cuz the eye of ender of procc'd
does vini's pearl not count bc he ribeye'd
that has to be the single most fuckass way i've ever survived a vote, & ykw man i'll take it
i rlly shouldn't have survived that, i should be in ponderosa blocking brent to avoid the drama, & reuniting with ore
& it's hard not to feel fraudulent abt my game when LITERALLY EVERYONE played around me this vote, & not WITH ME
even the ppl who wanted me safe (cristen/kyle/vini/katie), they never told me SHIT abt voting for katie or vini, i was left completely in the dark
byproduct of losing my vote: you dont get a say in anything happens, you might not even see it until it's too late
it's crazy, ask me how i felt abt my game before & after tribal & I could give u 2️⃣ almost different answers. This round rlly fucked my entire groove up, & im REALLY having to play on the backfoot
Vini going fucks up my final tribal ENTIRELY, i had a feeling overthinking that potential ftc was gonna go wrong, but i thought it was gonna be me who went. I overthought my elimination so hard i kept myself IN THE GAME 😭
mentally speaking im just built different, dont know how else to put it (im a neurotic FREAK)
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me & cristen are seen as the goats who'd lose to anyone left at the end, so we get to decide who we want to win! :3
we are sooo happy about this information 😃 👍
Very, VERY happy 🙃 🫠
not sorry for smutposting btw
but the convo so far is between who of virgo/bazz/woofley we should take to the end, since katie/kyle at the end is a fucking death sentence & i wanna live!
im still TRYING to win, so they still gotta go. they also hold most of my possible jury votes, so that too
I think i convinced Cristen that Woofley was someone we should take to the end, which would be really nice if something funny didnt happen
Sorry for laughing Kyle, but Virgo getting mad at you for not voting me out is the funniest shit since Vini's psychic powers
SO NOW THEY'RE BEEFING? OVER MY LACK OF ELIM?
EVEN THO VIRGO COULdA VOTEd ME OUT HIMSELF??!?!?!?!
I hold this genuine worry that the spectators/hosts have been on virgo's side this entire beef, & that they've viewed ME as pathetic/worthless/problematic/an overall hassle. developed the mindset as a result of a few moments where i experienced exactly that. It was like I should be ashamed of myself for being against Virgo, that i fucked up not even in terms of game, but in terms of reputation. I care way too much on how others view me, I don't know how to stop it.
But I feel better about myself after his stuff with kyle. What it tells me, is that Virgo is letting his hatred of me fog up his goggles, & i think he views anything related to me as a personal offense. Wanting to keep me around? How could you, ur such a shitty person. If i speak to him? How could you, u fucking weirdo, get away from me & let's not speak again
It's been interesting to study, because as a result of his tunnel-vision on me (while not even voting me OUT, MINd YOU), he doesn't become aware of his own hypocrisy. Because im the inherent evil who is absolutely irredeemable & whatnot
Because I was upset he got Ore out, & thus actively shut down the idea of working with him. Just ignore how my thought process for that was "he's gonna work with cristen/bazz who im not gonna work with in the slightest" the enya tribal gets funnier with age
That Eye of Ender is genuinely cursed, ppl think you should be playing it alongside ur weapons & it's causing inopportune elims over me. Enya mighta been cooked, but it was GAME-KILLING for vini
vini might win worst move for that, even tho he's a cool guy
He's not voting me to win, buttttt he likes me & thinks im a queen; girlboss! 💅
Speaking of Bazz, he wants to vc me tomorrow to go over the vote. Not sure why we can't text, im a bit worried we wont actually vc
I remember the fucking penelope round, he wanted to vc with me to try & "smooth things out" & then we didnt end up vc'ing
so i might just surprise vc him at 4️⃣pm, he wont be performing for another hour TOPS
& ive always wanted to do a surprise vc on someone ;3c it's troll as fuck
But im a bit low on bazz rn trustwise, since according to woofley, he threw my info utb
which means my info isnt safe with him. Idk if i should bring this up to him or not, esp when vini told me essentially a warning on being too leaky
Woofley btw thinks this is the start of some epic rivalry 🔥 🔥 🔥 that's gonna be SO SILLY & fun, might be one for the history books!
The left pic is how she's handling all of this. The right pic is my internal response
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My head is just going "I really dont wanna go thru any of this" so im trying to talk it out with her, KEEP THE FOCUS on strategy, since it'll be the first time we've done so in over a round
She thinks we're gonna be enemies bc of what happened, which fair read, esp if u read my tr's, she was damn near the bottom 🔥 😤, But i cant let another Virgo situation occur, i think she's scared I'll take conflict personally, AS A RESULT of my virgo feud
When I'm capable of keeping beef separated from personal/game. Sometimes.
My track record with handling conflict isn't pretty. I tend to ghost them, after getting a few pot shots in, or maybe there's a blowup BEFORE i mute, & then im left exhausted by everything
I tore up a 3️⃣ year old friendship with Ced (SSS47) bc he didnt tell me abt a dud alliance. I tore myself up over that. I don't want to reach those depths again.
What makes Woofley a unique case is:
- I still like her as a person
- we both had legit reasons to go after each other (woofley giving the staff the virgo knowing he's using it on me, me actively throwing her utb)
- I think i need her with me at final tribal, in the event Cristen wants her (which looks likely)
I made this image earlier in the season, & honestly? It feels accurate.
