#7th-bazz-confessional

 does Brent have to make things complicated? Why can't he just say, yeah, no, I'm doing Evie. Just like Sylvia said. I'm really worried that Brent is going to stray. I'm worried that Sylvia is going to go with him. I'm really, really nervous. I'm hoping it doesn't somehow fall onto me. There is a little pit in my stomach, though, that's like, oh, this could be really, really scary. But if the alliance, this group of six, sticks together, we really have such an easy walk through the pre-merge. But I'm a little antsy right now, but my hands are kind of tied. I kind of have to stick with this and just hope that Brent and Sylvia are being real with me. But oh, man, I'm going to be so sad if not.

 seasons, no first boot, let's go, super excited about how that vote turned out, I was really nervous for a second, I was like, is Brent's straight kebab vote really gonna fuck us, is it really gonna fuck us, and it didn't, it worked out perfectly, the target I wanted out got out, uh, I mean, I, I would have loved if it was Virgo, but Evie worked just fine, Evie, Evie, I don't know how you pronounce it, hopefully I won't have to learn, hopefully she'll just lose on Distortion World. But what a fun start to the season. I can't wait for Tribal next round. Going to be a little bit messy there too because it's old school. And I'm going to be seeing my boy Dallas. Here we go.

 right, Theo Viber World, it's time to drop another confessional. My head has been hurting nonstop the last couple of days because of these tribals. I'm honestly really disappointed in how this season has started off for me. I feel like I have fumbled the bag multiple times. I have been a name that's been out there for every single vote. I've gotten votes at the last two tribals. I have no idea who to trust. In the last two rounds, I've been saved by plans I wasn't even really in on. the Griffin vote was something that I was just kind of told I needed to do. And the Neptune vote was something I was just told I needed to do. There was no back and forth conversation. There was no like, hey, what are you wanting to do type of energy. It was, I threw out a plan. Somebody doesn't like that plan and they go and they leak it. And then everyone is going to vote for me And then somebody tells me at the last second hey this is how we going to save you and I happy that I here Don get me wrong I glad that I not out of the game yet But I feel like I have no idea who to trust I have no idea what to do. And I feel like every decision I make right now is wrong. I really, really do feel like, oh, God, what was his name? Owen from 43 with the whole, like, Charlie Brown and the football thing. I just feel like the football just keeps getting pulled from right in front of me. And thankfully, I haven't voted super incorrectly yet, I mean, besides voting for Neptune, but I think he even understood based off of what had happened. But I just feel like I'm fucked. I feel like I don't know what to do. And even if I do get into a group that I can trust, I'm going to just be seen as the bottom of that alliance, no matter what. So I really feel like I need a full game reset. And so I don't know. I don't know what to do. We're in a lot of trouble early on. And I have no idea how I'm going to fix this.

, time for me to record a confessional. I'm sitting outside from rehearsal, so hopefully nobody walks out here. That'd be extremely awkward. Thoughts on the Neptune boot? Not really what I wanted, but kind of fine with me because I had already voted him once before, and we hadn't really had any conversation of substance. So I don't think he's somebody that I really would have been able to work with long-term anyway, except for maybe through Dallas. but I like the idea of Dallas having less and less people and him having to work with me him not having other options I think is actually better for me I tried to grab greed I think everybody on my tribe tried to grab greed I don't blame anybody we knew we were going to tribal I don't really read too much into that everybody just wanted to be safe good on Dallas for having the lowest paying I guess the third question we already kind of answered but I felt terrible about the comp. I really thought we were going to lose when I went offline. We didn't have a lot of work done on it except for the logo, which I felt really good about the logo. I would just like to say our logo better than theirs. I spent like an hour on it. I love making logos. I think I did a good job. I'm so, so, so happy that we don't have tribal. I'm going to log off of Discord later tonight and be off of it until Saturday. I'm going to turn my brain off. It's going to be wonderful. I'm going to smile and laugh and just have a grandiose time. I will put in my trust rankings later, but I finally have some connections. I finally feel like I'm in a good spot. But for once, I got to not be the main character of the episode. So I'll be on the next one. Thank you.

 much has changed in this game in the last 24 hours. I don't even know where to begin. It went from me being Saturn's number one hater and thinking he was a terrible person to now, I like Saturn and I think he's actually a good guy, just a little misguided. I went from thinking Tiff is someone I will never be able to work with in this game to Tiff is somebody I absolutely have to work with in this game and I think she has to kind of work with me too which puts us in a situation where we kind of just have to and Kristen is just somebody honestly like I like but I don't trust her because she just talks with everybody but she's a good person for me to keep around because she gives me lots of information and even when my Meme's been out there. She hasn't voted for me. I was just like, God, I have no idea where this season is going to go. But I can see the merge in sight. It's possible. I might make it. And considering how this season started off, that's the goal right now. Step one is make the merge by any means possible. because then a whole new game starts.