#19th-derek-v-conf

It's cause dumbass Lewis was like,
I don't wanna go back, but la la la.
And then he was like,
Oh, now that I wanna challenge, I'm going back.
They wanna give everyone, whoever wins the most challenges,
just like a free pass back.
I'm like, well, I fucking won the other one,
but Kabab found an advantage,
and I've been here the longest, winning all the comms,
which I'm trying to be, I should be back already.
She's not in the cards, man.
And then yesterday was just a bunch of stupid shit.
Like, I got no issues with anyone here.
I was just saying,
they were like, you didn't do this, you didn't do that.
I was like, oh shit, hell, I'm just saying.
Like, it would have been nice to be given an extension.
I literally wasn't gonna do it.
I just can't, y'all gotta get stuff going crazy on me
cause I'm living that crazy, Derek Vee.
You brought me back 10 notches
cause I don't like being disrespected.
Like, I'm trying to do this for y'all's game.
Like, I was really trying to do the challenge during work.
And then two people just abstained.
Like, that's really annoying.
Like, I know I wasn't clear, I said that was fine,
but it's just like the tone, bro, like chill.

And this is why people say, I look crazy
because like, but like,
y'all, you can't say that,
oh, well, we were just accommodating for you
and we did this for you before, just for you.
Like, come on, I didn't ask for anything.
You came up with solutions, I said fine.
Like, you can't throw that at me.
That's why I got annoyed.
Cause you're like, they're digging shit up.
Like, nothing happened.
Like in general, there's nothing,
but then you're like, oh, this is like rude energy.
Just like, can't at me.
Like, I can't take that.
Like, I'm trying to do like the challenge
to like, get back to your seat.
Like, I'm trying to like, do it during work.
Like, and I got no, like, I know you were trying,
but like, I just can't get the extension.
That's all you had to say.
You see what I'm saying?
Like, I just can't with the tongue, guys.
I'm sorry.
I love you all, but like, that's why I get like, clappy.
Like, I'm not mad, I don't care.
Like, I get it, rules are rules,
but it's like, you don't have to be dick about it.
Like, I was trying, you know?

And I was like, I haven't collabed back on a host this whole year.
Many ones, because they accused me of cheating,
because I'm a fucking jigsaw god.
I was like, shut up.
But like, that's why I'm annoyed.
Like, the goal is not to be a crappy game.
But you cannot, like, just, you go with the, I don't know.
The energy coming at me was not good.
And so I got annoyed back.
I was fine to say, no, it's cool.
Like, I don't need to, like, it's cool.
But it's like treating it, like, bullshim.
Like treating it, like, I just, like, blew it off.
And I was like, fuck you, I hate you.
Like, no, I didn't do that.
Like, you got to stop painting me in that light,
just because of, like, my past stuff.
That's why I was like, what are you doing?
I didn't do any of the things you said I did, people.
Low, like, I can't be like that.
Come on.

And when I'm gonna go to apologize because I said like,
I don't want it to get any, like, there was no issue.
I had no, I was not mad, no.
But then, everyone just says, oh, well,
you're trying to walk all over me.
Bro, no, I didn't, I'm feeling sad.
And if you're mad about something else
and you were taking it out of me, I get it
because I tried to apologize
and you told me you were gonna kick me.
Bro, we gotta like be for real.
Like, I'm letting not the enemy here.
Like, if there's no need to treat me like the enemy,
this is what happens a lot.
And I'm not gonna take it, that's why I gotta know it.
But I don't have any, but I don't, I love all the product here.
What do you think I've played?
Mateo, I do say like a lot.
It's a filler word, what am I supposed to do?
Like, I don't have like strong vocab, itch.

Okay, maybe that got lost
because I wasn't really mad about not doing a challenge.
It was your attitude, feel.
This is like, I'm glad we can see like why the,
I guess, me crush, I was tend to happen.
It's like when people are just like,
that's on you, that's your fault, blah, blah, blah, blah.
I'm like, no, I get it.
I didn't say the time of what I needed the extension.
I'm saying it seemed like you were like acting
that I did something so horrible.
I'm in my head like, I was working all day
and I still was putting effort into this challenge
really trying.
You know what I mean?
And so I just felt like you were like,
that's on you, you didn't do that, that's on you,
you didn't tell me the time, you didn't do this,
you didn't do that.
And I was like, I know, I got no,
like I didn't have a problem.
It wasn't even that I didn't get to do it.
I was just like, why are they treating me like the enemy?
That's really all it was.
You know, I love you guys, I don't care.
And I don't want a problem.
I was just trying to apologize and you were like,
I get it, I don't want you to be in a bad mood though.
I'm sorry, whatever happened last night.
But like, for real, it's never about what it's about.
It's just like the tone, I'm a tone person, man.

But again, it's like a quickie, it's like a,
oh, fuck you, fuck you, don't.
Like, there's no, no issue.
Like, I just felt like you were bringing stuff up
that like, I didn't do.
You know, like, you were like,
oh, what would be your comedy?
Did you like, there's so much, so many times before,
like, only you, we've been flexible.
Like, I, I never said that you weren't.
You know what I mean?
So it's like, I was just like,
like, we're pulling things on a thin air here
and it's like frustrating.
So I, I, like, I comment on it.
And I'm just letting things go because like, I don't like that.
But like, that's all it was.
You know what I mean?
Trying to be rude, I was just like, wait, this is weird.
Like, I feel like I didn't do anything that horrible.
And it was frustrating to see people abstain
but I was trying during all that.
It was like your fault, but like, it was just like,
on top of them.
What the hell?