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orgs are serious business. better be ready to die behind it
& ive done a lot of dying over them. Can't make myself stop, this szn is kinda giving me everything, which unfortunately isnt all good
Euphoria, despair, intelligence, outright confusion, the best & worst of times, all wrapped up with a fair share of controversy
I simultaneously want more of it, right away, & also to not hit another game for months on end. I hate that I call these a hobby
this is a mind-breaking exercise i actively put myself in so that im not a complete hermit, & to fulfill my competitive spirit
But woofley's "competitive" spirit with me gonna need to be quashed, i cant be handling that rn
I'm in a weird spot where I prob make Final 4️⃣ just fine, with bazsten in stow, but baz is 500% voting me AT 4️⃣, & i dont exactly trust woofley or virgo to not vote for me there as well, i think im gonna have to go into fire against him
if cristen doesnt flip on me. God bless cristen if she doesnt leak my legacy
She SAYS SHE WONT out of pity, but i wont put it past her to leak it anyways for social clout
Its officially become public info after all
All because i THOUGHT i was going home, that's the craziest part, now i gotta live with my consequences!
also featured in this pic is her swerving around on bringing woofley to ftc after she initially said Virgo should be the one
we cant just bring both to FTC since they're very much winning this immunity gauge comp, our hand gets forced in this scenario
this is why I want Bazz at 4️⃣ with me, cuz his ass isnt doing this, he's not winning this challenge
i feel COMFORTABLE saying that, esp when Woofley has a whole 2.5 day lead on the average Joe. Virgo winning another chally could make this a close affair between them, but she's still very much got the lead
I have to hope being immune at 6️⃣ gives me points for the immunity gauge, otherwise i legit cant win final immunity
i dont trust myself to win this comp, ive always come up just short, bc that's 1️⃣ of my main themes of the szn alongside "Tiff Gets Bailed Out"
far cry from my early merge game, everything fell apart once ore left
but im hoping endgame is better for me! I'd like it if it were the case! 👍 it has to start with this vote
Cristen wants a vote split between katie/kyle, but that relies on both losing immunity, & do u rlly wanna bet against Katie losing a challenge? Esp when Kyle isnt there to get in her way? I think katie wins this off-rip
& then tribal's a mess where my name will be written down a 4️⃣TH time, it's prob gonna be on parchment anyways, but maybe this time i'll actually vote!
IM USING THE FUCKASS LOLLIPOP NO MATTER WHAT
Ribeye's WAYYYYY too risky for me, even on an "easy" vote like Sylvia's i STILL got a vote 😭
lot more likely my vote wont count than it would, maybe this time virgo will actually be the vote for me ☠️
Cristen used up her ribeye, worried that's gonna put her in danger, but im expecting a lot of weapon usage this round, the vote count is gonna be a mess & 3/4's
whoever wins immunity gets a free chance to ribeye as per usual, & its gonna come in CLUTCH this time around, it could sway the tides of tribal & determine who goes home. So please for the love of god dont make virgo immune again
im unable to stop him, i dont trust myself to have a good betting time at whatever fuckass puzzle lies ahead of me, but i gotta hope someone else steps up
I'm gonna wind things down & do the trust ranking
1️⃣ Cristen
2️⃣ Kyle
3️⃣ Katie
4️⃣ Woofley
5️⃣ Bazz
6️⃣ Virgo
I trust 1-3, 4-5 not rlly, & come the fuck on with virgo now
for my next gauge post im gonna submit my survivordle score, since i also do that
it's highkey easy asf tho on average, WAYYYY much more than squirdle, i can get it in 3️⃣ on average
whereas i think average squirdle score for me is 4-5
im so glad i figured out the strat is to just refresh near the end of slowmode, it makes life a lot easier
i'd be FURIOUS having to wait like 19 extra minutes for no reason, like i already was prior
Guess that can be my springpad for the conf
the immunity gauge as a whole, since we're nearing the point of "should i even care abt doing it?"
im certainly glad cristen won in the sense that she's not besting me in the gauge, she's on par with me actually
But i continuously think virgo/woofley are beating me, & woofley has shown tonight just how damn dedicated she can be, more on that later
My legacy is the only thing that can give me gauge points, but realistically, im not gonna get any. It's not an immunity challenge last time i checked, or any kind of challenge, so why would i get gauge points?
It's an advantage that ACTS like immunity, but is merely an impostor. A Zoroark trying to blend in with the crowd
Think i'll have to give it up eventually, esp if i want to not wake up at 8️⃣am to do all this shit then go back to bed, makes my sleep schedule rlly choppy
With the legacy in hand however, my primary goal is very simple: survive. & currently, idk how well im doing at it
especially if cristen's revealing my legacy to other ppl, which i cant confirm for the time being. People know how legacies work, they're gonna want ME OUT so that i give the legacy to them, & not anyone else. This round's gonna be a bitch & a half trustwise, since anyone can theoretically turn on me
all in the name of the LeGussy
biggest fearpoint actually comes with #six-chungus, since if they could think id just give them the legacy, & then preserve the idol, & have both for 6️⃣
I'd have to make an on the spot decision with who gets the legacy, im hoping it doesnt get that far. I'm gonna assume katie/kyle want me fr in the game, & woofley has given me her own confirmation that she's not voting for me
tiffpermanent This is less of a lie & more of a "i dont actually know what im gonna do this ro...
She labeled it as a "silly decision" earlier, which alright then, sure, I'll take what i can get atp, trust for bazz/virgo is basically nonexistant
...but what if woofley is saying that bc she's using sitd?
Mentioned the idea earlier, but her prior logic in using the Lightning Staff could line up HERE, & thus cause her to use sitd.
in that scenario, me/katie can lollipop, kyle has the freerange to ribeye, BOOM down goes Woofley
told her i wouldnt write her name down this vote cuz she said it to me first...
https://tenor.com/view/sandra-survivor-gif-18368010
I'm not sure i can count on woofley & esp virgo going forward, im at the point where katie/kyle BOTH have to make it past this vote if i want to feel comfy in my positioning. This feels like the kind of round where that will go wrong & #six-chungus dies anyways BUT!
a Final 4️⃣ of me/cristen/bazz/(woofley/virgo) sounds like a death spell, that's kinda how i get 4️⃣th
but i think i also get that from woofley/virgo both being there, unless i handle woofley delicately. Which means not voting her out ig
damn i gotta live up to my word then. Good thing Kyle wants to vote out Bazz then, he's the last person outside of #six-chungus who can ribeye
At first i was hesitant to vote Bazz out, cuz of ✨ Le Positioning ✨
but it's not like i trust bazz rn anyways
we never had that vc cuz he pushed it for TOMORROW, atp it's getting too late buddy, i already know u voted for me, & if im wrong u aren't clearing it up
do we rlly have to do all of this in voice chat? Isnt text fine enough? To atleast give me a general rundown on what happened
What i hate most is im saying all of this Anti-Bazz stuff in my conf, but if this vc happens im gonna completely change tune & call him cool & necessary again, it's this fucking meme nonstop with him
"I can't STANd his fake poser ass!"
[he gives me an 🆗 convo]
"omg bazz is rlly cool i think we can work together!"
when will i learn 😖
so im gonna be open to most things tomorrow, esp in an effort to preserve my own skin & legacy
7️⃣th's cool & all, but making it past here guarantees i get 5️⃣th, & that's even cooler to me :3
Not sure what my winning odds look like anymore, it's all a shitfest frankly beyond losing to kyle/katie
But now that im circling back to Kyle/Katie, it's time to focus on the big show of today, the one that took up so much time, I locked in to the point of unknowingly starving myself! Food became an AFTERTHOUGHT
I was looking thru host roles to see if anything would show up there, like it did for !abyss back in april fools. Lo & behold, i stumble upon Fio, holding a colored !Taskrabbit role
hmmmm, i dont recall taskrabbit ever having a role, which i brought up to kyle
& he's like "gimme the link". Link to #cast-info, since i said it looks similar to the S9️⃣ color?
No no no, to the mastersheet
SO WE OFFICIALLY IN THE HUNT NOW
i checked out the link & saw MULTIPLE ppl already there, me/kyle were clearly not the first ppl who noticed, so we had to think QUICK
Unfortunately my use ran out after this point, cuz Kyle hella carried finding clues, where we got told to search thru every cell in the sheet
I wish i was making that up
Katie casually gets on, wondering what's going on, we fill her in on the idol hunt & she's like oh SHIT
her drive to play has been warped by the cheating accusations thrown at her, but she locks the fuck INNNNN for this idussy, we're all trying to find it together
I'd rather it be in the hands of #six-chungus than anyone else in the game; guarantees it wont be used against me
Katie was the first to find a relic shard; There's 6️⃣ of them to get
so the goal becomes very obvious: show every shard to fio before someone else chimes in. & Katie/Kyle had the method on LOCK
they inverted the cell colors, cuz the font would blend in with the cell, you had to pick them apart
Think my final tally was 4️⃣? No dice for me, as it ended up being KATIE who got it. Pretty miraculous run considering she only joined in halfway thru
EXTRA MIRACULOUS in that WOOFLEY didnt get it
5/6 is a devastating 🇱, but she unfortunately must hold it. I suspect her or Virgo were working on the sheet just as long (if not longer) than #six-chungus, so stopping them from having this is HUGE, im gonna emphasize this until i dIE
tiffpermanent But i continuously think virgo/woofley are beating me, & woofley has shown tonig...
If she nearly got the idol, she could very well be doing all the gauge points, making sure no one can take over her
that... isnt ideal. Exact opposite actually, guarantees i lose to her in final immunity
SHE MIGHT ACTUALLY SHOW UP with a 40+ score, its possible!
Not sure how to handle that, does this make woofley more threatening? i feel like it does
but it doesnt counterargue against woofley being aloof strategically, it's more of a neutral point
But yeah this idol, we got SO MUCH COMFORT to go apeshit with it, & we plan on doin so! I'm so down for a plan involving:
Kyle ribeyeing, Katie/I using the lollipops, that's 4️⃣ votes in the field
The big issue is everyone will use their lollipop, so we could deal with 3-3 nonsense
Bazz could do either or, lollipop would fuck us up BIG time, & kyle's plan essentially banks on the ribeye (or regular vote) play
just how my plan to vote woofley out hinges on her using the sitd, god this tribal's stupid
I'm still expecting to get voted for here, i dont feel safe using the ribeye whatsoever. so i cant just overwhelm the field with my own extra vote
-# discord i think refreshed on me out of nowhere, weirded me tf out
& Katie doing that would be suicide since she's dEFINITELY getting votes, her comp beast side showed out tonight!
Genuinely surprised she didnt use the speedy cola at the enya vote, she got that 400+ score RAW 💀 pop off girlboss
But it's another showcase of why I can't bring her much farther into the game, she's gonna beat me in these challenges, & then what, i have to rely on 4️⃣ to take her out?
I cant risk that, whatsoever. Esp not at 5️⃣, I just dont know how ppl are gonna move for this vote, let alone at 6️⃣
With the idol hunt being knowledgable (everyone who participated got pinged abt the hunt being over), there's prob gonna be a split vote going on. & i think 2/3 #six-chungus members will be affected & catch those votes
ANYTHING to counteract the idol, since it'll likely be deduced down to katie/kyle owning the idol (with me as a tertiary guess)
maybe the play is to act like im voting for katie to cristen/woofley/co, but hop on #six-chungus & bop someone's ass
yeah i think im gonna lie abt voting katie here, cuz either:
- ppl will use my vote as a swing factor to try & get Katie out 3-2
- they'll let me "vote Katie", but then put majority onto Kyle so that they arent relying on me
& Kyle is basically set to be the one getting idoled, that works pretty well
esp when lollipops get played? That would let me get out anyone I'd like cleanly. But that also hinges on votes being actually split
& ppl not just dogpiling on a Katie vote cuz i threw it out there, there's a lot to consider heading into tomorrow
so many plans in my head, but only 1️⃣ of them can actually happen. Gonna have to bank on reading minds, which isnt my strongest suit
but it puts me in a VERY interesting spot regarding trust rankings
1️⃣ Kyle
2️⃣ Katie
3️⃣ Cristen
4️⃣ Woofley
5️⃣ Bazz
6️⃣ Virgo
1-3 i trust, 5-6 i dont, & woofley!
WHY?
~ #six-chungus practically share the #1️⃣ spot, but imma give it to Kyle for the arbitrary reason of "we were working on the idol together longer", + I want him around more than Katie. Both will have to go soon, BUT NOT TONIGHT 😼
~ Cristen's in a tough spot cuz i trust her, she obvi wants me at final tribal & that's reliable, buttttt i have a feeling she leaked my Legacy, & honestly the lack of dm'ing on her end played a crucial part. She did it with everyone (i think), but on a night that featured the idol hunt? That's a massive setback, we weren't communicating during that part
~ Woofley I trust to not vote me out this vote, & that's it. Beyond that, WHOOOOO fucking knows. I think im gonna have to rely on her too, & our relationship is incredibly rocky 🥴. Thinking she'd target me at 4️⃣ no matter what
~ Bazz has already voted me out & then not explained himself whatsoever, why the fuck should I trust him? Why am i gonna trust him after a vc? Why am i like that? In a Final 4️⃣ situation as well he's likely to vote me out, I can't be dealing with that shit
that's going to be all for the trust rankings tonight
hopefully this tomorrow stuff will be less heavy & dramatic on me than last tribal, i was rlly in for a loop there
despair consumed me, i cant let that happen again 😭
already put on the invis cuz nobody's talkin, hope i hear more from cristen tomorrow, & hopefully i can figure out what this tribe is gonna do with the vote. A judgment call's gonna have to be made
& im hoping im not the unfortunate soul paying the price. But falling right before the legacy activates, it's the kind of poetic irony fanfic writers would salivate over, idk how to beat that
really got the bad feeling it'll be me going home, this is why i cant ribeye for SHIT ☠️
im just gonna be done talking for the night tho, see u when i clock in for another gauge post
Given im gonna be doing a video conf with fio tomorrow, & im not exactly expecting tribal to be that fast until closer to the deadline, im gonna do the conf then :3
what i WILL do are trust rankings however!
1️⃣ Katie
2️⃣ Kyle
3️⃣ Cristen
4️⃣ Virgo
5️⃣ Woofley
WHY?
~ #six-chungus absoLUTELY wants to work with me, im the upmost confident in that being the case, but just bc i trust you the most doesnt mean i want to sit at the end with you. I've KNOWN im losing to both them since like, F9️⃣? Around there, could be a lil earlier defo not later
~ Cristen i think will work with me somewhat, but its just as likely she actually throws the game for a Katie/Kyle win, I need to do something about that. Seems to fuck me up at 4️⃣ there
~ Virgo... if he's voting off who's the biggest threat to win, he's never voting me out 💀 THAT'S GENUINELY WHY HE WENT UP KHFKGHSKFGHSKF but we're obvi not on working terms in the SLIGHTEST
~ Woofley is the 1️⃣ person i think would vote me out, esp if 4️⃣ is Us/Cristen/Virgo, so I wanna nip that bud instantly & kinda force cristen/virgo into needing to work with me to get kyle/katie out
im gonna do just a quickie conf, i'll have it revolve around the idol
I need to find this shit now, id rather have that kind of power
If Katie/Kyle were to find it, i think they'd just play it on themselves this vote, cuz they prolly think they got my vote all the way, & they win 5️⃣ 3-2
im assuming that's when Virgo becomes the target. Hoping Katie remains steadfast in wanting Woofley like i do, im not afraid to be like "im not doing virgo im doing woofley" if i have to swing things that way
woofley has to go either now or next tribal, since her making 4️⃣ guarantees not only ftc, but also possibly a win
This is genuinely the closest ive gotten to winning an org in a HOT minute, I see the path i need to take & what needs to be done
Overthinking has been hitting me hardddd, the thought of winning not only this shebang, but the last ever szn of this org, it's never falt so palpable to me
worried something will go INSANELY wrong, specifically at 4️⃣. but things can also go wrong here
my entire argument is "i determined if katie/kyle went or not", so either of them going here & it blindsiding me, i think that's how i actually lose the game. I dont have my argument to use
Woofley going is gonna put Cristen in a catatonic state tho (she already is), i have to show im not "goating" for #six-chungus, but im really careful abt the timing of it all, & knowing when to strike has been my thing for a WHILE
I shut down voting Kyle out at 9️⃣ bc HOLY FUCK that woulda killed me in hindsight, so glad i didnt do that. I didnt vote out Katie at 7️⃣ cuz honestly, I didnt trust Bazz/Woofley/Cristen to not vote me out at 4️⃣
Cristen would have supported Bazz is my theory, & then me/bazz firemaking to see who gets 4️⃣th. I'm not coming this far to get that kind of result
but as long as i keep controlling the tempo of the season, I've got a legit shot at winning, & virgo can suck MY dick abt it
Gonna save the rest for the vid conf
part of me also feels like i should be searching for this idol like right the fuck now, it was already hidden last time
like 2️⃣ hours earlier, so it's not out the realm of possibilities
hopefully anything i say in the vid conf isnt me overthinking all my scenarios out of existence & thus they dont become real & i actually lose
but i cant count it out. the game moves like tides after all; I'm riding high as is (the legacy procc'ing helps >w<), but it can ebb back on me in the least opportune moment. It has been so far, it's not gonna stop now
ive officially used my conf szn more than any other org, jesus christ ☠️
im at 6,452 or some shit, i beat it earlier today
remember when i wanted this conf to be less bloated than usual? Feels like i went the opposite route & got MORE bloated, & that's in spite of me having MULTIPLE video confs (with another coming tomorrow), genuinely how the fuck does this happen
is it the cast size? am i inherently more likely to chat more on larger rosters? it's gonna be a 39 day szn at the end, THAT'S ACTUALLY AVERAGE ORG LENGTH, SO IT'S NOT EVEN THAT 😭
Katie got 3.3k in comparison, that's still a lot of conf use!
Virgo is never beating the BB player allegations FKHGSKFHGKS IT'S SO FUNNY
i cant sleep, im gonna lose
IM ACTUALLY LOSING THIS SZN
i cant get this fucking org out of my head & bc i thought abt winning it so much, im naturally going to "well, you arent winning, it simply wont happen"
a lot of its abt me final tribal, but i might not even make it there atp
this is how im viewing the jury votes
under a me/cristen/virgo ftc. Virgo has 4️⃣ votes in his favor, IM ACTUALLY LOSING
it's actually so fucking cooked for me
these are the votes in a me/cristen/woofley final tribal
im not making final tribal at this rate & if i do then katie or kyle will be there
idt sylvia votes for me in any scenario, but i have no clue who she votes for between cristen/woofley
Brent's gonna stay as a wildcard, the fact i have to rely on HIM to win is fucking disgusting
tiffpermanent this is how im viewing the jury votes
so best case scenario is a 4-4-2 where cristen votes in my favor, but that's relying on brent. virgo can otherwise win 4-3-3 or 5-3-2
tiffpermanent these are the votes in a me/cristen/woofley final tribal
here i only have 2️⃣ guaranteed votes since ore can go either way on me/woofley, i might lose that 4-4-2, & then IM the spirit casting the tiebreaking vote
lastly, here's me/virgo/woofley
im losing the season because i have to rely on fucking brent
assuming i even make it there which i might not
im overthinking ftc, im not making it
i genuinely cant sleep, i need a WIN, i need to show myself im actually skilled at these, & skilled playwers WIN
you cant say ur good at orgs until u win
"great players have never won an org"
THEN THEY'RE FUCKING TRASH
THEY SUCK, YOU HAVE TO KNOW HOW TO WIN IF U WANT TO BE GOOd AT SOMETHING
I JUST WANT TO BE GOOd AT ORGS
i want to feel like i have a chance at winning these, cuz if i dont then what's the point
i cant keep swallowing L's but i feel like the loss is imminent
this is going to end horribly
UGHHHHHHHHH i hate that virgo has a lot of guarantee votes in his favor, but woofley has a lot of them as well
the way woofley is hyped up as a major threat makes me think i have to vote her out. & I'm gonna have to decide on that soon cuz of her impending immunity gauge
I thought i had it all figured out with a me/cristen/virgo final tribal, but im not confident in my chances there
there's too many votes against my favor to like that outcome, but which else is better?
FUCK, HE COULd, HE ABSOLUTELY COULd
IM LOSING, I ACTUALLY CANT WIN ANY JURY VOTE
IM IN THE SAME UNWINNABLE SPOT AS S4 BUT SLIGHTLY BETTER
i hate that virgo's right, & WHAT'S WORSE IS VIRGO HIMSELF dOESNT SEE HIMSELF AS A WINNER
I CANT CALM dOWN BC I JUST LOST EVERYTHING
i actually just lost, who do i want to lose next to
i cant keep calm when im guaranteed to lose
how the fuck do i deal with this,, everything ive been thru this season has been for NOTHING
i cant win this shit at all, i cant rely on brent in the SLIGHTEST
ESP WHEN IK HE ISNT A FAN OF ME
MY ONLY SAVING GRACE IS HE HATES THE OTHER PPL MORE, BUT IS THAT ENOUGH?
i can see him voting cristen, yeah i lost 4-3-3
im losing, im genuinely losing
im not even making final tribal at this point & all this thinking's beeen for nothing
im burning thru so much mental space abt this ftc that's not even gonna happen cuz ill be a fucking juror
im not even making it to final tribal & if i do i lose
winning's actually become impossible
did i fuck up taking out bazz? or would he have gotten all the threat points
i feel like i fucked up severely in a catastrophic way
these final few days are gonna suck
everything has crumbled down on me, the ebbing wave turned out to be a tsunami crashing thru my entire city, & the tsunami was me
i wish i cant, that would be nice. but you dont get what u want thru pleading
genuinely fuck the ppl who can win at a consistent clip, i need them to go thru HELL
I, myself, have not been able to dream
When i tried sleeping, i was instead shaking intensely. I could hear my heartbeat better than usual. I had this energy to go up & pace my room, go at it for an hour or two. Haven't gained too many eyebags, my mind clearly wants to talk about something
& it's about this past vote. The unavoidable, heavy-hitting brute that it was, a melody in my head I put on loop
I'm not sure if the confs prior really show my thought process for that vote, I was instead off doing my own thing, chiming in every now & then specifically in tribal chat, & not rlly here
The way I wanted my positioning, was for Katie/Kyle to want me on their side, but also get roped in by Cristen/Virgo, be the bachelorette everyone desires. Woofley has voted me, lied to me, we're not on working terms. So in my mind, it had to be her
But there was something else i was considering, that I was frankly fearing...
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The idol. It was out there still
If unplayed, thus being brought into 5️⃣, had the chance to SERIOUSLY fuck up my positioning, & in some scenarios guarantee 2️⃣ of katie/kyle/woofley make it to final tribal. It had to go, by any means necessary
I'm thinking Woofley has it; Katie mentioned finding the previous one to me/kyle, so surely six chungus would tell each other if we found the idol. It was my own personal plan if I had found it.
Unfortunately, came up short. There was a clue their side didnt have it when Virgo was trying to get votes on Cristen, to cleanly vote off Katie 3-2-1 style. No bite on either side, "lying for the sake of it" Kyle recalled of the situation
Alright then, let's keep my vote onto Woofley, since she's a clear enemy, who's most likely to own this idol. Everyone clearly thinks im voting that way, but during the vote reading & advantage call, Katie comes to my dm's, looking for comfort
tiffpermanent this is gonna lose me the game
I made a promise to her. I was that confident she would see the next day, cuz we can either vote woofley, or go to rocks
I would have made a CRAZY FUCKING PLAY trying to force rocks, see if they'd budge on voting Woofley. No dice
Eventually, Cristen mentions the convo we had earlier today; I mentioned wanting to deal with the idol as a priority, & ultimately we had clashing views on who could hold the idol
I thought it was Woofley, she thought it was Cristen. Both sides were making their pitches, & it seemed like this Cristen/Virgo/Woofley Final 3️⃣ was possible
Virgo eventually asks us to vote early cuz we're arguing in circles, we won't be able to get new developments going, why waste time? Hearing his pleas, & getting a ping from my submissions, I send in a Woofley vote
Seemed like losing an easy beat in Cristen/Virgo would be worth it if it meant them not brute forcing Final 3️⃣.
3️⃣ votes are ultimately in, we're waiting for one more person: Cristen. Her work meant she couldnt sit down & vote right away, she needs 20 minutes. Virgo decides now is the time to take a shower.
Virgo also wasted an Ender Pearl on himself, he coulda gotten Katie out 3-2 & avoid this entire tie if he felt bold.
Timing & the idol would keep being brought up as convo points, both of which being my main mantras for this round, knowing when I had to dive the dagger into Katie/Kyle. Voting them out now was wayyyy too risky, wasn't it? Cuz cristen/virgo want Woofley at final tribal, not me
Eventually, it comes out woofley KNEW the first part of the idol hunt, which was on Fio's spotify account
I'd been searching everything but that spot, I wanted to see what the hunt was like for myself. There was a S🔟 playlist, that was highlighting the first letter of each word.
This was the moment hell broke loose
I thought woofley ONLY checked the spotify, & didnt try joining the archive server
I announced it in tribal chat where the next step was. Everyone was acting like they didnt have the link to the server. Join logs were disabled so i couldnt see who was here earlier
Fun Fact: If you joined the archive server rn, you'd be able to see this!
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i spend AGES going thru every little thing in the server, thinking the next clue was in a channel, or an edited message
Cristen gets pinged to hold her vote. Let me find the idol, & I'll vote Katie the fuck out for you, sound enticing?
Pretty sure both parties were debating with each other, but I wasn't paying attention due to the aforementioned search, which i made publicly clear. This was around the time Katie was getting pissed however, I remember that
I spend 30 minutes EXACTLY in the archive server before finding the next clue in a bot role. !org-bot if ur curious
I get sent to THIS fuckass location, where i initially thought I had to pay fio to acquire the idol
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25 minutes remain
I made 2️⃣ different copies of this doc to try & find the hidden text, but it was really just a hidden ❗ that took me longer than I'd like to admit. I coulda Ctrl + 🇫'd & gotten this instantly
But instead, after I got to the next step, which sent me to fio's yt channel....
14 minutes remain
Fio had linked a diff channel of theirs in their About section, which only had 1️⃣ livestream. The description had this funky little code that i just knew must be a cipher. Keep in mind, I think im the farthest ahead & im about to get the idol
Cristen herself was affirming that, saying I'm the farthest ahead on the idol hunt, me getting it was imminent
tiffpermanent thinking i flip on katie idol kyle then vote kyle out at 4️⃣
You can see it here. I thought me getting the idol was a matter of getting it BEFORE results. If i hadn't found it, I'd vote out Katie & enlist Cristen's help in getting it. If i did get the idol, I vote out Katie, use the idol on Kyle to take out Woofley, & then vote Kyle at 4️⃣
I was so certain I got the idol, i prefired voting for Katie. Sent her vote in at 10:17, did the final command at 10:20
someone here found the idol. I'm panicking
It was either Woofley had it or no one did, & since it was clearly found, that only meant woofley got it, right? Cuz Kyle/Katie would have told me beforehand if they got it
Katie was asking about my progress on the hunt, trying to see how far I was in it. She could tell it was a matter of time before it got revealed it was already found, think she was trying to warn me to stop while im ahead.
But by the time i checked tribal, Katie had done the final command herself, & confessed SHE held the idol.
🔟 MINUTES REMAIN (maybe a lil less)
At this point, I'm genuinely shocked, i wasnt thinking for a MINUTE Katie got another idol, cuz surely she'd mention it. But it made her 2-3 in concealing idols from me, I couldn't ignore that.
But what it meant was if Cristen/Virgo got rocked out, it was STUPIdLY easy for Katie/Kyle to both make 4️⃣, they would try & idol out Woofley
& atp, the threat of losing cristen/virgo was becoming increasingly larger, & forcing rocks just because they didnt want woofley out was haphazard, dangerous, & any synonym to the word "dumb"
The goal of this tribal was for Katie/Kyle to play the idol if they found it, so that it wouldn't fuck me up at 5️⃣. If we could get 2️⃣ guaranteed ppl safe, we can either directly idol out woofley OR guarantee win the rock draw, making it a lot more tempting for cristen/virgo to flip
But Katie withheld. Seemingly from Kyle too.
She got greedy
Knowing she was the vote, but thinking she was fine enough to not play it, perhaps by my promise to her...
Can't say it was intentional if so, but it works out nicely for me. Could say the same about the Vini vote
But I couldn't ignore it. The idol, the threat level, Cristen's promises to take out Woofley at 5️⃣, it all lined up in my head: I had a miscalculation on my timing, Katie had to go NOW
when before it was an either/or spot between her & woofley. Unfortunately I couldn't get Virgo's affirmation on the future, i even joined the vc to try & lure him in, since he WANTS me to vc with him, atleast for the fights
Instead I got Katie. And later Kyle. Woofley was there too.
I had to hear her pleas to stay directly
"If Kyle got rocked out im idoling you" but rocks is almost a complete crapshoot with 3️⃣ ppl participating, i cant lose cristen/virgo like that, cuz if they do go out, you're idoling either urself or kyle
She mentioned the promise I made to her earlier, & the time she saved me with Immunity at the Enya tribal. The promise wasn't kept, & that's on me for agreeing to it in the first place. But the Enya vote showed me why i COULdNT sit with her, why i COULdNT keep her around 1️⃣ more vote
& then she said she was never voting for me. "Not out of bitterness", but because voting her out was just that bad. Kyle assisted in that narrative
This was the moment the vc became a mistake for me, I had spent basically my entire game thinking Katie was my LOCK, she's voting me over anyone else, no matter what, she'd support me to the end.
but the boogieman that is Jury Management seems to be catching up to me again, ready to reap my soul a second time.
Kyle might follow in her footsteps, I'm not sure. He's questioning my move, he was the first to send a text after dm's opened up
But i couldnt put myself thru seeing that text yet. While sitting in the vc, virgo joins, laughs at... something, Kyle uses that as an argument that i shouldn't have flipped, Woofley is trying to thank me in all of this, but everything was crashing down
my legs had become uncontrollably bouncy, I was trying to hold back tears bc imagine crying over an org. Imagine putting that much investment, stock, passion time, whatever have it, when it's "just a game"
I couldn't stop my tears. My hands had become a level of numb I've not hit since 2022, for a different org. They got stuck in this fist-like shape, my thumbs couldn't move at ALL. So many tears, so much snot
pretty sure there was shortness of breath too, but it coulda just been me crying. anyways YEP THAT'S A PANIC ATTACK ALRIGHT
if you saw me in the confessional booth with fio/layton/lezaria, i had to call for help since texting was borderline impossible, saying 3️⃣ letters already felt like this herculean task
Honestly, I wish Mike joined the call himself. I feel like he would have resonated with what i was going thru
But Lezaria taught me multiple ways to reduce the numbness by doing a bunch of hand activities. names like "no towels" (washing ur hands & then flicking them to dry off naturally), "escape the box" where it felt like we were scuba diving, im p sure one of them was called "crazy hands" which is just random hand movement go
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It's all culminated in me wanting to just... be away from other people for the time being
Wish i could say away from the game but, my mind doesnt work like that
It's kept me here, up all these hours later. I got advised to drink water. I drank mountain dew instead
nearly cried a few other times, I imagine Katie is taking it just as hard too
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xSoul having to comfort her, idk what time it was when she got voted out in the netherlands, but it was LATEEEE
But you know what? You know fucking what? Given the hand i was dealt, I think i made the right choice
The idol's gone. I have faith in Cristen voting out Woofley next (we'll see abt Kyle/Virgo, i saw them talking together in the vc while i was in the booth, idk what's going on there, likely never will :/). If Woofley loses this next challenge, it should be her
Kyle/Katie are gonna question this because of cristen/virgo's stubborness to vote out Woofley, but im chalking it up to "they thought katie had the idol", the thought process checks out in cristen's head atleast.
I'll worry about jury votes if I get to Final Tribal, but I don't think I made "Worst Move" like katie thinks i did. definitely not getting her vote, but I'd argue her not idoling was a worse play than me flipping. If Virgo had pearled correctly, would she have idoled then?
Also, for point of reference, this was my logic during the revote, AFTER Fio's Spotify was ransacked.
- If i couldn't find the idol: Vote Katie out & get Cristen to help me get the idol
- If i find the idol is claimed & not sure who owns it: My mind's gonna jump to Woofley owning it since she got close before, & is near the scene of the crime this time, it HAS to be her. Likely force rocks in this scenario cuz of cristen/virgo not budging.
- If Katie admits to owning the idol: Flip on her so that the idol cant fuck me up any further
Unorthodox approach, but if Katie said nothing & let me freak out over the idol being found, if she just sat back? I flip my vote back on Woofley
& we go to rocks. & the entire game looks different
So how's that for what'll probably win Best Tribal? I can see the enya/vini votes also being deemed the best, we've had a sprinkle of good stuff
Felt like THE defining vote of the season, everything was building up for that moment. And I was in the center of it
There were a lot of ways I thought that could've ended, & yeah this wasnt one of those ways
How does one move on from that, & not balk from the stress of it all? Well... i think ik the way
Yeah i made the season-defining flip & all, BUTTTTTTT katie has also vividly said she's not voting for me, it's likely she'll taint my image
I'll just... bring that up! "I was relying on Katie's vote, & not only am i not getting it, but she's likely souring the entire jury against me, I just became SO much easier to beat". Maybe it's true, maybe it's not, I'm gonna dread dealing with her either way
But that's the argument to make. This was the biggest thing I've done in either season of fio, yet bc of how i handled it, it made me a smaller threat. I'd still prefer having good jury management, but I have to make the most of my mess
There's angles I can work with this, & if i have the perfect angle to each mirror, the sunbeam makes fire, & I succeed
bitches thought i was a goat? Just proved I wasn't, but i can STILL lean on a case of being very beatable
Goats dont vote out their leader, do they?
But that implies I was goating the entire time... & not waiting for the time to strike
the more time passes, the more fortunate I am i didnt make that Kyle blindside at 9/8, cuz it's clear now Katie would have came for my neck
I get very vulnerable at 8️⃣, my punk ass definitely leaves there 😵💫 & it woulda kept someone I had on/off trust issues in bazz
So there's some upside I can get out of this situation. It's not the end of the world yet
YET
im still dreading final tribal with all my heart, jesus christ im getting massacred there
think im gonna try & get a nap in before my next post, then have proper sleep
-# until my NEXT post after that
I have to figure out when I wanna talk to ppl again, the feelings of dread are gonna return with kyle down my neck saying i made a bad move
so maybe in a few more hours ☠️ they can wait
yeah idk, was the play to try & get kyle rocked out & hope katie won wikirace?
bazz ribeyeing meant we had to vote him at 7️⃣, otherwise kyle/i dont even make it to 4️⃣
i think im abt to do either the same as S4, or slightly worse
I'm gonna monologue for a second, im not sorry
Trying to figure out what I rlly want from this szn, & if I'll walk away rom it satisfied
cuz as it stands, i feel disappointed i didnt do better than 4️⃣, how much redemption did i truly get?
But if you went back to my pre-season interview, the goal wasn't to even win! It was simply to not embarrass myself, have a good run in
I'd been on a hiatus since November, so I feared my rust would make me too slow for an all-star tempo & i look super washed. So i wanted to prove to myself that I'm still a capable org player, i can be GOOd even
Acquiring the legacy, & highkey that very sluggish part of pre-merge, I think those moments were the start of me thinking "I can seriously win this season". & as i got closer to the end, the idea of winning felt more palpable
After Katie gave me her immunity at 🔟, the fear of being washed & playing bad essentially washed away, I wasn't worried about it anymore since I just had one of the hypest moments in my entire org career
I WAS BRAGGING ABT IT TO OTHER PPL OUTSIdE THE SERVER, IT WAS THAT SICK
& then I had the legacy activate, now I'm guaranteed Final 5️⃣, this is so awesome! I felt so great, alive, giddy, everything felt it was going right
Winning felt so realistic, like it was ACHIEVABLE. for someone who's never won, I seek the victory
I find i have a competitive spirit, but lack the talent/mentality to get the success i seek. the drive to win is there, until something comes crashing down & I spiral over it & doompost
https://tenor.com/view/eiscue-pokemon-naked-penguin-gif-22526688
I want to win, but im not sure how, & i get frustrated over it. so what do i want
ive technically achieved my pre-season goals, ive made it back to final tribal when ive not done that since PEKKA, that's a legit achievement for me
But i dont feel fulfilled. I'm ad-browsing seeing what orgs would be available in a month, im trying to move on to the next game where I'm gonna do worse
my clip is genuinely 3️⃣ appearances across 33 or so orgs, that's atrocious! ive spent more years playing orgs than my # of ftc makes, im gonna crash down from this & place 9️⃣th next time
Funnily enough, I think Katie was actually a host of my first ftc appearance, the one that isnt fiovivor. funny how that happens
I vaguely remember my spirits being high after that one, I knew i was a goat that szn, but it felt like a learning experience, a milestone was still reached. my final conf featured this sylveon pic
I dont think im gonna be in those same high spirits. I just want to be mercy killed at this point. We got 16 hours left before reunion, im ready for it to be over
& im not getting pots this time so it wont wash away the numbness
walking away with best parchment/conf so im not empty handed, but it doesnt rlly validate my game. It validates my EFFORT put into an org, people like the passion, but it does nothing for how i actually played
I shoulda played better ig. Or have a string of miraculous events go my way to stand a shot at winning, that too
Seriously, I had to bank on:
- Kyle getting rocked out (1/3 odds)
- Katie beating Woofley in Wikirace (faster than 41 seconds)
to win. Certainly possible, but you need so many lucky breaks to occur that 95/100 outcomes dont see happening
im dying on the hill that Katie can't beat 0:41 that's just unlikely... even for katie standards
so im just gonna let the zombies eat my brains. they won
fav moment of the szn is my entire legacy saga (finding it/looksmaxxer fio/tiff's funeral/activating it), honorable mentions go to the massive vc fight after drew left, the griffin vote after saturn knew he was being targeted, the brent pre-merge fights when he was just swinging at other players, & the enya/bazz tribals as they were happening
finding out a zigzag was used cracked me the fuck UP ☠️
this is my final peak of the season. A funny way to end things
no clue what the twerk emote means, esp when Virgo was the 1️⃣ who used it
he prob just found it funny